Wednesday, October 8, 2008
early in dhe morning got scolded by mummeh..she say dat i didnt help her out all..dhenn i say wat sia..all tis while im dhe one hu has been helping her n no one else..dhenn she scold somore..i say different thing,she tok different thing..who wont get fed-up..dhenn dad was at home..i was cryin oreadi uhh.dhenn dad scolded me..haishh..wat sia..i try to explain evrytink but he dun seems to care so i juz shutup..taday maybe we r goin out for raya..onli go 1 pathetic house..which is dad's fren's house..wtf sia! im sooo angry wit hym..hys sister's hous he dun wanna go..hys fren hous he wan to go..guys=ego..huge ego..n i hate it sia..haishhh..n my other fren is lyk tokin to me bout her guy..she was cryin on dhe fon..i juz dun understand y gurls must always let boys win..wad sia....haiyayaii..wateva la..i hope dat things will get better...yesterdat nite..i chat wit kak aiysah..n told her a sad story of mine..reminiscing dhe past really hurts..i can still cry sia..but haishh..stop being emo la sha! okok..dats it..no more tears..no more sufferings...no more hurtfull stuff..juz bare wif it..im used to all dat pain..
~~tis is for euu hunney(:I lay in bed at night trying to fall asleep..all I can think about is euu,euu r juz like my fantasy dream come true,I never knew my love for euu could be this strong...half of it probably hasn't been shown,I thought that my heart would be locked forever, and my life would be apart,dhenn euu touched my life and euu unlocked and put a beat in my heart..I want to say that I love euu and euu are always on my mind..I love the way euu smile,I love the way euu talk,I love the fact that euu care so much even though we haven't met and the fact that you don't give up even when times get rough,I love euu all dhe tyme.. and I always get butterflies even when I'm thinking of euu..I'll love euu till my dying day,You might not understand how much euu mean to me or how much euu have changed my life..for better not for worse...I thank euu..I should say I owe my life to euu!I love euu with all my heart,I want to love and spend the rest of my life with euu,euu'r my angel from above boy and I thank god that I have euu hunney!...♥~~i lurve euu coz euu have dhe biggest place in my heart~~♥
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥