haishhh...n and again......so many things happen to me..sial ahhh...i guess some of it i should juz kip to myslf..its between me n hym..firstly..on last saturday..went out wif sonia n ashwiny...at first we went to compasspoint n had KFC....dhenn went to plaza singapura...dhenn to raffles city...dhen to C.H.I.J.M.E.S...dhenn went to vivo..n dat is when my wallet,mum's ezlink,money n HANFON got lost!! babi sia...on dhe way back home..i got hit by a car..but luckily not dat serious...kaki jer saket..coz there's one particular tink in my mind ahhh...haishh..he noe,i noe..but ryte now i felt much better..things have been cleared..MY MOST BELOVED FREN(: lurve hym yo dhe max..nyehehehe...gaji tuhhh..
yesterdae..i went on air...malu seyy..hahahs...at 12am nuruljade took over..before dat..went back to buy books which took me 3 hrs..dhe queue was super damn long..dhenn after dat went to fetch mummy from work n she say want to go tamp to buy for me school shoes..woohoo..firstly mummy treat us swensens...hahhas...klakar sia dat tyme..shall not say it coz its damn embarassing..huahuahua...dhenn went around tampines mall...mummy bought me new specs..woohoo...dat is my present for passing my n level..i was expecting a new fon..but..tkpe la..tanx mummy...
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
12:24 AM
im juz being too over..
sory for evrytink..
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
3:49 PM
today i had my results n i'm promoted to sec 5..will elaborate more nxt tyme coz not in dhe mood ryte now..dhen at nite,went to send meera to dhe airport coz she flying off to dubay n new york...will elaborate more next tyme...now i juz wanna say..do u noe i dat i missed u badly???? do u noe dat?? u made me in tears sia..i've nvr missed someone lyk tis..maybe u r juz too special to me...fuck la sia!!! T_T
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
11:42 PM
well...today ive kept myslf very2 buzy..as i miss dhe person loads n n level results come out tomorow..so dun really wanna tink of both of dat..early in dhe morning...ngan muker mcm zombie my mum ask to go to my neighbour hous n carry the things dat they wanna give us..they r goin to shift hous to a condo..n they r quite rich ppl..so they gave away dining table,coffee table,king size bed,a damn expensive washing machine n some other stuff urh..n wth..mummy expect me to carry dat washing machine alone..dat w.m. was damn damn heavy sia..i cant even lift it up even an inch..so i decided to kol raudhah n akidah's grandad..i called hym atok but he's not dat old..he agreed to comeover n help me out..all dhe things dat they gave was so damn heavy la seyyy..i carried dhe king size bed on my own ah..dhenn put it at my hall..dhenn after all those shiftings..my house looks lyk a junk hous sia..serious..waited for mummeh to go of to work..dhenn nana ask me to dance with..i dunno wad la..she teach me all dhe very difficult moves but in dhe end she's dhe one hu cant even do it..mepek jer...from there i had a muscle cramp on my leg...dhen after dat i ask nana if she want to help me out urhh..i seriously wan to clean dhe hous la seyy..i want to use dat king size bed...so first..i nid to take out dhe sofa from my from my grandma's room n put it im dhe hall..dhen....take my bed from my room n shift to grandma's room..dhenn..bring dat king size bed to my room..gosh..my room is so bloody small n dat bed took up abount half of dhe room sia..i kept on shifting things..coz in my room there's two comps..1 extra large cupboard..1 medium cupboard..2 fans...lots of toys..1 small table..2 chairs..n 1 mirror table...imagine all dat fit inside 1 small room..haix..its totally cramped sia..haishh..n now my whole bidy ache lyk hell sia..yelar..angkat bende berat2 perhh...
while i was taking a break...suddenly i remembered bout hym sia...called hym but nvr answer..i noe he's bzy wit hys bbq..haishh...but i juz which i could hear hys voice today..dhenn after dat eeda called me n she tok bout n levels..she tell dat if i fail n must choose either to retain or go ite...she ask me to retain..padehal i prefer ite dhenn retaining..i dunno ah..haishh...been buzy making my fm oso..soon to be a dj la seyy...sharing my fm with nurul jade...she get pretty happy after hearing dat...she is goin to be dhe dj for now..but once i buy dhe internet..i will be dhe dj..we take turns urh..woohoo...tot of sharing dhe account wif hym...tengok ah mcm maner...takot nurul jade tk nk share 3 org plak..haiz..so..till dhenn uhh...toodles(:*I REMEMBER U EVRYTIME I BREATHE*Labels: I MIISS EUU
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
11:53 PM
wow..things had been changing very fast...lolz..been buzy with things n had no mood to update nimore..but suddenly today got mood..donno y..n dun ask y..hehehe...been trying to move on and heal dhe pain in my heart..cheyy..coz it really hurts..nobody noes...i finally took my decision to forget bout dhe past..n bout dat guy..lyk wat meera said,wat for we want to wait for someone hu dun wan us...isnt dat wasting of tyme..so yeah..to dat person,i do still love u but not more dhenn frenz...hope u will be happy with hueva u want(: all dhe best..meera is leaving soon..sedih pulak si mangkok tu nak pegi..hahahs...meera..meera...her mother was lyk tokin bout her to me ahh...mcm sad gytu...i feel lyk crying...but i juz hold back dhe tears..she really do love meera la seyyy...mestilah...satu2 nyer anak pompan yg dier ader...haiz...wish i was lyk dat..even sumtymes its very stressful when she's around...hahahas...so..ive been sleeping at meera's house for 2 days...with tis huge luggage bag...coz mak(meera's mum) say dat she want to borrow it..so yeah...but in dhe end i end up bringing to mak house n bring it back home...macam gy vacation kat rumah dorng gytu..hahas...had been shopping at causeway point on sunday...hehe..ive bought BALLOON!!! weeeeeeeeeeee~ but too bad...haziq has burst it n i was so damned pissed..hahas..u all never noe how much i love balloons..hehe..i can be very angry juz becoz of balloons(:zul is coming back today...ohh goshhhh....danial called me juz now..but i told hym dat my prepaid was low n cant tok for long...hehe..so bad sia..but dhenn serious..i got no feelings for hym...but my siblings do..hahahas..nana will get jealous when he is near to me..but she kept denying it..i noe...now she kept on saying dat she hate danial but i noe deep inside she really do lurve hym but trying to forget bout her feelings towards hym..danial has told her dat he regard her as hys own sister oreadi..n danial keep saying bout getting married to me...n she was pissed off..not only her urhh...me oso...how am i going to get married with a guy whom i dun even love..haishh...these few days..i guess..someone has stole my heart..serious...but i dunno yet urhh...saw hym at causeway point dat day..hahas..n nana was so damn irritating..she kept on pointing at hym n get so over..dunno for wat...i say to her alot of tymes dat i noe dat he is standing there..but she juz kept pointing..siak jer tu anak..u never noe how fast my heart beat at dat moment..lols...haishh...im juz too scared to fall in love again..its a very painful game..but dhenn im very sure bout tis guy..he nvr fails to me make me laugh n smile everyday..he nvr noe how much ive love hym coz im juz keeping it a secret..or maybe he noes now..idk..wooohoooo....VERY DHE ENJOYZING! lolz..lyk wad he said, *always expect dhe unexpected*hehehe..meera sibok jer gy amek tu line dary aku kat mrt hary tu...gonna miss u babe! go n send me the pict dat we took dat day laaaa...I think I love you,So what am I so afraid of? I'm afraid that I'm not sure of,A love there is no cure for. I think I love you,I'snt that what life is made of? So it worries me to say,That I've never felt this way. Believe me,You really don't have to worry, I only wanna make you happy,And if you say "hey,go away" I will,But I think,better still, I better stay around and love ya..When I first saw u..I knew that I'd never forget..Tis moment in time..juz a smile and u took away my heart..I nvr knew dat my lyfe would change..I nvr knew dat I'd feel tis way...Baby, believed me I'm right..This feelings inside I can't hide..I think I love u...This I am sure..Coz I miss u...Each time that u go..The things in my heart..The things that i say are things that are true all the way..I've fallen for u..I'll nvr let go..Coz I need u...u're the light in my sorrow..THe things in my heart...The things that i say are things that are true all the way I love u..I never knew that my life would change..I nvr knew that I'd feel this way. my world brightens whenever you're with me...Labels: i tink ive fallen in love with u..
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
4:22 PM
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