Tuesday, August 12, 2008
today at skool we had career day..so there's some programme arranged for us. firstly we had a talk by our vice principle bout the criteria n dhe points to go poly or jc..dhenn there's a talk about coping stress..dhenn a talk from a lecturer from temasek poly..i tink im goin temasek poly n maybe im takin CCN..culinary sumtink uhh..dhenn we had recess..after recess we take a bus to ITE tampines..haishh..n i was so damn disappointed uhh while me n eeda was juz enjoyin our trip..our form teacher,mr seng tell us our result for our o-level malay..i was damn shocked uhh..i juz couldn't believe dat i got C5!! n eeda oso couldn't believe dat she got B4!! i was lyk..SPEECHLESS!! eeda face was lyk..i dunno..aiyoyo..wat happen sia..i never had C5 for malay in my lyfe before..im so scared to tell my mum la seyy..n soon after dat moment..both of us juz kept quiet n we really had no mood sia..she want to cry but dhe tears juz can't get out of her eyes..me too luhh..but i noe dat we were DAMN DAMN DAMN SAD bout it..cikgu really had high expectations for us..n for oral i get MERIT?? i tot i did well sia..shit uhh..dhenn when we reach dhe ITE..i told dhe malay students bout our marks..they were lyk..open their eyes so big n they think dat im joking..they really cant believe it la seyy..coz both of us is lyk always on dhe top..dhenn i waited for ashwiny to get down from dhe bus. dhenn i told her. she oso cant believe it. dhenn do noe y..tears juz run down my face..evrybody was lyk panic uhh..they keep telling me tat its okehh..can try again next year..but i still cant accept it!! its lyk my OWN LANGUAGE N I STILL CAN GET C5?????? WHYYY!!! i cried n cried n cried n cried..haishh..maybe its oreadi fate..dhenn after dhe short presentation, the student leaders bring us around the campus..seriously i juz cant get my mind off tat poor results..eeda too..she seriously put on a dissapointed face..some ppl sae dat..heyy..at least u pass..dhen i was lyk..we fail okehh..yeahh..i noe generally we pass but to ourself,getting B4 n C5 n MERIT for malay is a faillllllll!!!argh! i seriously got no mood sia.. IM JUST SO DISSAPOINTED IN MYSELF!! IMAGINE FOR MALAY I GET C5 N MALAY IS LYK MY STRONGEST SUBJECT,WAT5 WILL I GET FOR DHE REST OF DHE SUBJECTS?? FAILL?? SHIT LUHH!!! I STILL CANT BELIEVE IT SIA!! IM REALLY SAD NOW N IM CRYIN!! ARGH!!! k luhh..till dhenn.. Astala Vista! Sayonara!Taiikkee kkaaiirrresssS D,: huhuhu
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