Thursday, November 13, 2008
to dat person,
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i'm sory if i make u mad dat night..memang btol perh..'perangai merepek'..im not offended by dat..dhe thing i wanna tell u is not an easy task for me coz for all tis while i've always been wanting to tell u..but i keep askin myself if i deserve a guy lyk u..i dunno y i hav this feeling n y must it be u..evryday i try to stay away from u..not to forget u but to get away with tis feeling...i dun wanna our frenshp to stray away juz becoz of this stupid feeling of mine..seriously..i juz dun wanna loose u..coz u r juz way to precious to me...i admit dat im tinkin of u now and then even when u dun treat me the way i treat u..i dunno y i nvr give up on u..even though sumtymes u hurt me unknowingly..i can be mad at u but not for a long tyme..i juz dunno y..but after sending u dat msg dhe nxt day..i felt much better..if u still dun get it..dhenn..its all up to u..i cant do anitink animore which called as love..some other guy said dat he truly love me but i still cant forget u..tried to move on but it seems so hard...y must god treat me tis way..i noe im not preety..im not a dream gurl dat evry man wants..but i have one thing in common..n dat is feelings...haishh..tried evrytink but notink works..so i guess...dats it..if u wanna love me juz tell me..i wont tell u anitink any longer..damn it..i juz cant find dhe reason y siaaaa....yeahh..i admit dat for dhe first tyme i noe u..i never tot of all these..but dhenn later u made my sorrows away..u make me forget bout my ex...i remember dhe tyme i was feeling so down...
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u : aisha,please dun cry.it hurt me to see you like this. just know that no matter what, i'll always be there for you
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me : u niee..bwat i lgy nangis..haishh..i appreciate it alot but i dunno uh..it juz cant stop flowing..
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u : aisha.takmo sedih2 ah.tak gerek ah u gini macam. u ader problem, bilang i ah. i will always be there for you
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me : it feels so different today..haishh
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u : k. now stop crying
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me : tk bleyy...
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u: haiya. think of the good things you done or wonderful things u've done
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me : haishh..tkper luhh u..u go do la wateva u wanna do..dun worry bout me..
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u : makan gado-gado enaknya pakai apa?
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me: huh?
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u : ya pakai sendoklah jangan pakai pacul !!
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me : aper ajer yg u mepek nie...
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u : haha. i trying to cheer u up.
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me : tanx eyhh u..haishh..
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u : bayi minta kawin ada apa itu ?
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me : u bbl bahase melayu keper..
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u : hAH..welcome. jawab uh
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me : sepatah haram pon i tak faham
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u : yelar lah. bayi mintak kawin ade apa itu?
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me : da lar..i appreciate all ur help.. i really treasure all dhe tyme i spend wit u..talkin wit u juz make my day..tanx alot..u hav been a great fren of mine..seriously..
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u : awww, so sweet
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haishhh..miss all those funny n sad moment..hahahas...i guess dats all..actualli there's a whole lot more..but..i tink all dat is alreadii enough..
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to be wit eu is my dream...
to go on wit eu is my wish...
i love eu as long as i live...
my love for u cant b spoke by words
nor can b written as poems..
as it comes from dhe botom of my heart..
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i need u n dat i cant lie...
i love u so n thats dhe reason y..
whenever i wan u there's one think i could do..
n all i hav to do is juz sit n dream about u..
i dream of u day n night..
hope to have u all by my side..
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lotsa lurve,
aisha
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥