Sunday, October 26, 2008
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
Saturday, October 25, 2008
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
Friday, October 24, 2008
haiz..sorry bout yesterday's post coz im damn irritated...today so many people wanna mit me up until i canceled ALL my 'meetings' wit evrybody as i dun wana hurt anybodys feeling...so yea...yesterday slept around 5am...dhenn woke up at 9am to clean dhe houz n im freakin tired sia..i cant open my eyes...i sweep dhe floor lyk a zombie sia..dhenn dhe washing machine was oni a quarter fill with clothes i go set the water to full..haiya..heck care lurhh..i wanna slip back but dhenn mummeh scold n scold..she wan to shift dhe piano from my room to dhe hall..its preety heavy sia...dhen shift dhe bed all..dhe teeveesss in dhe room...my study table n blablabla..lastly,i try to pack my clothes in my luggage bag..i put anihow oni..dhenn mummeh say,"juz throw dat piano away la..buat menyemak jek" i was lyk WTF urhh..i love dat piano sia..ive given away my guitar n now pls..for god sake..not my piano..argh! dhenn tomorow mak(meera's mum) say she wanna come over to my houz as they havent come over for hari raya..but dhenn i planned to go mummy shereen's houz..boley jgak dpat duit raya n bring it to jakarta..haiz..i dunno urhhhh...i wanna go mummy shereen's hous for a while oni..not for long hours..haiyayai...gonna planned it tomorow morning..coz i wanna see if abah is working or not tomorow..if he is at home,we cant go out..so yea..i really really need money sia now..got no topup..no money for jakarta...huhuhhu...i lost my wallet..dunno at where...all my raya money is inside sia..more dhenn $50..damn it...im so stuck sia...i really really really really nid money..god..pls help me.....n ya...im oni interested in making frens n not more dhenn dat i guess..as i already love somebody..but dhenn..new frens r loved...
"every memory of u was captured inside my heart.."
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
Thursday, October 23, 2008
damn it...im so damn confuse now..do you really love me? haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...i dunno la...new ppl came into my lyfe.....n i dunno uhh..i've notink to say today..its only dat, SKOOL IS FINALLY OVER!!!!!!!!!!
~mann..i dunno..im SPEECHLESS! i dunno if i love u..i dunno if i miss u..i dunno when i could talk to u again..i dunno when i can meet u..n dhe last thing is..i dunno if my feelings r true or not.. IM CONFUSE..hate tis feelin dhe most mannn...serious!
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
meera..cute kan..*bluek* i guess..dats it for now...will blog tomorow i guess..so yeahh..tata(: " ☻Even if we cant b 2gether.I will miss u now & forever!☻"
blurrr-ness juz lyk meera..dhe blur sotong..hehehe me n meera after our hair-do..
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
Saturday, October 11, 2008
today there's quite a few things happen...firstly in dhe morning..im damn happy...at last i've found...erm...hhahas..cannot tell..secret..meera n close fren oni noe...dhenn suddenly while i was tokin to grandma at dhe kitchen..i was facing dhe window..dhenn suddenly i saw a man jump down from dhe upper storey sia..its juz ryte in front of my eyes..dhenn got a loud noise..i was so shock sia..serious..suddenly i began to cry..mummeh was panic..she kept on askin me to wash my face n drink water..serious..i was speechless by dhenn..for about a few minutes..i juz cant do anitink..a guy from upstairs..crying lyk mad person..but i noe how he feels..dhe whole estate can hear hym crying...dhenn after dat..fadee ask me to come over to her place today coz she had an open houz..tot of cancelling it but..pity her lurhh..coz last yr..i nvr go..so yea..meera wanted to follow but she come too late uhh..luckily i nvr wait for her sia..coz until now she havent reach my hous..ni kambengg ehkkk...kecohh! dhenn fadee's houz was gerek though..she invited her outside fren..n they r all very frenly..esp tis one guy name shafiq..ader2 je la..suke nah kacau org...i can see dat fadee mum lyk him..but he ah..i dunno uhh..he juz kept on tokin to me..dhenn eeda oso lyk very bingit..finsh eating oreadi..they want to watch dvd..then there is no place for me..shafiq wanna offer up his place but dhenn i say no nid as im goin of soon..dhenn he say,"senang2..u sit on my lap jer ah" selamber sia..dhenn fadee look at my face..i juz kept quiet...dhenn after a few minutes,me n eeda went home..dhenn my grandma's fon buat perangai pulak..it juz keep off-ing by itself..so irritating...haishh..k urhh..dats it....
"i love u more dhenn u love me..but u nvr knew it(:"
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
Friday, October 10, 2008
well today mummeh ask me to follow her to johor to collect our raya clothes..yea..i noe its a lil to late..but i juz cant wait for it..reach there oni,dhe aunty say dat she nid another 3 to 4 days..pehh menyirap darah akuu..bingit sioll..penat2 dtg beh tkder pape..she say,"i dunno dat u would be so punctual"..wat sia..haishh..so fed up..dhenn luckily got bik lin urhh..she cool me down..actually she oso angry uhh..but she was sick juz now..no voice..hhahas..so yea..we went to kotaraya n city square after dat..mummeh bought a few dvds..hehehe..she spent morer dhenn 5o ringgit for all dat dvds..dhenn mummeh say dat on sunday we goin to balik kampong..leceh sia..i dun wan but she force me..haiyoo...dhenn so tiring sia..going with wak anoi plak tu..mulot mcm *toot*..serious sia..k urhh..im so damn tired..wan to rest now..tata..n ya..kak aiysah!! tokin to u on dhe fon was gerek! hahas..ur dhe best urhh sis(:
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
Thursday, October 9, 2008
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
early in dhe morning got scolded by mummeh..she say dat i didnt help her out all..dhenn i say wat sia..all tis while im dhe one hu has been helping her n no one else..dhenn she scold somore..i say different thing,she tok different thing..who wont get fed-up..dhenn dad was at home..i was cryin oreadi uhh.dhenn dad scolded me..haishh..wat sia..i try to explain evrytink but he dun seems to care so i juz shutup..taday maybe we r goin out for raya..onli go 1 pathetic house..which is dad's fren's house..wtf sia! im sooo angry wit hym..hys sister's hous he dun wanna go..hys fren hous he wan to go..guys=ego..huge ego..n i hate it sia..haishhh..n my other fren is lyk tokin to me bout her guy..she was cryin on dhe fon..i juz dun understand y gurls must always let boys win..wad sia....haiyayaii..wateva la..i hope dat things will get better...yesterdat nite..i chat wit kak aiysah..n told her a sad story of mine..reminiscing dhe past really hurts..i can still cry sia..but haishh..stop being emo la sha! okok..dats it..no more tears..no more sufferings...no more hurtfull stuff..juz bare wif it..im used to all dat pain..
~~tis is for euu hunney(:
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
today was such a boring2 day..luckily got kak aiysah..she made my day today..hahas..tanx eyhh kak...dhenn around7 plus went to akidah's hous..n again..it was so goddamn boring n dhe hp was lyk sort. keep turning off by itself...so yea..today it will be such a short post coz im damn tired la deyy..so yea..tc!
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
Monday, October 6, 2008
[[<<---lurve u la deyy]]
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
Sunday, October 5, 2008
so yesterdae...went raya to ppl house around dhe tampines area n dhenn around bedok...n i dyed my hair ysterdae..pink guava natural.i guess,it cant really be seen..but mummeh say dat its very light n it can be seen..grandma kept askin,24/7..
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
Friday, October 3, 2008
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
Thursday, October 2, 2008
im damn damn bored todayy..wanna study for tomorrow's exam but im juz sooo lazy n nothing seems to go into my mind...dhenn today my dat gets his leave but there is soo many ppl calling saying dat they wan to come over..wat siaaa...i wan to go out..those comin over is lyk his frens n old neighbours..dhenn they juz giv a lil sum of money..haiyo..heck care uhh..dhe worst part is i must keep on adding more cookies..keep washing dhe dishes n glass..haishhh...so yea..boring..keep repeating dhe same thing over n over again..so i guess..dats all uhh..gd luck to those who is takin their exam tomorow..especially bestie(eeda) n nash..all dhe best aites(=
ps,i dunno until when i can stop my 'bad' habit..haishhh..nash uhhh..make me tink of it again.hahahahz
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
selamat hari raya to all my muslim frenz aites:)
t0day was okeh but my mood was spoilt by tis pathetic guy which already had a gurl but i dunno wads wit his brain..sometimes i juz feel lyk bringing him to dhe woodbridge. meera,u noe hu is dat pathetic guy la..ive told before dat one..yg mepek nak mampos tu. wateva sia. i was damn pissed of..dhenn msg someone n told him bout it..haishhh..i didnt bring dhe fon to my cuzziez hous so yea when i got home n check dhe fon,ive got a few msges but 1 from tis guy..wat siaaaa...i was actualli quite pissed off when he ask me dat qn.,simply early in dhe morning,i kept refreshing n reply dat pathetic guy's msg at my tag. n now dhe other guy ask me if dat guy named,"kid" was me. wat sia!!! y could hav i done dat stupid tink sia! haishhh..dunno wat to say..he sound suspicious but im not dhe type hus goin to dat extend juz for a guy. it sounds crazy. wateva it is,im not dhe one. i stood up for u n..haishh..dunno uhh.. dhe other guy wanna meet dhe pathetic guy,i dun mind sia. seriously. coz dat "kid" was real. wat sia. i really cant understand.
FUCK LA U PATHETIC KID! KID KONON! BLEY MAMPOS AHK. HARAP JER 18 TAHUN TAPY PERANGAI MCM BABI! ARGH! BINGIT SAKKK! N FOR REMINDER,I AM NOT DAT "KID". SO. PLS LA EYH. DO LA WATEVA U WAN. WANNA BASH HIM UP OR KILL HIM,ITS UP TO U. N TO DAT PATHETIC GUY,IVE DELETE UR NO. N IVE DELETED U IN MSN. SO YEA. DUN EVER DREAM TO ADD ME UP AGAIN. I HAD ENOUGH OF UR NONSCENES. I WILL NEVER EVER CONTACT U EVER AGAIN. NN I WILL NVR EVER BE WIT U. I SWEAR SIA!!! JUZ FUCK OFF FROM MY LYFE N DUN MAKE ANYMORE MISUNDERSTANDING. U GOT 1 GURL IS ALREADY ENOUGH N DAT GURL HAPPENS TO BE MY FREN. WAT DHE FUCK R U TRYIN TO SAY? IM NOT THOSE CHEAP GURLZ LA SIA! WANNA SEX,GO N ASK SOMEONE ELSE. N PLS! DUN EVA SAY BAD THINGS BOUT MY LOVED ONE. OR ELSE,I'LL JUZ CALL SOMEONE N BASH U UP! I REALLY MEAN IT SIA! IM TOTALLY DAMN PISSED N ANGRY NOW! one last word,FUCK!!
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥