Tuesday, December 16, 2008
wow..things had been changing very fast...lolz..been buzy with things n had no mood to update nimore..but suddenly today got mood..donno y..n dun ask y..hehehe...been trying to move on and heal dhe pain in my heart..cheyy..coz it really hurts..nobody noes...i finally took my decision to forget bout dhe past..n bout dat guy..lyk wat meera said,wat for we want to wait for someone hu dun wan us...isnt dat wasting of tyme..so yeah..to dat person,i do still love u but not more dhenn frenz...hope u will be happy with hueva u want(: all dhe best..
meera is leaving soon..sedih pulak si mangkok tu nak pegi..hahahs...meera..meera...her mother was lyk tokin bout her to me ahh...mcm sad gytu...i feel lyk crying...but i juz hold back dhe tears..she really do love meera la seyyy...mestilah...satu2 nyer anak pompan yg dier ader...haiz...wish i was lyk dat..even sumtymes its very stressful when she's around...hahahas...so..ive been sleeping at meera's house for 2 days...with tis huge luggage bag...coz mak(meera's mum) say dat she want to borrow it..so yeah...but in dhe end i end up bringing to mak house n bring it back home...macam gy vacation kat rumah dorng gytu..hahas...had been shopping at causeway point on sunday...hehe..ive bought BALLOON!!! weeeeeeeeeeee~ but too bad...haziq has burst it n i was so damned pissed..hahas..u all never noe how much i love balloons..hehe..i can be very angry juz becoz of balloons(:
zul is coming back today...ohh goshhhh....danial called me juz now..but i told hym dat my prepaid was low n cant tok for long...hehe..so bad sia..but dhenn serious..i got no feelings for hym...but my siblings do..hahahas..nana will get jealous when he is near to me..but she kept denying it..i noe...now she kept on saying dat she hate danial but i noe deep inside she really do lurve hym but trying to forget bout her feelings towards hym..danial has told her dat he regard her as hys own sister oreadi..n danial keep saying bout getting married to me...n she was pissed off..not only her urhh...me oso...how am i going to get married with a guy whom i dun even love..haishh...
these few days..i guess..someone has stole my heart..serious...but i dunno yet urhh...saw hym at causeway point dat day..hahas..n nana was so damn irritating..she kept on pointing at hym n get so over..dunno for wat...i say to her alot of tymes dat i noe dat he is standing there..but she juz kept pointing..siak jer tu anak..u never noe how fast my heart beat at dat moment..lols...haishh...im juz too scared to fall in love again..its a very painful game..but dhenn im very sure bout tis guy..he nvr fails to me make me laugh n smile everyday..he nvr noe how much ive love hym coz im juz keeping it a secret..or maybe he noes now..idk..wooohoooo....VERY DHE ENJOYZING! lolz..lyk wad he said, *always expect dhe unexpected*
hehehe..meera sibok jer gy amek tu line dary aku kat mrt hary tu...gonna miss u babe! go n send me the pict dat we took dat day laaaa...
I think I love you,So what am I so afraid of? I'm afraid that I'm not sure of,A love there is no cure for. I think I love you,I'snt that what life is made of? So it worries me to say,That I've never felt this way. Believe me,You really don't have to worry, I only wanna make you happy,And if you say "hey,go away" I will,But I think,better still, I better stay around and love ya..
When I first saw u..I knew that I'd never forget..Tis moment in time..juz a smile and u took away my heart..I nvr knew dat my lyfe would change..I nvr knew dat I'd feel tis way...Baby, believed me I'm right..This feelings inside I can't hide..I think I love u...This I am sure..Coz I miss u...Each time that u go..The things in my heart..The things that i say are things that are true all the way..I've fallen for u..I'll nvr let go..Coz I need u...u're the light in my sorrow..THe things in my heart...The things that i say are things that are true all the way I love u..I never knew that my life would change..I nvr knew that I'd feel this way. my world brightens whenever you're with me...
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥