Sunday, August 17, 2008
im so confused today morning woke up n got a msg n yeah..i tink today..evrybody is busy with their own things..got ppl go malaysia..got ppl go to work..got ppl slacking at home ..for me,i had to babysit my small cuzzie n younger siblings,nana,haziq,kid n raudhah..haishh..coz mummeh n my aunt went to malaysia..mummeh ask me if i wanna follow her but dhenn i sae i dun wan uhh..lazy uhh..somore im not feelin well..im juz so sick..sick of waiting for love..sick of all dhe noise..evrytink uhh..haishh.. i tot things could be much easier,but dhenn it turns out to be dhe other way..meera..u noe wat im toking about ryte..sigh..its so hard sia..but i have to live wit it..luckily todae i dun nid to do much housework since my mum noe dat im fasting..so i juz nid to sweep,mop,wash dhe clothes n them..shuts! i juz remembered dat i nid to dry them..i havent do tat..aiyayai.. babysitting raudhah was dhe hardest..even though she was dhe eldest n in sec 1..she is dhe most irritating one..when she fight wit her sis,damn rabak i tell u..i can shout at her at the top of my lungs but still she will still continue to beat her younger sis..terok u noe..she will step on her sis..jump on her sis but then her sis juz love her n dhe sis will be angry wit me if i scold her sis..wat sia..i was juz tryin to 'save' her..haishh..i dunno wat to do uhh..they add on to my headache.. dearest,if oni i could hav u ryte now..haishh.. "One day at a time--this is enough. Do not look back and grieve over the past for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful it will be worth remembering.” k luhh...till dhenn..Astala Vista! Sayonara!Taikkeee kaaiireessSS..*sighhh*
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