
Thursday, September 25, 2008
haishh..now seriously i wana end evrytink..i've been thinking bout it all night long n i juz cant get to sleep..no use lurving someone who lurve someone else..ive nvr know bout it before,therefore i juz love him with all my heart...but now,i've got to stop lurving him..i noe dat my cuzziez r damn preety..unlike me..i follow my mum side..sumtymes i'm juz curious why i didnt hav my dad's look..im a mix but didnt look lyk one..but its ok..if dhe person truely lurve me,he should lurve me for who i am and not for dhe looks. i admit dat i'm ugly fugly..but nevertheless,im lucky enough dat i was not born as a retarded gurl..haishh...seriously now,i had no love for anibody..all these happen from yesterdae..dun ask me wad happen..coz i juz wan to forget evrytink..forget bout love..forget bout dhe thoughts of lurving him..easy to say,anything bout him..but i'll pray for him..n hope he will be happy wif hueva he choose..dats all..maybe im goin to follow my dad to tanjung pinang to release some stress today..idk..its not confirm..haishh...tc..bye...
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥