..AiiAiiLurhh..

today is so so so borinn'

mummeh,nana,haziq,kid n raudhah went for swimmin..

i prefer to stay at home dhenn goin' wit dhem..

aiya..later mummeh ask me to do tis luhh do dat luhh wat luhh..

but at home,i oreadi had a lot of chores uh..

i dunno wat to give mummeh for her b'dae today..haishh

hunney,hunney..i mishh euu luhh!!

I can't let you go,

i keep tryin but i cant boy its impossible,

i miss you too bad

I cant wish away the pain that i cannot do boy and all i can say is...

i miss you.

k luhh..till dhenn..

Astala Vista! Sayonara!

taikkkee kaaiirreesssSS hunn(:

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 2:29 PM

woah..

i'm so damn tired sia today..

went to geylang in dhe evening to see dhe fireworks n shops over dere..

but dhenn there is notink uhh..

no drink or food at all..

me,meera,dira n dhe others r lyk damn hungry uhh..

dhenn tis abg han kept on disturbin me seyy..

he sae dat i got feelins for shameer which is meera's bro ..

but dhenn i dun hav luuhh..

i noe la he joke2 around oni..

niways had some fun but no dat lot of fun..

hahas..confuse ryte..

coz i'm dAmn sleepy ryte now..

as its 12 am in dhe mornin now!!

n yah..

HAPPY BURFDAE MUMMEH!!

EVEN THOUGH I DUN REALLY LYK U NOW..

hehe..no luhh...

COZ U ALWAYS LYK TO FIND MY FAULT N TREAT ME LYK A HOUSEMAID..

I STILL TREASURE U AS MY MUMMEH

N I LOVE U MUMMEH..

HOPE U R HAPPY

N IM SORRY TO MAKE U ANGRY ALL TIS WHILE..

I NOE U WAN DHE BEST FOR ME BUT

SOMETIMES U R JUZ TOO OVER..

BUT IT'S OKEHH AS ITS GOIN TO BE MY TURN SOON...

hehes...n yah..

not to be forgotten..

HAPPY BURFDAE TO MRS SUSAN CROSSLEY,my principal..

MAY U BE BLESSED N YEAH..

I LOVE U MRS CROSSLEY..

hehehe(:

n U!!

I TREASURE EVERYTIME I TOK TO U..

EVEN WHEN U R BUZY WIT UR PS2..

BUT YEAH..

I UNDERSTAND...

AT LEAST I GOT TOK TO U...

LETTING SOME OF MY 'MISS' FOR U FADE A LIL BIT..

TANX HUNN(:

LOVE YA!!

K EVERY BODY...

IM DAMN DAMN TIRED..

ITS 12.10 AM NOW!!

I WANNA SLEEP!!BYE!

Astala Vista! Sayonara!

Taikkeee kkaaaiirreesss!!

muahhhxxx:D

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 12:07 AM

firstly...

yesh! of coz today is teachers' dae!

hahas..

but i didnt get anitink for dhem..

heheeee...

early in dhe morning we had mass..

its basically we invite a priest to come to our school n conduct a prayer service..

so yeahh..

sing along juz now..

but i didnt mean anitink uhh..

i juz sing for dhe sake of fun..

when got jesus name..

i dun sae luhh..

dhenn there is this olympic run around dhe level uhh..

its passing dhe bayton uhh..l

yk take dhe bayton n run along the corridors dhenn run back to where u start n pass to dhe next pers0n..

evryb0dy in dhe class has to participate..

so i decided to run with eeda(:

she run super fast sia juz now dhenn she hold my hand..

a lil bit more oni i get bang on dhe wall but yeahh..

its damn tiring uhh..

with my shorts falling..

coz its damn loose uh..

hahas..

whenn i reach dhe starting point back,my shorts oni cover half of my buttocks..

hahas..

heck care uhh..

run lyk crazy woman but still our class didnt win..

haishh..its okehh..

oni get kinokuniya voucher wat..

dhenn after dat had recess..

mummeh had pack for me no0dles in dhe m0rnin so yeahh..

ate it at recess tyme..

dhenn it was teachers' dae performance..

i tell u..dis year's celebration is dhe most corrupted one..

haishh..damn boring u noe..

got no dance or wat..

got video clips n some gurls singing oni..

but dhenn next..

we celebrate mrs crossley's b'dae...

she is my principal btw..

n she had an enormous cake n dhe whole skool sing for her a b'dae song over n over again..

n mrs crossley b'dae falls on dhe same dae lyk mummeh...

31 AUGUST!!

hehe..

next was a performance put up by dhe teachers..

for youth dae..

it was much better luhh from dhe teachers' dae performance..

n its all about doinn a show to raise funds for our very own indoor sports hall in our skool soon..

dhe funds still not enough uhh..

it cost about $300,000..

so yeah..haishh..b

ut the sec4 cohort dun get to use it uhh.

.as it oni start to build next yr..

lalalala..im bored uhh..

I'M MISSING SOMEONE VERY MUcH UHHH!!!! I WAN TO TOK TO DAT PERSON NOW!! UUUUUU!!!!!

N MEERA TANX FOR UR HELP EYHH!! SHAYANGGGG MEERA(:

aiyahh..i hav always been lurvin her coz shes my shweetest n dhe most understanding cuzzie i ever had!! hehehe(:

k luhh..till dhenn..

Astala Vista! Sayonara!

taikkee kaiirreessSS!!

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAE MR SENG!!

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 2:31 PM

okehh..erm...

today its dhe last dae of revision before its N-LEVEL n its next week!!
yeshh! its next week!

i tink tis year evrytink happens really fast..

i dun even hav tyme to get things for dhe teachers for teacher's dae sia..

dhenn i dunno if i wanna go my primary skool tomorow..

i really mishh dhem sia!!!!

so today in skool there is 3 periods for social studies...

i'm really worried for my ss sia..

coz i dunno how to construct a proper sentence uhh..

i ryte long long oso still fail..

hahas..but yeah..

im improving n revising...

dhenn it was english wit mrs sena..

n yeahh!!

i pass my english for the last revision paper!!

had 52/80!!

hahas..i noe its not a high mark but at least i got better than last tyme dat is 35/80!!

hehehehe....dhenn it was recess...dhenn bi0..

i was crying uh sey..

coz wateva dat fren of mine is doinn to me is really hurting me sia...

she seriously dun care bout me sia..it means dat all tis while we have juz wastin our tyme on each other sia..haishh...dats it..im not cryin animore...

if she sae she cant be bothered bout me,i will try not to be bother bout her...

okehh..dhenn it was malay..hahaha...

funni uhh...cikgu molyyati was sharing her journey to dhe university n she says dat her A-LEVEL was damn hard sia...she really make all of us scared sia..

dhen go through our revision paper uhh..dhenn discover a lot of funny n unique names n alot of things happen uhh...hahahas..really sia...dhenn dat somebody wan to laugh but i can see dat she is controling herself not to laugh..pls la eyhh..wateva!!

dhenn after skool..went compasspoint wit eeda n ash..hehe:)

had fun wit euu guys...love ya!!!

hahas...dhenn..sit beside dhe lrt station n tok about alot of things..

n to dat person,its up to ash if she wan to hang out wit me or not becoz she is my beloved fren n i am a fren to her oso..juz lyk u..wat happens or wateva eeda,ash n me discuss or tok about,pls do b kay-po n ask ash all wat happen coz it doesn't concern u at all...

haishh...i'm juz so frustrated sia...

but still happy coz ash n eeda really made my day:D

EYH UU!!

I MISS UU BADLY SIA!!

LONG TYME NVR MSG UU!!

LONG TYME NVR TOK TO U SEYY!!

I REALLY MISSHH UU!!

U NOE HU U R.......

"im n0t a perfect gurl..

my hair doesn't always stay in place..

and i spill things alot..

im preety clumsy n sometimes i hav a broken heart..

my frens n i s0metimes fight..

n maybe some days notink goes right..

but when i tink about it..

n take a step back..

i remember how amazing lyfe truly is n tat maybe...

juz maybe..

i lyk bein unperfect as nobody is perfect in this w0rld!!"

k luhh..till dhenn..

Astala Vista! Sayonara!

Taikkeee kaiiiirreessSS!!!!

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 5:35 PM

okehh..today there is alot of emotions...i cry alot today...laugh alot today n discover sometink very funny...but i cant tell wat is dhe funny part here coz dat s0me0ne will n0e this secret..hahas...

so yeah...i cry coz i oni pass 2 subjects for prelims n g0tten back our report bo0ks today..total i got 6 p0ints la sia but dhe rest all fail..

but i atleast got improve..all marks above 30..hehes..

last tyme i get 20 plus all..so yeahh...

dhenn when i was cryin s0 badly...this fuckin funny fadiana go n do jokes all..muker stop it sia fadee..hahas...she wan to sing la wat la....dhenn read her letter writing..damn funny sia..her english is all over dhe place..i mean..its not in proper sentence..one of dhe line is,' it make me felt shock'..sometink lyk dat uhh...hahas..fadee..fadee...i'm goin to mish u uhh..n evrybody else 0readi..i felt lyk i'm going to a place dat is far far away so0n...n i oreadi mishh all of euu..haishh...okehh luhh..

I MISHH EUU LOADS!!!

btw,if u cant b b0thered b0ut me,dhenn let it b..

i'm n0t f0rcing euu okehh....

k luhh..till dhenn..

Astala Vista! Sayonara!

taikkee kaairreessSS!!

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 3:07 PM

haish...things happen so0 fast...

yeahh..

to my dear fren,im really sorry if i really hurt u..

its not dat i dun wanna tok wit u on monday mornin..

its juz dat im so damn angry wit u at dat tyme...

haishh..

i juz wanna straighten things out..

i dunno wats my fault..

i juz nid someone to guide me..

haishh...

im so sick sia...

i dun wanna make any enemies...

i dun wanna lurve anibody animore except for god..

i dun wanna waste my tyme lurving guys

when they did not even love me..

i juz wanna go wit dhe flow..

i got no more strength to carry on with my lyfe..

how i wish g0d c0uld take my lyfe n0w..

i dun wanna disturb them anymore...

i wont msg anibody animore..

i juz dun wanna hold any hp anymore..

i juz gave up on myself...

nobody is there for me in times i need them..

when i am bored

n wan some company

n wish they c0uld t0k me..

there is nobody there...

haishh..

i noe i am damn irritating,

annoying,

horrible,

terrible

n intolerateble fren..

yesh i am..

i admit dat..

haishh...

its okehh..

i understand...

i'm sorry..

gdbye...

dun msg me coz i wont use any hp for now..

for sure i will misshh u...

take care....

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 5:45 PM

I AM JUZ SO PISSED OFF WIT THIS ONE PARTICULAR GAL!!

i had given her all the chances n i had been her gd fwen lately..all hav been well until yesterdae..i found dhe truth dat she had been tokin bad bout me to other ppl..she sae dat i backstab her n lie to her..since when i backstab her? i had tried to be nice to her all this while..try to spend tyme wit her..givin all my love to her n yeah..listening n believing wat eva her probs is...but i juz couldnt seem to understand her now..im givin u my trust but in dhe end u abandon it..u betray it..wat more do u want? wat more u wan me to do huh princess?? wat?

pls tell me as i dunno wat else to do..juz tell me n i would rest in peace...

juz tell me straight to face coz i dun wan any conflicts between us..seriously darling..i tot u were 1 of my bestfren..but y muz it fade away now...

"my perfect friend"

My perfect friend holds me tight

My perfect friend kisses me goodnight

My perfect friend loves me for me

My perfect friend wont let me be

My perfect friend is sweet at heart

My perfect friend is also smart

My perfect friend gives good advice

My perfect friend is so awesome and nice

WHAT IS A FRIEND?

A friend is someone who understands and

someone you can trust.

They will listen to you both night and day without ever making a fuss.

A friend will stand by your side when you are right and

sometimes when you are wrong.

They will hold you up when you are weak and

provide support to make you strong.

A friend's love is unconditional and

unique in every way.

And when you have problems a true friend

will kneel with you and pray.

A friend will stand by your side through thick and thin.

And whenever everyone have deserted you they still will be your friend.

A friend once said to me that a friend is

sent from God above and I believe this to be true.

Because God has sent a friend to me and that friend to me is YOU.

Gotta move on

Without anybodyI'm by myself now

Even though I'm not readyI gotta move on

My friends aren't friends no more

I don't have anyone

That won't ignore

What I know and feel I need a friend

I need a friend that understand

That I don't wanna feel

Buried in the sand

Coz it's so unreal

I don't wanna feel alone

I want a friend

That hasn't got a hearted stone

A friend that doesn't decend

I wish there's a friend waiting

I feel as if

I'm just dreaming

That I'm jumpin of a cliff

I need a friend

That understands me

That won't make me feel alone

And angry

I need someone

That understands me

haishh...im juz soo tired...

i tot of givin u a second chance..but...i dunno...

k luhh...till dhenn...

Astala Vista! Sayonara!

Taikkee kkaaaiirreeSS MY DEAR FWENN....haishh..

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 5:34 PM

okehh..ysterdae i was juz so lazy to post uhh..but nemindd..try to recall now..

hmmm...ysterdae i woke up n yea..go n clean up all as usual..dhenn got no mood to go out uh..

but dhenn its damn boring uhh...so watched 4 movies yesterdae..ahahas..3 horror movie..n 1 love story..hehes..really sia..dhenn tis mornin 1 watched 2 movies..both horror...i noe its boring but..wat to do...haishh...

i msg someone but dat someone nvr reply me..mayb dat person bzy uh..nemindd..but then theres another person who msg me..its unexpected uh..dhenn tok to him for awhile oni...he juz get discharge from dhe hospital..see la..u dun wan to go doctor earlier ryte...haishh..still waiting for the other person to eply but no response..haiyayai..

u noe wat i mean oreadi?

"Oh sayang di manakah kau berada..

Janganlah kau lupakan aku,

Ingat aku walau sesaat,

Seorang insan yang terluka..
Ingin aku berpesan,

Kepada mu kekasih,

Kiranya kau resah dan tak lena,

Itulah hembusan rindu ku..

sekiranya kau ada pengganti ku,

Tetapi hidup mu tak bahagia,

Rela aku memaafkan mu,

Dan aku menerima mu sayang,

Walaupun hati ku kau lukai,

Namun ku masih menyayangi mu,

Kerana sehingga waktu ini,

Cinta ku masih untuk mu"

suppose to go to a wedding tis mornin but i soo lazy uh..dhenn its raining heavily..so yeah..persuade my grandma not to go..i give all kind of reason uh lyk.."its hard to get taxi when its raining,dhenn its vry slippery. later u fall how..dhenn i very lazy uh..u later slip oso shiok uh.." hahas..singlish sia..but yeah..at last she say she dun wan to go..haha..very bad sia..

k luhh...im totally blank now...

till dhenn...

Astala Vista! Sayonara!

Taiikkkkeee Kkaaiirreesss!

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 4:03 PM

well today was quite boring..

evrybody is soo moody except for me n eeda coz

i told her sometink dat is damn unbelieveble uhh..

dhenn she kept disturbing me bout dat thing..

dhe hole dae we keep laughing at tat particular same tink uhh..

coz its damn funni n sorry cant tell other ppl coz its private n confidential..cheyy..

meera oso noe uhh..but pls meera dun tell anibody..i beg euu..

hahahahahaz..damn funni uhh...

in dhe mornin had 2 free periods as mrs thiru was not in skool..

dhenn went to dhe library coz got NRP..today is malay paper 1..

dhenn got recess..n eeda was lyk smiling all dhe way..

dhenn she sae,"are u tinkin of wat im thinking??" dhenn we burst into laughter bcoz of dat thing again..really sia..it juz cant get out of my mind since yesterdae..

.haiyayaii...

after recess had english NRP review..so yeahh..dhenn got science again but its miss charles..

n its damn boring todae in bio class..

dhenn skool end...

went straight back home...

yesterdae nite had so much fun tokin to zairul n shita in msn...

we had a conference uh..dhnn its 2 gurls vs 1 guy..hahas..

we kept fighting but not really fighting uhh..juz lyk disturb2 oni..for fun..hahas..

really had fun tyme wit u guys yesterdae nite..nyehehe:)

n u,im juz so confused uhh..y seyy?

n i came across tis poem juz now...
DON'T QUIT!
" When things go wrong as they sometimes will,

When the road you're trudging seems all up hill,

when the funds are low and the debts are high.

and you want to smile, but you have to sigh..

when care is pressing you down a bit,

rest,if you must, but dun you quit.
success is failure turned inside out,

the silver tint of the clouds of doubt

and you never can tell how close you are.

It may be near when it seems so far,

so stick to the fight when you're hardest hit,

it's when things seems worst that you must not quit"

k luhh..till dhenn..

Astala Vista! Sayonara!

Taikkkee kaaiiirreeessSS:D

muackksss!!

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 4:42 PM

im givin u a second chance n

pls remembered dat!!

skool was totally awesome today..hahas..realli..first it was ss test..so yeah..dat was dhe onli boring part..all ss parts r damn boring..but after dat we had english..it was in dhe library n we made so much noise by shouting all dhe rong answers to mrs sena..hahas..purposely oni..dhenn all dhe answers was damn funni uhh..so yeah...it was recess..natasha aziz wasnt with us becoz i tink she over heard our (me,fadee,fidah n eeda) conversation bout her bad attitude..really sia..her attitude eyh..haishh..dunno how to explain..actualli in dhe morning me,eeda n sonia planned to scold her uhh..but thenn i tink i should giv her a second chance..but if she really take dat for granted..she is realli going to get a wonderful scolding from me coz she tink i cant scold ppl ryte..she nvr see how awful it can get if i scold ppl especially lyk her..TWO FACES! i hate dat kind of ppl when in front of us..she seems to b nice but..behind us..she curse us lyk hell uhh..all dhe bad words come out from her sia...im juz being patience enough..coz i dun lyk scolding my own fren..but pls..dun take my kindness for granted la seyy tasha..u seem o hav problem with evrybody sia..haishh..evrybody u noe...SHE IS JUZ NOT HAPPY WITH EVERY SINGLE PERSON DAT SHE NOE!! DATS Y SHE IS A LONER!! i tried to be nice to her..but i can see dat she does not appreciate it..haishh..i feel very bad but i have too....haiyayai..

next have bio class..usually i will sit beside tasha but dhenn today i sit 7 sits away from her..nyehehe..usually she like to copy my answer dhenn when miss charles ask her for dhe answer,she will give mine..so today...she seems to b lost in bio class..miss charles nid to ask her alot of tymes dhenn oni she will ans..hahaha..no luhh...i felt lyk im damn bad now but realli sia..i juz cant take animore nonscenes from her n FULLSTOP! k..

next..was malay..hehe:D

dat was dhe fun-ness part..

me n eeda laugh lyk no ones bisness..coz oni me n eeda would bring dhe joy to dhe class...cheyyy joy seyy..hahas..but true wat..whenn we dun hav,u would tink it is a cementry coz evrybody was lyk damn quiet n innocent angels..but whenn me n eeda was there...kecoh nak mampos..dhenn got malay test..me n eeda kept comparing our answer sia..during dhe test we talk u noe..loudly sumore..cikgu look at our face n we juz smile to her back..hehe..but still my ans are better..hahas..no luhh..for 'imbuhan' i had 7/10 while eeda got 3/10...dhenn eeda gav tis reason to cikgu,"alah..abeh cikgu ckp pasal zaman purba la..masihi la..maner la kita faham.." dhenn i add "ahk2 seyy..ckp la psl remaja skrg ke..ape ke..kasi test pasal tahun 1678 plak..nenek saya pon belom beranak seyy cikgu" dhenn cikgu juz laugh..i noe its a stupid reason uhh..but yeah..juz to hav some fun..hehe:)dhenn went to dhe library n went back home wit eeda..she was goin to mit Joe n i went straight home..lyk duhh..i dun wana see Joe's face..arghhhh! hehe..no luhh..actualli im ok oreadii..

juz wanna focus on my N Level for now juz lyk Nash..hahas..no luhh..juz lyk everybody else...n yahhh...

GD LUCK AITES TO EVRY BODY OUT DERE...

ESPECIALLY TO

NASH,

ZAIRUL,

MEERA,

EEDA,

SONIA,

ASHWINY,

FADEE,

FIDAH,

LIL SIS SHITA,

LIL SIS DILAH,

DIRA

N ANYBODY HU NOE ME UHH..

12 MORE DAYS TO N-LEVEL!! hehe:D

k luhh..till dhenn..

Astala Vista! Sayonara!

Taiikkeee kkaiiirreessSSS!!

LOVE YA ALL!! YEAY:D

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 3:21 PM

happie burfdae eeda:)

today was such a long day...firstly in skool i had geog..followed by malay..n we got our malay NRP paper..n after dat,it was recess..hahas..actualli today's khaleeda's surprise 'party' wasn't a surprise animore..during malay class..sonia n me had been thinking bout how to hold eeda back whila fidah n fadee go n take dhe cake n put all dhe candles..it was so funni uh..me n sonia made contact with our eyes all uh..coz eeda was juz beside us..n of coz eeda can see..it was so damn obvious uhh...dhenn during geog juz now,eeda face was like bad mood uhh..she was sitting beside me..dhenn tis fadee go n make some funni face lyk she ask me to go n tok with eeda..its was so damn funni sia..until eeda even notice it..haha..so yeah..after malay..i ask eeda to take dhe longer way with me towards dhe canteen..sonia,fid n fadee was lyk runing towards dhe canteen n it is so obvious sia..coz we can see them running in dhe canteen with dhe cake from dhe malay clas..hahahaha..so funni la those three clowns..i noe eeda saw tat but i juz kept quiet uh..then when we finalli reach at dhe canteen,fadee was still trying to light dhe candle with dhe match..haha..wat seyy..when she light it up oreadi,the fire went off..hahass..so yeah..at last..all dhe fire had been lighted we sang eeda a burfdae song n she go n blow dhe candles luhh..lyk duhh..hehe:)

we had fun uh..it suppose to be me putting dhe cake on her face but juz now was dhe other way round..she go n put dhe cake on my face..wat sia...hahas..after recess..we had to do english full paper for three periods..dhenn do english prelim paper corrections..for dhe first tyme i score 50/80 for english paper..hahas..
after skool me,eeda n sonia went to Hougang stadium to watch dhe sengkang-punggol fc training..dhenn around 5pm oni they start sia..when all the three of us were sitting n chatting..i tink 2 of the soccer boys sit beside us uh..1 of tis guy was lyk damn scary uhh..he kept staring at me n eeda..dhenn when we laugh he oso laugh..when we tok,he was oso toking to us but we couldnt coz we didnt pay any attention to him..dhenn he kept staring lyk one pervert likedat sia..me n eeda started shivering out of dhe sudden seyy..we felt damn cold..hehe..eeda became to be very scared..suddenly dat guy ask me for dhe tyme..dhenn i sae luhh dats its 5.20pm..thenn he sae thank euu very loudly,then i replied back uhh..welcome..so yeah..he really kept staring sia..so me n eeda decided to walk around the stadium on the track uhh..dhenn tis eeda started to sing all dhe national day song loudly..damn funni sia..evrybody was looking at her coz she is juz lyk a mad woman..hehehe:)

dhenn..at six plus..we get very hungry so we decided to go to hougang mall...half way there,sonia say dat its oreadi very late n she has to go home..so yeah..after went to hougang mall n change our money to coins,we headed back home..sonia bus came first..dhenn at dat point of tyme,mummeh called my fon..i was lyk damn scared uh..so i sae to eeda dat im taking a taxi..so yeahh..i juz leave her..n went i reach home..mummeh was oreadi there..mepek seyy..dhenn mummeh start scolding me all uhh..wat seyy..i reach home around 8 wat..haish..but dat tyme i very tired sia..lazy to cook so..i went to buy KFC for my family..n mummeh still kept on nagging n nagging..after a wile she sae lyk per normal to me..but dhenn after dat she start again..wat sia..i realli dun understand her..

dhenn juz a few minutes ago,she ask me,"u got go skool or not juz now?" dhenn i sae,"of coz luhh,if not my teacher msg u oreadi sia.." "how ur teaccher goin to msg me when i off my fon??" "aiyo! dhenn when u on ur fon,there will be a msg wat??!!!" "dhenn y u got msg ppl all during ur skool tyme?" then i sae notink..wat seyy..i msg also rong..haiz..i oni msg 1 person sey..n dat is nash n no other people.n my mum surely noe bout him oreadi..coz i told her dhe truth..so yeah..mummeh start nagging bout boys again..haishh..i tink i juz have to bear wit it...

niways...HAPPY BURFDAE KHALEEDA ZAHIRAH BTE ABDUL RAZAK!!! hope u r happy with ur lyfe now..n yeah..wish u more happiness in dhe year ahead...

"im still hurt with ur reactions yesterdae..wats my fault??"

k luhh..till dhenn..

Astala Vista! Sayonara!

Taikkke kkaaaiiirreeessSS!!

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 11:15 PM

wats my fault seyy u..

todae evrytink was okehhh..haish..i mean skool was okehh..after skool, me,fidah n fadee went to compasspoint to buy cake for tomorow coz tomorow is eeda's bdae..so yeah..dhenn after dat went back home straight. reach home oreadi i called someone coz dat someone ask me to call..n dat someone sae dat,he wan to meet me..so yeahh..went to meet tat someone uhh..i tot its goin to be fun lyk ysterdae..but all my hopes fall into drain..why is tis someone..k fine..dhe name is IDHAM, want to meet me when he oreadi noe dat his leg alreadi iin pain..dhenn we went on walking until he cant stand it animore..n today he was damn quite uh..y sey..wats my fault seyy..dhenn he left me juz lyk dat seyy..fine..im sorry uhh i scold u earlier,but no nid to go n kol ur fren to kol u n tok to u while u were waiting for ur bus. dhenn me? im juz lyk a pole beside u sia..its fine wit u uh..heck care..im sorry..maybe dat is dhe last tyme i see u..tanxs for bein my fren all tis while..realli appreciate dat!

mummeh,abah n my 2 younger siblings r not in singapore..so oni left me n my grandma at home..so now..im damn bored sia..y my lyk is always lyk tis..i had nvr been happie n nobody is there to cheer me up. why seyy????
aniways..happy burfdae to JASNI BIN ZAINI..i noe u busted me before n u tink im your enemy now..but thenn,im not dat bad..so yeah..happie burfdae uh..may u be happie WIT UR LYFE NOW!!!!!

ARGH!!

I AM DAMN ANGRY TODAE!!!

....

till dhenn..

Astala Vista! Sayonara!

Taaiikkkee kkaaaiiirreessSS!

huhuhu.....

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 8:52 PM

I LURVE EUU..

I JUZ CAN'T GET ENOUGH ...

I WANT EUU TO NOE..

U R EVRYTINK DAT I COULD EVER DREAM OF!!

well today evrytink goes preety well..kinda lyk it even its still damn boring..hehe:) Had 3 exam papers todae..malay dhenn,english n social studies..english was quite ok..malay giv up..n SS..i dunno uh..i oni do 1 part dhenn go to sleep..too tired oreadi..yeah..sonia left earlier so i go for recess wit ashwiny..we went to dhe library since im fasting todae..n at dhe library we kept tokin bout guys..dhenn Winy tok bout Ram..wat sia he..i nvr do anytink dhenn he wan to scold me..Ram tell ashwiny bout the vivo thingy last tyme..dhenn je say dat there was 1 sweet gurl n two fat bitches. NNNNN...SONIA is dhe SWEET gurl..ME n EEDA are those BITCHES! shit uhh!! its suppose to be eeda n sonia la sey coz they tok back,i nvr sia..wat my fault seyy..but hey sonia n eeda,im not tryin to sae dat u two r bitches n me dhe sweet one..its juz soo unfair uhh..i soo goin to tok to Ram bout tis..haishh..

So yeah..after school, i went for detention..n mr christopher sim was in duty..he saw me n say.."hey aisha! long tyme no see u! ur mp4 hor.very scary u noe..it on by itself one hor..yalah i noe now hungry ghost festivel marhh..aiyo..dhenn hor i dunno how to off it liao.." wit his retarded face..haha..no offence..he's english is juz so corrupted..dhenn his actualli my sec 2 history teacher n i nvr pass seyy..coz i couldnt understand his lesson horrr...

dhenn i went straight home right after dat..

feeling damn tired uhh..

tanx for cheering me up aites:)(u noe hu u r)

really appreciate dat..

"______ sebaris nama yang semakin mendapat tempat dihatiku ini. Sebaris nama yang mampu menggetarkan naluri ini sewaktu aku menyebut namanya. Sebaris nama yang mampu menenggelamkan aku di dalam lautan khayalan asmara yang semakin berombak ganas setiap kali memandang wajahnya. Sudah lama hatiku tidak dilanda dengan perasaan yang sedemikian rupa..."

k luhh..till dhenn..

Astala Vista! Sayonara!

Taikkee kaiiireessSS:DDDD

MuuuuaaacccKKsssSSS!! IM HAPPIE AITES:DDD

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 4:12 PM

im so confused

today morning woke up n got a msg n yeah..i tink today..evrybody is busy with their own things..got ppl go malaysia..got ppl go to work..got ppl slacking at home ..for me,i had to babysit my small cuzzie n younger siblings,nana,haziq,kid n raudhah..haishh..coz mummeh n my aunt went to malaysia..mummeh ask me if i wanna follow her but dhenn i sae i dun wan uhh..lazy uhh..somore im not feelin well..im juz so sick..sick of waiting for love..sick of all dhe noise..evrytink uhh..

haishh..

i tot things could be much easier,but dhenn it turns out to be dhe other way..meera..u noe wat im toking about ryte..sigh..its so hard sia..but i have to live wit it..luckily todae i dun nid to do much housework since my mum noe dat im fasting..so i juz nid to sweep,mop,wash dhe clothes n them..shuts! i juz remembered dat i nid to dry them..i havent do tat..aiyayai..

babysitting raudhah was dhe hardest..even though she was dhe eldest n in sec 1..she is dhe most irritating one..when she fight wit her sis,damn rabak i tell u..i can shout at her at the top of my lungs but still she will still continue to beat her younger sis..terok u noe..she will step on her sis..jump on her sis but then her sis juz love her n dhe sis will be angry wit me if i scold her sis..wat sia..i was juz tryin to 'save' her..haishh..i dunno wat to do uhh..they add on to my headache..

dearest,if oni i could hav u ryte now..haishh..

"One day at a time--this is enough. Do not look back and grieve over the past for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful it will be worth remembering.”

k luhh...till dhenn..

Astala Vista! Sayonara!

Taikkeee kaaiireessSS..

*sighhh*

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 6:24 PM