..AiiAiiLurhh..

hahas..juz finished packing up for tomorow..actualli haven't fully finished yet urhh...wateva la..i hate packing up..if can i dun wan to bring anitink to jakarta..so...went for a last minute shopping wit mummeh,mak n meera...i cant sleep tonite..kept thinking bout the trip...i dun realli care bout jakarta..but i care for Bandung...woohoo..damn it..i've forgotten my billabong sweater..i've got NO MORE SPACE IN MY BAG..evn its extra large...hehe..raudhah lent me her fon so yea..if my mp4 player low batt, i can listen songs from her hp...music express(: IM GOING TO MISS MY HOMIES LOADSSSS! even dat someone say dat i may not have tyme for dhe miss2 thingy..but i'll surely do okehhh..serious...i still got tyme when im sliping watt..i still got tyme while im bathing wat..hehehehe..so yea...i really got notink to say animore...will forget bout dhe past n appreciate dhe people in dhe present..(those were dhe picts i take while packing up juz now..hehe)

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 10:47 PM

im so utterly disappointed.

i shall not say anitink

animore as it really hurts me even its for awhile.

i juz cant trust guys nimoree..

wats my fault?

its juz damn confusing.

fullstop.

nomore.

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 6:32 PM

haiz..sorry bout yesterday's post coz im damn irritated...today so many people wanna mit me up until i canceled ALL my 'meetings' wit evrybody as i dun wana hurt anybodys feeling...so yea...yesterday slept around 5am...dhenn woke up at 9am to clean dhe houz n im freakin tired sia..i cant open my eyes...i sweep dhe floor lyk a zombie sia..dhenn dhe washing machine was oni a quarter fill with clothes i go set the water to full..haiya..heck care lurhh..i wanna slip back but dhenn mummeh scold n scold..she wan to shift dhe piano from my room to dhe hall..its preety heavy sia...dhen shift dhe bed all..dhe teeveesss in dhe room...my study table n blablabla..lastly,i try to pack my clothes in my luggage bag..i put anihow oni..dhenn mummeh say,"juz throw dat piano away la..buat menyemak jek" i was lyk WTF urhh..i love dat piano sia..ive given away my guitar n now pls..for god sake..not my piano..argh! dhenn tomorow mak(meera's mum) say she wanna come over to my houz as they havent come over for hari raya..but dhenn i planned to go mummy shereen's houz..boley jgak dpat duit raya n bring it to jakarta..haiz..i dunno urhhhh...i wanna go mummy shereen's hous for a while oni..not for long hours..haiyayai...gonna planned it tomorow morning..coz i wanna see if abah is working or not tomorow..if he is at home,we cant go out..so yea..i really really need money sia now..got no topup..no money for jakarta...huhuhhu...i lost my wallet..dunno at where...all my raya money is inside sia..more dhenn $50..damn it...im so stuck sia...i really really really really nid money..god..pls help me.....n ya...im oni interested in making frens n not more dhenn dat i guess..as i already love somebody..but dhenn..new frens r loved...
"every memory of u was captured inside my heart.."

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 4:59 PM

damn it...im so damn confuse now..do you really love me? haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...i dunno la...new ppl came into my lyfe.....n i dunno uhh..i've notink to say today..its only dat, SKOOL IS FINALLY OVER!!!!!!!!!!
~mann..i dunno..im SPEECHLESS! i dunno if i love u..i dunno if i miss u..i dunno when i could talk to u again..i dunno when i can meet u..n dhe last thing is..i dunno if my feelings r true or not.. IM CONFUSE..hate tis feelin dhe most mannn...serious!

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 10:00 PM

its been more dhenn a week ive not update my blog..ive so much to say..but lazy to type..alot of things happen..but shall not say it..especially dhe tyme i went back to my own kampung to visit my great grandmother..coz it terrifically horrible..i will nvr go back wit dat aunt animore..its wak anoi!! dhe most irritating aunt ever.i hate her sia...she never make me happy sia..n her husband,wak ishak is so blur sotong! serious sia..dhenn their son,actually not their real son is so god damn irritating..always tok back to his parents eventhough he is only in primary 5. he's really spoilt. my aunt really love hym until she giv him everytink n anitink he want..juz name it..surely he hav... mp3,mp4,ps3,psp,ipod,apple comp,go overseas..anitink..dhe parents will surely sacrifice for hym even if they dun hav dhe money,they will find for it. sicko sia. its gd la but haiya..i dunno lurhh...let them be la..dun wanna interfere..

i'll be leavin spore soon...5 days tyme..my flight is on monday,1245pm,terminal 2..but must be there by 1040am..haishh..i really cant wait..esp on dhe 4th day coz we r goin to Bandung n its cold there..a lil bit colder than cameron highlands..woohoo..but serious sia..i will surely miss my dearest frenz n family here..wanna bring my lappy but its too dangerous..it could get stolen if i leave it in dhe hotel n i would not wan to be goin around wit my heavy lappy..haiyo..leceh luhhh..kak aiysah say nemindd its oni 7 days..7 days seyy..lamer tuuu..lols..da la..i noe la..i miss them but they never miss me..hehehe..

hari raya was damn bored lurhh tis yr..havent go to mummy shereen's houz..i wan to go sia..abah la nie..his sister hous oso dun wan to go..mak besar nabesah's houz oso havent go..his first sis somore..at least respect her la..abah eyhhh..dunno wad to say uh..have been hot tempered tis days n i dun dare to tok to hym..he juz keep on scolding..wat seyy..tomorow is dhe last day of skool..woohoo! but skool nowadays damn bored liaoooo..keep tokin bout O level when we have juz oni finish our N level n still havent get the result..

last sunday..went raya wit my frenz..im dhe time keeper but they nvr listen to me..they spend almost 1 hr in each hous sia..i was damn pissed..they camwhore alot but i didnt as im really not in dhe mood..we suppose to start at 0100 n mit at eeda's hous..n guess wat..fidah n syafiqah came at 0135..dhenn liny at 0155..lastly,fatinah n amirah aka taufiq betina came at around 0205..mcm siak je tunggu..but thenn..ok luhh..sabar jer..nxt we go athirah's houz..met Ilyas again..the last tyme i saw hym was at pasir ris park..he is super duper cute n he want me..i mean he wan me to carry hym..he is cute baby..super duper cute..dhenn we head to nadrah's houz..it was a surprise..we didnt kol her before we came..she was damn paiseh coz she haven't bathe yet..hahas..but dhenn nemind uhhh..after dat we go to taufiq betina's hous at hougang..dhenn to our senior houz,relieana..dhe so called 'bibir' as her lips r super large but still preety..nxt is narin insyirah's houz at pasir ris..funneh sia..dat tyme eeda was left behind while crossing dhe road..dhenn liny yg vogue tu pekik2 mcm eeda kene langgar ngan truck..siak jekk..hahahahs...kekek sia..dhenn at narin hous..we ate macaroni i guess..dhe mum very preety sia..n she look damn young..i tot its narin's sis..hehehe..after dat.... dhe last houz was my houz..they stay until 0945..so yeahh...goin to upload all dhe picts soon from eeda's digi cam...lembab ahk deytu..

(:dhe siblings:)

blurrr-ness juz lyk meera..dhe blur sotong..hehehe

me n meera after our hair-do..

meera!! he is not my bf la seyyy :P

my great grandmother(:

its damn hot n sunny!

nana muker maintain la seyyy

me n nana at kampung(:

nana sicko gurl :P

me n doorotii at fadee's houz

meera..cute kan..*bluek*

i guess..dats it for now...will blog tomorow i guess..so yeahh..tata(:

" ☻Even if we cant b 2gether.I will miss u now & forever!☻"

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 4:04 PM

today there's quite a few things happen...firstly in dhe morning..im damn happy...at last i've found...erm...hhahas..cannot tell..secret..meera n close fren oni noe...dhenn suddenly while i was tokin to grandma at dhe kitchen..i was facing dhe window..dhenn suddenly i saw a man jump down from dhe upper storey sia..its juz ryte in front of my eyes..dhenn got a loud noise..i was so shock sia..serious..suddenly i began to cry..mummeh was panic..she kept on askin me to wash my face n drink water..serious..i was speechless by dhenn..for about a few minutes..i juz cant do anitink..a guy from upstairs..crying lyk mad person..but i noe how he feels..dhe whole estate can hear hym crying...dhenn after dat..fadee ask me to come over to her place today coz she had an open houz..tot of cancelling it but..pity her lurhh..coz last yr..i nvr go..so yea..meera wanted to follow but she come too late uhh..luckily i nvr wait for her sia..coz until now she havent reach my hous..ni kambengg ehkkk...kecohh! dhenn fadee's houz was gerek though..she invited her outside fren..n they r all very frenly..esp tis one guy name shafiq..ader2 je la..suke nah kacau org...i can see dat fadee mum lyk him..but he ah..i dunno uhh..he juz kept on tokin to me..dhenn eeda oso lyk very bingit..finsh eating oreadi..they want to watch dvd..then there is no place for me..shafiq wanna offer up his place but dhenn i say no nid as im goin of soon..dhenn he say,"senang2..u sit on my lap jer ah" selamber sia..dhenn fadee look at my face..i juz kept quiet...dhenn after a few minutes,me n eeda went home..dhenn my grandma's fon buat perangai pulak..it juz keep off-ing by itself..so irritating...haishh..k urhh..dats it....

"i love u more dhenn u love me..but u nvr knew it(:"

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 7:07 PM

well today mummeh ask me to follow her to johor to collect our raya clothes..yea..i noe its a lil to late..but i juz cant wait for it..reach there oni,dhe aunty say dat she nid another 3 to 4 days..pehh menyirap darah akuu..bingit sioll..penat2 dtg beh tkder pape..she say,"i dunno dat u would be so punctual"..wat sia..haishh..so fed up..dhenn luckily got bik lin urhh..she cool me down..actually she oso angry uhh..but she was sick juz now..no voice..hhahas..so yea..we went to kotaraya n city square after dat..mummeh bought a few dvds..hehehe..she spent morer dhenn 5o ringgit for all dat dvds..dhenn mummeh say dat on sunday we goin to balik kampong..leceh sia..i dun wan but she force me..haiyoo...dhenn so tiring sia..going with wak anoi plak tu..mulot mcm *toot*..serious sia..k urhh..im so damn tired..wan to rest now..tata..n ya..kak aiysah!! tokin to u on dhe fon was gerek! hahas..ur dhe best urhh sis(:

"i kept tinking of u evry sec n i juz cant forget bout u even for a sec..can someone juz help me to throw this feelings away?? its always miserable when u have unrequited love..seriouss..."

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 7:17 PM

firstly...happie burfdae to Noorfarhana Bte Noordin!! Happie burfdae sis...hope dat u lyk my present for u..its actually a mp3 player..teehee...u cried when i gav u dat n u said dat u had nvr imagined i would ever giv u dat kind of present..dhenn u hug me..woahh..touching sia..even though we really fight alot..almost evry single hour..but dhenn i still lurve u..but pls stop bein soooo irritating cann..hahahs..sometymes u r juz too rude to me n i cant stand it but yea..wateva it is..enjoy ur day sis(:

so yeahh..today early in dhe morning,mummeh's fren came over for hari raya..dhenn clean dhe hous..n blablabla..around 4 plus went to mummy ilah's hous at pasir ris..dun lyk to go her hous lurhh..she tink dat she is sooo perfect is it..haiyo..bingit sak..dhennn before 7 we reach home..dhenn bik lin is comin over to celebrate nana's bdae..she's buying dhe cake..sis wanna order pizza but mummeh say no nid as we already had dhe cake...wad sia...pity her..tot of ordering for her..dunno uhh..dhenn must use my money somore..haishh..c first urhh..k uhh..till dhenn...tata(:

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 8:06 PM

early in dhe morning got scolded by mummeh..she say dat i didnt help her out all..dhenn i say wat sia..all tis while im dhe one hu has been helping her n no one else..dhenn she scold somore..i say different thing,she tok different thing..who wont get fed-up..dhenn dad was at home..i was cryin oreadi uhh.dhenn dad scolded me..haishh..wat sia..i try to explain evrytink but he dun seems to care so i juz shutup..taday maybe we r goin out for raya..onli go 1 pathetic house..which is dad's fren's house..wtf sia! im sooo angry wit hym..hys sister's hous he dun wanna go..hys fren hous he wan to go..guys=ego..huge ego..n i hate it sia..haishhh..n my other fren is lyk tokin to me bout her guy..she was cryin on dhe fon..i juz dun understand y gurls must always let boys win..wad sia....haiyayaii..wateva la..i hope dat things will get better...yesterdat nite..i chat wit kak aiysah..n told her a sad story of mine..reminiscing dhe past really hurts..i can still cry sia..but haishh..stop being emo la sha! okok..dats it..no more tears..no more sufferings...no more hurtfull stuff..juz bare wif it..im used to all dat pain..
~~tis is for euu hunney(:

I lay in bed at night trying to fall asleep..all I can think about is euu,euu r juz like my fantasy dream come true,I never knew my love for euu could be this strong...half of it probably hasn't been shown,I thought that my heart would be locked forever, and my life would be apart,dhenn euu touched my life and euu unlocked and put a beat in my heart..I want to say that I love euu and euu are always on my mind..I love the way euu smile,I love the way euu talk,I love the fact that euu care so much even though we haven't met and the fact that you don't give up even when times get rough,I love euu all dhe tyme.. and I always get butterflies even when I'm thinking of euu..I'll love euu till my dying day,You might not understand how much euu mean to me or how much euu have changed my life..for better not for worse...I thank euu..I should say I owe my life to euu!I love euu with all my heart,I want to love and spend the rest of my life with euu,euu'r my angel from above boy and I thank god that I have euu hunney!...

♥~~i lurve euu coz euu have dhe biggest place in my heart~~♥

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 6:59 PM

today was such a boring2 day..luckily got kak aiysah..she made my day today..hahas..tanx eyhh kak...dhenn around7 plus went to akidah's hous..n again..it was so goddamn boring n dhe hp was lyk sort. keep turning off by itself...so yea..today it will be such a short post coz im damn tired la deyy..so yea..tc!

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 11:53 PM

[[<<---lurve u la deyy]]

today early in dhe morning i woke up n follow eeda to dhe doctor..dhenn meet fidah which prefer to call her fudefu(in japanese) at CompassPoint..so yea..we lepak-ing..n eat-ing n disturb-ing ppl coz we got notink to do..lols..but around 1 plus fudefu went off coz she nid to mit her fren at bedok..so yea..sent her to dhe bustop n head to eeda's block..so yea..me n eeda juz chill under dhe block n tok bout crap n nonscenes luhh..as usual..two crazy ppl mit dhenn become likedat..juz now i walk around sengkang wifout any shoes..eheheh..coz there's a blister on my leg..so yea..i cross dhe road wifout any slippers n dhe driver kept lookin at me..wats their fuckin problem sia..suddenly, dhe so called 'gangster' in eeda's area came by...dhe name is ali babi..hahs..evrybody in dat area know hym..dhenn he sit somewhere near us uhh..he wit his guitar..haiyo..suare sedap takpe jugak..patot la hujan selebat-lebatnyer tady..dhenn tis eeda pon satu nyer nabeh..heheheh..tk abes2 kacau me ngan si babi tu..eww..stop it la sheyy..step hensem jer mamat tu..nyanyi lagu jiwang plak tu..i cannot tahan dhenn i juz walk off jek..mls nk layan sia..so yea..went home around 3 plus..dhenn nana's frens were in dhe hous..all of them kept askin.."ni kakak nana kan..." i was lyk.."bukan la..ni kakak aisha.." hahas..wateva la..dhennnnn..im here ryte now...juz feelin so boredd..duit raye tak cukop la deyyy...i wan more n i nid moreeee...teehee..k luhh...

"something is simple as i'm hearing ur name..

puts me in a place dat i can't even explain..

I Really Didn't Know Back Then

But..

Right Now Im Totally Sure..

Baby I Know Im Your Friend But I Wanna Be Much More..

I Wanna Say I Love You So Bad,

But I Dont Wanna Scare You Away... "

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 6:30 PM

well..i did not blog yesterdae coz i finally went out for raya...i'm back home around 1am i guess...so yea..was preety tired by dhenn..but dhenn i dunno y i cant sleep so..i oni manage to get to sleep around 6am..doin nothing..haiyoo..
so yesterdae...went raya to ppl house around dhe tampines area n dhenn around bedok...n i dyed my hair ysterdae..pink guava natural.i guess,it cant really be seen..but mummeh say dat its very light n it can be seen..grandma kept askin,24/7..

grandma: sha! asal rambut kau colour merah? ape da jadi la??

haziq: dier cat(paint) rambut dier la..

grandma: cat??

nana: otak kau la haziq! cat untok cat rumah la...kakak dye rambot die laaaa...

grandma: die? mati? aku tak faham langsong..diedie

nana: dye la

grandma:kau kurang ajar eyh,dengan aku kau ckp die die sume..aku tau la kau tak suke aku kat cni..jap lagy pn aku da mati la...

nana: astaga!! kakak! ckp la ngan nenek kau tu..

me:hahaha! nak ckp ape sakk..

nana: ntah la..she keep saying "diedie"

me: hahas..u la..juz keep quiet jer..nnti confirm she oso keep quiet..

grandma:oi! korang ni cakap omputeh..korang ingat aku tak faham eh? aku tau la kau ckp ape..

nana: ape? kiter maner ade ckp pape?

grandma: korang ckp,biler agaknyer nenek aku ni nak mati kan..(dhenn she start crying)

me n nana: STONED. (mls nk lyn)

haziq: ohor kakak!! bilang mami...

hahahas..haiyo..apersajerrr la nenek aku nie..

today maybe goin to meera's hous..dhenn they oso goin my hous..dhenn dunno where la..

k la..gtg..dada!

n yaaa..yesterdae nite,it was left wit my family n meera's family...dhenn kiter sumer balik bawak duit raye..meera balik bawak bunga plastic..lol..dhenn dhe brother bawa balik tv..mcm baru balek dary rob rumah org sak...hahahas..

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 2:03 PM

yesterdae lyk i said...i was frantically bored...so yea..at nite,i msg alot of people but..nobody replied..evry single one of them had gone to bed..so.....i took out my lappy n started takin photos...yea..wit dhe help of haziq's gift(dhe hello kitty lamp) nyehehe..at last i found dhe use of it...tankiew eyhh sayenggg...hahas..took alot of photo's actuallii...but yeaaa...onlli upload two here...nyehehe...

so..today had my maths p2 n geog elec paper it wass okehhh uhh...maths was early in dhe morning but dhe geog paper was at 2.30...so yea..me,ash n sonia chill at CP n i treated them pizza hut which is way over my budget sia..we tot its goin to be $30 plus..but it was actualli $55.55..wow..wat sia...haishhh..but nemind uhh..dhennn still got time..we went sculpture park n took pictures n more pictures..goin to upload soon i guess...sonia!! faster la uuu!! hahahs..dhenn we walk n walk n walk dhenn came back to CP..we sit somewhere near dhe lrt...dhenn when we were lyk,emo-ing(hahahas..dunno uh) suddenly there was a crowd near dhe escalator..an old man fell n sprained his ankle..so poor thing..haishh..wat siaa...dhenn after dat..sonia went back home while ash n me went back to skool..we got no mood to do our paper sia..juz now..we were suppose to do 2 out of 4 qn but i juz do 1 out of 4 qn..wateva la..i noe oreadi dat im goin to fail for combine humans coz my ss sucks dat day..so yeaa....n...now....I'VE GOT NO MORE PAPERS!!! WOoHOo!! today was my last paper..n next week no more skool..happy siaa!! nyehehehe...k luhhh...gtg now...bubbye..tc!

sonia:later i wan to take our shadows lyk dat day uh..

aisha:how can we take now? got no sun wat..

sonia:got no sun? ouhh..no wonder its dark here(she was juz tryin to make fun.)

aisha:maybe its raining outside..

sonia:no wonder i can here thunderstorms!

aisha: hahas.. vroomm!

sonia: vroom? u makin F1 sound or a thunderstorm??

aisha: both oso can la..lol...

sonia:since whenn dhe thunderstorm sound is 'VROOMM..'..

aisha:hahas..dunno leyy..

dhenn juz now i guess i was so rude in dhe pizza hut..there is tis gurl..she was reading out our orders..dhen dhe way she say was damn funny..lyk dhe japanese style..suddenly i juz cant control,i laugh out loud sia..it was god damn funneh..sonia n ash juz stare at me.. gosh..im juz makin a fool out of myself..i can still be laughing ryte now..hahahaha!

"I'm just want to let u know, I'm just scared to fall in love, because it pays my heart with an awful reward. I hope you will understand, I just want that you prove your love to me is sincere.."

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 5:27 PM

im damn damn bored todayy..wanna study for tomorrow's exam but im juz sooo lazy n nothing seems to go into my mind...dhenn today my dat gets his leave but there is soo many ppl calling saying dat they wan to come over..wat siaaa...i wan to go out..those comin over is lyk his frens n old neighbours..dhenn they juz giv a lil sum of money..haiyo..heck care uhh..dhe worst part is i must keep on adding more cookies..keep washing dhe dishes n glass..haishhh...so yea..boring..keep repeating dhe same thing over n over again..so i guess..dats all uhh..gd luck to those who is takin their exam tomorow..especially bestie(eeda) n nash..all dhe best aites(=

ps,i dunno until when i can stop my 'bad' habit..haishhh..nash uhhh..make me tink of it again.hahahahz

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 10:49 PM

selamat hari raya to all my muslim frenz aites:)

t0day was okeh but my mood was spoilt by tis pathetic guy which already had a gurl but i dunno wads wit his brain..sometimes i juz feel lyk bringing him to dhe woodbridge. meera,u noe hu is dat pathetic guy la..ive told before dat one..yg mepek nak mampos tu. wateva sia. i was damn pissed of..dhenn msg someone n told him bout it..haishhh..i didnt bring dhe fon to my cuzziez hous so yea when i got home n check dhe fon,ive got a few msges but 1 from tis guy..wat siaaaa...i was actualli quite pissed off when he ask me dat qn.,simply early in dhe morning,i kept refreshing n reply dat pathetic guy's msg at my tag. n now dhe other guy ask me if dat guy named,"kid" was me. wat sia!!! y could hav i done dat stupid tink sia! haishhh..dunno wat to say..he sound suspicious but im not dhe type hus goin to dat extend juz for a guy. it sounds crazy. wateva it is,im not dhe one. i stood up for u n..haishh..dunno uhh.. dhe other guy wanna meet dhe pathetic guy,i dun mind sia. seriously. coz dat "kid" was real. wat sia. i really cant understand.

FUCK LA U PATHETIC KID! KID KONON! BLEY MAMPOS AHK. HARAP JER 18 TAHUN TAPY PERANGAI MCM BABI! ARGH! BINGIT SAKKK! N FOR REMINDER,I AM NOT DAT "KID". SO. PLS LA EYH. DO LA WATEVA U WAN. WANNA BASH HIM UP OR KILL HIM,ITS UP TO U. N TO DAT PATHETIC GUY,IVE DELETE UR NO. N IVE DELETED U IN MSN. SO YEA. DUN EVER DREAM TO ADD ME UP AGAIN. I HAD ENOUGH OF UR NONSCENES. I WILL NEVER EVER CONTACT U EVER AGAIN. NN I WILL NVR EVER BE WIT U. I SWEAR SIA!!! JUZ FUCK OFF FROM MY LYFE N DUN MAKE ANYMORE MISUNDERSTANDING. U GOT 1 GURL IS ALREADY ENOUGH N DAT GURL HAPPENS TO BE MY FREN. WAT DHE FUCK R U TRYIN TO SAY? IM NOT THOSE CHEAP GURLZ LA SIA! WANNA SEX,GO N ASK SOMEONE ELSE. N PLS! DUN EVA SAY BAD THINGS BOUT MY LOVED ONE. OR ELSE,I'LL JUZ CALL SOMEONE N BASH U UP! I REALLY MEAN IT SIA! IM TOTALLY DAMN PISSED N ANGRY NOW! one last word,FUCK!!

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 11:21 PM