..AiiAiiLurhh..

You're just too good to be true.

Can't take my eyes off you.

You'd be like heaven to touch.

I wanna hold you so much.

At long last love has arrived.

And I thank God I'm alive.

Pardon the way that I stare.

There's nothing else to compare.

The thought of you leaves me weak.

There are no words left to speak.

But if you feel like I feel.

please let me know that it's real.

I need you baby if it's quite all right,

I need you baby to warm the lonely night.

don't let me down, I pray.

now that I found you, stay.

And let me love you.♥

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bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 7:59 PM

finally i get to on my lappy siaaa..i dunno y mummeh confiscate my lappy for 2 days..i ask her dhen she say.."if can,abah will only let u use dhe lappy 3 day per week oni.." i was lyk wat dhe heck??!!trying to control my lyfe?? gaaahh! i shall start wif wat happen on wednesday dhenn......

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on wednesday..i was super sick..super tired..super lazy to go to skool...so i didnt go..mummeh force me to go to dhe doctor dhen go n make passport but i juz say dat i dun have dhe mood to even go out...i juz wan to slip siaa...so dat is wat i did..i slept...dhen clean dhe house..dhen slip again..dhen do dhe laundry...dhen slip again dhen skali dat nazri kol...alermak tu budak ahh...irritating urhh..i juz dun understand hym siaa..he loves treating me lyk a small kid..

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nazri: hello u ngah watper?

me: watching tv..

nazri: dah makan?

me: blom.

nazri:erm..ok

me: wat were u doin before kolling me?

nazri:watching tv jer..

me: ok i guess u juz continue watching tv kays...bye..

----toot----
i juz put down dhe fon lyk dat siaa...dhennnnn...*beep* there's one msg..

nazri: wats up wif u? y put down dhe fon juz lyk dat? dah la! dun ever msg or kol me ever again!!!
me: erm..sorry la..
nazri: u r juz being so rude! even my frens dun do lyk dat!
me: erm..ok..sorry

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dhen no more msg..i dun really care actually...dats how he treat me last tyme wat..so yeahhh.....

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thursday..
went to skool n sonia was absent..notink much...after skool had to do CIP at ST Luke's elderly care which is located at hougang area i guess..from 2 to 5pm..we had a one way transport..about 15 of my classmates went n there's tis huge bus sending us there..lol..will upload dhe picts soon...heee...now most of my skoolmates kol me 'aiisha LURH'..becoz of mrs thiru...n juz becoz of my facebook name...ive change my name oredi kays guyssss...no more 'LURH'..heee..i dunno y i am so hyper..i started singing..n dancing...make ppl laugh..n i juz realised dat i had some prob with my '3' ..i pronouce it as thwie..gaahh! even dat day my fm frens make fun of me becoz of 'three'..come lets take a pict! one...two...thwiee..!!..dhen they laugh! gaahh! dhen i dance lyk wat dhe down syndrome guys perform dhe other day..lol..im making a fool of myself..but its ok...im making ppl laugh =] sonia..u missed dhe way i dance sia!! lol! dhen went back home wif shiiny dear~ saw kahirul...n he say hi..soi juz smile back..dhen when shiiny left..i went up to hym n ask hym which skool he's going to..dhen he say dat he's goin to NYP..taking nursing..lol..khairul? nursing? hmmm....hahas..ok urhh..dhen went back home........niways..i tot dat someone dun wan to tok to me animore wat.skali nazri kol me again.......

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nazri: u ngah watper syg?

me: ermmm...notink much..juz lazing around..y? n kol me syg? for wat sia??

nazri: i was juz asking la dear..i tak leh panggil u syg? kan i ngah tunggu u jady matair i..

me:*puke* erm..u syg i as wat?

nazri: as a fren..im juz granting someone's wish......

me: granting someone's wish? hu's wish? wats dhe wish?

nazri: dunno ah..dat sumone..juz ask me to love her as a fren oni..i wanted more..but..u noe...

me: erm........ouhhkaaaaaaaaaayy...*dhen started to have no mood*

nazri: so tomorrow u skooling?

me: yup..

nazri: im not working tomorrow..

me: ok..

nazri: want to mit on saturday?

me: nope.

nazri: why nope?

me: cannot.

nazri: y cannot?

me: dunno.

nazri: y dunno?

me: dunno ahhhh.

nazri: ehk u aper sal nie skg? klau u nak majok..sory ehk..i tak pandai pujok..*lyk scolding lyk dat*

me: majok? nak majok watper sia?? apersal ngan u sak??

nazri: im juz saying..u dun ever aspect me to pujok u. im not good at it. i juz dun understand ppl wif diffrent kind of character..i seriously dun understand..

me: *lost* huh?? aper yg u bbl nie? wth???

nazri: if u want to act lyk a child, i guess u have dhe rong person sia

me: act lyk a child..hey look..u r 22..im 17...frankly..i oso dun understand u! so u dun bother to understand me!

nazri: u giler eyh? asal bbl mcm org giler nie?

me: *bertambah lost* i?? gyler?? i tot u r dhe one hu's crazy! not me sia! if u wanna tok shiate! u oso got dhe rong person sia!!

nazri: ehk..org patotnyer blur pagy2 buta..bukan malam2 tau tak!

me: aku blur? aku ker kau sia? aper masalah kau? dah dah..u juz go eat ur medicine n go to slip urhh..bye urhh

nazri..erm..ok...

_10 secs of silence coz im waiting for hym to put down dhe fon_

nazri: ermm..ok urhh..pape u msg me jer urhh....

me: bye..

nazri: msg me tau..

me: bye..

nazri: EH ALAMAK!! I TELL U TO MSG ME,N U SAY BYE BYE BYE..SAY OK OR WAT URH..ALAMAKK! *in a very angry tone*

me: wah sial ahhk

nazri: aper? aper u nak ckp??

me: dah ahk..takder pape urhh..gy makan obat u pon cantek ahh..bye..

~put down dhe fon~

i feel lyk shouting sia!! now tell me hu is crazy?? he is crazy n he is making me crazy! lyk tis wan to be my bf? i guess we cant even last for 1 day sia..asek gadoh jek...haish..bingit ahhhh!

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so...today...had skool as per norm..after skool had award ceremony rehearsal...dhen went to rivervale mall wif eeda coz she want to buy ingredients....she wanna make a burfdae cake for Joe (her bf)..so yeahh...dhen went back to my house if there is caster sugar..dhen went back to rivervale mall to buy caster sugar coz i dunno where i put mine..dhen went back to skool coz ive forgotten to submit my form..dhen went back home..dhen dat nazri sms me...now..im juz ignoring hym..so tired to entertain hym...i can go crazy man...

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N DAMN!! I MISS DEAREST MORE THAN EVER!! SERIOUS!! ALOT SIA!! CAN I HUG U?? haiyaaaaaaaaa~................

"So here I am all by myself thinking of eu..nobody else...

There is a feeling inside and as hard as I try it just won't go away..

Having to face each night alone..

Knowing that eu are the one with the love that I need..

And I miss eu more each day..

So many feelings emotions running away with me Cos it's you that I believe in and I love this one so deep"

Labels: i hate eu; i miss hym

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 8:17 PM

Haiya..i hate being sleepy n sick siaaa..had been in dhe toilet for so many tyme..n kip on dozing off..dun believe? go ask my frenn...hahhaas..my eyes kept on closing by itself sia..while writing down notes oso i can doze of wif me hand still moving...while cikgu giving a lecture oso i can slip..while mellow toking to me..i can doze off n went to lala land sia...hahhahas..terok siol..dhen got home..bathe..n went to bed..after 1 hr..woke up.dhen slip again..dhen woke up again...gaaahh!! im tired sia..lazy to online somore...haiya..so decided to online at night for awhile..dat is now urhh...after blogging..i will off..haizz..

so yeahh..i tot nasri was dead oredi sia..i mean lyk nvr contact me animore..suddenly he came 'alive' again sia..he was toking to me on dhe fon..lyk normal..suddenly he says dat he was buzy these few days n kept on apologizing..n he ask me for stead?!? huh? after a long tyme u didnt contact me n suddenly ask me for stead? ingat barang pakai buang per? disposable? haiz..nazri..i can be ur fren..but not more than dat..my feelings towards had ended long tyme ago..im sorry..but i will still be here for u as a fren..=] dhenn.....ysterdae went to rivervale mall with nana..n guess wat..nana stupud sia...my ex,jaz was selling burger there sia..i didnt notice hym..oni after nana told me dat he's there..nana tot dat i knew..she said dat jaz had been staring at me since we step in dhe mall..wth?! dhen i look at hym..he was also looking at me..gaahh! i tot dat i would nvr see hym again sia..dat jerk..wateva eyh..dhen i juz went off..leaving nana behind coz seriously i dun lyk to see hys face even thoough hys 'hot'..so wat if he is good looking but have a devil personality..useless..dhen tis nana pon lagy satu bodoh..she go towards jaz n wanted to buy a burger..gaahh! dhen when nana reach home..she said dat jaz ask her why i turned away..dhen jaz ask her if i got a guy oredi or not...have i changed my number...blablabla...nana juz say i dunno all dhe way...i dun trust my sis..lol..confirm she will say more than dat coz she also had a crush on hym actualli..opss =x..she kept on saying dat jaz is cute n watsoeva n she eva tried to make me n jaz to getting..but im sorry...not interested..will not go to rivervale mall until he stop selling dhe burgerssssss....gaaaaaahh!!

im super tired now..i wanna go to sleep...tata ppl..

"tried to move on but my heart seems to be wif eu all dhe tyme! gaahh!!"

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 10:48 PM

ferst of all...i would lyk to wish my babygurl...

HAPPIE 15th BURFDAE BABYIRAHH kushh!!

imy babe =]

all dhe wishes ive send u ysterdae nyte ryte..so yeahh..shall not tok much here...I LURVE MY BABYGURL SO DHE MANY2 =]

today..i wasn't feeling well..felt soooo sleepy..gaaahh!! i wan to slip sia now!! but i missed dearest peh pasal i online..but dhen he plak buzy..so aiisha gotta understand hys situation......so yeahhh..IMYSM LARH DEAREST!!!!!!!!!!!! ah kannnn...dah pekik....had my bio paper back..dhe marks r lyk....SHIATE!! damn shiate!! so dissapointed wif my self..damn dissapointed..felt lyk crying..but i hide my tears..ive did my best okehh..haizzzzz!! didnt expect to fail badly sia..9/25 sia..nvr get such low marks for bio..this means dat i must study hard for thursday physics paper..but i dun tink i gonna make it as my physics is much worst...serious sia...STRESSSS!! DAMN STRESS!! haishhh..i told mummeh dat i need tuition but she dun let me siaa.haishh..makin stress sak aku...dhen i had nobody to turn to lagy...gaaaahh! i nid someone!! i REALLY DO NID SOMEONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HURHURHURHUR! )-,:

"In my life, I learned how to smile. How to laugh, how to workhard, how to love, how to cry but I never learned how to STOP missing you."

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 9:37 PM

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rickiey(my grandson)-me-salyieha(my grandaughter)! wakakaka :D iblis kidz aka bangla sesat aka GAY BOY adil jack jack - nunu - josh - fanana (from dhe left) fanana - saly - me - rickiey - iblis - irahh - stino babyirahh nd stino anak dajal (pukimak kau wakaka!) soon to be dad n mum..congratz guys :D babyirahh turning 15 :D babyirahh - aiisha - salyieha babyirahh - lilmissnana - aiisha - salyieha us again~ :D

k ferstly..i didnt update my blog ysterdae coz i was buzy..yeahh..lets start today's post wif wat happen yesterdae~

i was up early in dhe morning to clean dhe house n do dhe normal stuff..went to bathe at around 11..lilmissnana msg me dat she will be 1o mins late..dhen salyieha also msg me..so we decided to mit at around 1...dhen gedebak gedebuk..change timing again..padehal aku dah siap..lol..change to 12..dhen change somore..to 1pm..dhen change somore..1.30...dhen i reached at yishun ferst..n i waited for another 30 mins..dhen saly came..wait another 15 mins dhen nana came wif rickiey..from there we walk to chong pang cc..there's band competition..
dhen there's ice,loloq,nanaStar preparing to perform later..dhen theres stino n babyirahh..irahh told me dat she was preg..n stino want to kip dhe baby..so..do wats dhe best ppl..lyk wat stino say.."watper nak bunuh bayi yg tak bersalah"..dats true..hmm...dhen me,nana n saly left them for awhile..we wanna look for a present for irahh...dhen we walk n walk around chong pang but can find notink..at last we bought a necklace for her..a nice one though..we shared money as kiter pon dah pokai..heee..dhen we go to blok 115..took some picts...but havent upload yet..its wif saly..dhen irahh called and ask to go to 114..from 115 to 114 peh jaohhh..lol..dhen mit 2 of irahhs fren n stino again..after a few minits..we went up to irahh's place..we sit down n watch dhe makciks tok tok..hahahs..nana muker lost sak..beh stino muker stress..lol..saly muker blur..aku peh muker lagy blurr..lol..
dhen irahh's bro came..n started to cut dhe cake wifout dhe rest..coz they r toooooo late..lol...kecian seyy..bdae song tak nyanyi btol2..me n saly dah nak start nyanyi beh takder org sambong..malu sak..dhenn nana was otp..dhen stino masih stoned..dunno urhh..dhen me n saly juz kept quiet..hmmssss...dhen after eating..went out..dok kat tangga..skali iblis came..hahas..stino siaks...he kept calling hym lyk bangla..dhen stino started singing bout bangla..klakar rabak sak..from there i kol hym bangla..hahas..

dhen sing sing...take picts..dhen went in dhe hous again coz dat bangla aka gayboy want to eat..dhen around 5 plus josh,nunu,adil n fanana came..lol..dhen they also went to eat..me n nana was observing adil eating..wakakakas..klakar sak..dier makan mcm tak kunyah..mcm dier telan tros..dier makan skejap plak tu...hahahas..beh evrybody's attention was on hym..muker adil cramp sak..hahahas..dhen me,fanana,iblis,saly n nana went to dat tangga again..dhen all four of them started to sing..my kpale dah noneng2 sak..dhen fanana came n sit beside me..she ask, "ni aiisha eyk" ? i was..ah2 la..dary tady tak kenal? mampos..hahhahas..

dhen irahh n stino oso came..blablabla..was suppose to mit shakila at 5.45 but dhen i change to 6 pm..dhen change again..6.30..dhen again 6.45..i tink shakila lyk bingit oredi sia...she ask me to mit her some other tyme..dhen i quickly kol her urhh..n say dat im miting her..dhen i went off wif saly but saly was taking a cab as she was late for her guitar class oredi..

dhen i was alone..lost siot..call shakila..i ask her to mit me in front of dhe temple..waited for her until 7.30 sia...when she came..abah call me..he was about to scold but i told hym im wif shakila..troz dier senyaps..from dat temple..we walk slowly to northpoint...bbl tak berhenti sak..dhen took 965..n went back to my house..she wanna saty over but she's using contact lens..so have to go home..dhen around 10 plus..i wanted to send her to dhe bus stop..skali she patah balik..went in my hous n ask my parents if i could sleep over at her hous..n surprising ly mummeh let me to stay over..hehehe..

so pack my clothes quickly n went off...heee...reached at shakila's hous around 11 plus..her mum n younger bro was asleep..dhen dhe dad not at home..dhen her bro went for camping..we changed our clothes..n tok tok..dhen decide to watch a dvd..."how she move" it was quite nice..dhe movie ends around 2..dhen we lepak2 in dhe room..dhen play ds..hahahas...we play until 4 plus in dhe morning sia..dhen we went to slip..

in dhe morning saw uncle ali open dhe door..dhen i smile to hym n went back to slip..hahahas..we woke up around 11 plus..went to uncle ali's room n salam hym...dhen he ask.."ni aisha eh?" i was lyk..huh? tak kenal? lol..dhen salam dhe mum..dhen shakila peh tunang kol..he ask her to pick hym at habourfront..so we went to siap2 urhh..i go teman her till dhoby ghaut n went to bik lin's hous...since its kidah's bdae..i bought for her a necklace too..from minitoon..mahal siow....

dhenn blablabla..was damn tired sia..tertido while eating dhe cake juz now..hahas..nasib baik cake tak kene muka..lol...n went back home after dat...heeeeee...n on my lappy......weeeeeeeeeee~

im worried for my dearest babyirahh..wateva u do..wateva ur decision..juz tc aites babe..ilysm! n to shakila..yesterdae was dhe best babe..tanx alot~ ily=]

niways..i miss dearest very dhe muchies..alot sia...he was also buzy yesterdae..so had no tyme to mit..n even sms..so yeahhh..haishhh...

I MISS EU SOO MUCH DEAREST~!

MISSED UR HUG~!!!!!

ps.had fun with all dhe fm peepz(lilmissnana, salyieha, stino, babyirahh, iblis kidz, nunu, adil, josh n fanana) n shakila dear~

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 9:20 PM

today morning was 1 minute earlier..lolz..wateva..dhenn skool was quite fast today...got our maths test result..n i got 12/50..its quite gd urhh..hahahs..coz dhe test was super hard..dhen oni 5 ppl pass..n most of them got single digit..so yeah..had my geog ct1 juz now..dhe paper was okeh urhh..coz i study marhh..study until i slip...lol..but i left out 1 qn n its 8 marks siaaaaaaaa!!! not enough tyme!! if not i can do oredi siaaa!! haishh..dissapointed wif myslf sia...
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after skool..went out wif eeda n tash..boring nak mampos!! serious!!! aku mcm budak belo sia tady..takde ketawe2..dorng jer yg ketawe..takder mood urhh..dearest pp8 plak dah abes..lagy aku bored..haiyooo..while sitting under dhe block..suddenly there was 2 old nyonya sit beside us..lyk funneh urhh..abeh ni tash ketawe2 rabak..layankan jer urhh..dhen i went off..eeda n tash wanna go where oso idk..they ask me to follow but i lazy sia...lagy baik balek uma main lappy..so yeah..went back home...stress aku buat si jj nyer blog..lol..idk urhh..dhen dearest went off to play rugby..wanna mit hym tmrw..but he got to go for meeting..haishh...
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tmrw goin to babyirahh's bdae party at yishun..but miting salyieha and lilmissnana ferst at yishun mrt..n maybe adil miting me at sengkang ferst..idk la si biol tu..hahahahs..bbl otp mcm org mabok..lol...gaahh! still havent buy present for irahh..hmmm..dhen after dhe bdae party..miting shakila at chompang cc..maybe she sliping over at my hous..but she say dat she segan..so up to her urhh...k ah ppl..dats it...i so dhe malas..tc~
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"ii've nvr missed eu tis much!!

gaaahh!!

my lyfe would suck wifout eu~"

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 10:10 PM

dat is dhe dogtag dat i've engraved for hym..haiyaaa...so yeah..today as usual...go skool..im 2 mins early to skool today..didnt tok much to dearest today....n yeahhhh..got 1 funny thing happen in skool today morning..wakakakakakkaka..i cant stop laughing sia..there is tis old teacher..he lead dhe morning prayers..read reflection..dhen dhe councillors were suppose to take over for flag raising..but idk wat happen n dat same old teacher did dhe flag raising..dhe first tyme a teacher did flag raising..he was so damn funny sia..he sing majulah singapura semangat nak mampos..he get himself near dhe mic n make sure ppl hear hys voice..dhen dat one nemind...its tyme for dhe pledge.."we dhe citizen of singapore...*pause for lyk 5 secs* pledge ourself as one united ppl...*he lost hys words...n began to nod while dhe students continue to say dhe pledge..* *dhenn nod nod again* so as to achieve *pause* SIMPLICITY ...*nodnod again* THANK YOU..skola sedia" WAKAKAKAKAKAKASSS..since when got 'simplicity' in dhe pledge sia..his face was so funny when he nod..serious damn funneh..i wanted to burst to laughters sia..but i juz kip quiet..wakakakakakaks..dhen can say thankiew somore..for wat sia...saw hym around dhe skool..n i started laughing juz bcoz of dhe morning thingy..n im still laughing till now..hahahas..kk dah dahh.....so yeah..after skool..i went for detention..as yesterdae i didnt go..so yeah..
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met fadee..hehehe..we hug each other damn tite sia..wakakas..dhen eeda tag along..fadee blanjer la sey..mentang2 dah keje...huahuahua..aper lagy..me n eeda ask her to blanja us urhh..so yeah..went to kfc at CP..dhen walk around...dhen walk fadee to dhe bustop..dhen went to eeda hous...dhen went home..dhen go to shop as i wanna fotophotocopy some notes..dhenn eeda follow me back home..sit under dhe block..toktoktok..laughlaughlaugh...gossipgossipgossip...lol...tok about dat old teacher again n i starting laughing lyk mad woman..damn loud sia..coz i cannot tahan oredi..lol..dhen around 8..went back home..wash up...n blabla...sumone is buzy..so yeahh..
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i notice dat these days..i cant slip wifout my teddy..if my teddy went missing...i would go look for it lyk mad gerl..will oni get to slip when i hug it...later my younger sis will hide it from me..dhen when i found out..i will scold her lyk hell..dhenn now..mummeh noe dat i nid dat teddy by my side..she will put it aside for me n sumwhere its visible..heee...dat teddy mean alot to me la seyy..even though teddy is oni 6 days old..it has totally change my life..=]

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"Every little thing you do

Makes me wanna fall for you

And every time that I see you

It makes me wanna get close to you

I don't want you boy

I need you boy

I don't like you boy

I love you boy

You're not everything in the world

You're only the most precious things

You don't mean a thing to me

because you mean everything to me

No matter how I think of you

no one can compare next to you

You're all of that to me

Yes you are

Since that one look at your face

I've been waiting for our embrace

One touch of your hand

And I wanted you to understand

That

You're gotten me hooked honey

Now you're the only one in my world

Why can't I let you know?

That you're the only one that matters to me"

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 10:16 PM

TODAY WILL BE SUCH A LOOONGGG POST~
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haishh..im tired to post for today actually..but i got notink to do..so yeahh...yesterdae..skool was..idk..lyk weird...shiiny was bad mood n tok to nobody...dhen got ss common test paper back...failed VERY VERY VERY badly sia..got 3 out of 25...terok nak mampos sia...i nid to sit for a retest..so yeahh..dhen after skool..went back home..dhen nunu ask if i could follow her to hougang mall..so yeahh..mit her at hougang mall around 5 plus n adil tag along.. but he oni reach at around 6 plus..pai tao siol...hahahs..datang jer troz makan..haahas..dhen saw siti n mardino..she came over n i tok to her for awhile...dhen skali shobana was also there..hahas..me,adil n nunu juz look at them..lyk funneh sia..coz we r sitting at mcd..suddnly they all crowd at our table..geeee...but missed them though..primary skool frens..hehehe..sumer dah jady minah..lol..dhen they left..me, nunu n adil tok tok..laugh laugh...take picts...dhen went to dhe interchange while waiting for nunu's cuzzie...but at around 8 i left dhe place urhh..will be uploading dhe picts soon...waiting for deq nunu kuzz to send dhe pict...so yeahh..mummeh dun even noe i went out sia...gerek perhh..lol..if she noe...mampos..dhen after dat..felt so down..dunno y..emotional breakdown or maybe pms..idk ahh..seems lyk so many ppl bed mood sia today..my loved ones all bad mood..aiyoo..

dhen today..was late for skool..shiiny was ok oredi..sonia didnt come..lol..dhen had biology common test juz now..confirm fail..coz i really dun understand bout hormones..haiyaaa..dhen during physics..funneh siah tu mrs thiru..she kip on disturbing me sia...dhe whole class will look back n stare at my face..dhen laugh..tis was all becoz of my facebook name..'aiisha LURH'...she kip on saying dhe 'LURH' very loudly..n she say it in a sarcastic way..hahahahs...i oso laugh ahh..she pays he attention to me sia..alot! after one qn she will kol my name..'AIISHA LURH~" blablabla..dhen want to go off..she oni say bye to me.."AIISHA LURHH~ TAKE CARE HORR BUBBYE" all i do was smile..hahas..irritating..but now i juz change my facebook name..to "AIISHA NEWTON" HAHAHAS.. physics marhhh...so yeahh.. dhen it was maths..it was ok..i disturb2 ppl...ask ppl for sweets...act lyk smart alex..hand up work before other ppl do..hahahas.. dhen siiny started writing letter to me..coz she was bored..tis was how dhe letter goes..niways..i sit beside her sia..but still we ryte letter..for fun! nyehehe:D
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shiiny: i love u aiisha lurhh :) aiisha lurh wants to be a newton. aiisha loves to be wif shiiny:) but.... HAKIM STEAL MY BABY FROM ME! :( lalalalala~
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aiisha: but aiisha lurhh still lurve shiiny. coz shiiny is aiisha lurh'S babygurl..n hakiim is aiisha lurh's babyboy :D
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shiiny: stop lying! :(
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aiisha: ur head ah! ilysm!
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shiiny: yeah! i want chocolate, since i fall in love wif it :) buy for me:)
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aiisha: chocolate izit? hahahas...soon babygurl! muarkz!
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shiiny: aiiyaa...:) melanie eating sweet:) noty gerl:( dhen u have..i dun have..nvr give me..ahem...
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aiisha: u ask her la dear..hahahhas
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shiiny: aiishaaaa..im bored :( entertain meee....
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aiisha: how am i goin to entertain u in math class dear..want me to dance izit..hahahahs!!
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shiiny: i want to sing...i want to be a STAR...
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aiisha: *eyes open wide* weeeeeeee~ if u win an award..make sure say my name..or else...you die!!! wakakakas *evil*
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shinny: i dun want to say ur name..or else..audience will murder u..coz my voice not nice....lol....IM BORED! SHASHAKIM!
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aiisha: huh? wassup wif that shahaki,?! its sooooo rong..its aiishakiim..
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shiiny: NO! its aiishashwiiny!!! wakakaka!
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aiisha: k la...aiishashwiiny la..okeh babygurl...
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shiiny: haiya..i want to go home after skool sia..but dhen muz stay back in skool do ss test....
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aiisha: dhen wat? go home do wat? dun wan to stay in skool n spend tyme wif me izit??!!
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shiiny: dhen wat? u want me to book hotel n stay out wif u izit??!
~

aiisha: can wat..we can spend precious tyme together..*imagining*
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shiiny: ADAPAAVI! i want to complain to my bf * if i have one..blush! blush*
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aiisha: when will dat be eyh dear..i tink if u have bf ryte..ur bf will also join dhe fun! WAKAKA!
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shiiny: wateva! it will never happen! LOL! shiiny will be single.."i drink triple..i see double..and i remain single n humble"
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aiisha: *PUKE* yayayayaya....
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shiiny: dun talk nonscenes!
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aiisha: u ahh..tok nonscenes!!
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hahahahhas..dere's alot more..but i lazy to type ahhh..hahahs..see how crazy we can get...but dats notink..still got more crazy ones...hahahhas..

so yeahh..after skool suppose to go for detention..but i lazyy..so ii juz go to dhe class wif eeda n shiiny for our ss test...hahas..i took such a long tyme to answer all dhe qns...hehe..n in dhe end i got 13 out of 15..weeeeeeeeeeeee!
waited for eeda n shiiny to finish n left skool..n yeahh..as usual...bath..do housework..blablabla...dhen on lappy...heeeeeeeeeee =]
dats all..niways had mass run juz now...i loike! weeeeeeeeee~!
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"A BOY HAD CANCER AND HE HAD ONE MONTH TO LIVE.

HE LIKED A GIRL WORKING IN A CD SHOP VERY MUCH.

BUT HE DID NOT TELL HER ABOUT HIS LUV.

EVERYDAY HE WENT TO THE CD SHOP AND BOUGHT A CD ONLY TO TALK TO HER.
AFTER A MONTH HE DIED.

WHEN THE GIRL WENT HIS HOME AND ASKED ABOUT HIM,

HIS MOM TOLD THAT HE DIED AND TOOK HER TO HIS ROOM.....................................

SHE SAW ALL THE CD'S UNOPENED ...............

THE GIRL CRIED N CRIED N FINALLY DIED.

YOU KNOW Y SHE CRIED?

BCOZ SHE HAD KEPT HER OWN LUV LETTERS INSIDE THE CD PACKS. SHE ALSO LUVED HIM............."

moral of the story: if u love someone, say to him/her directly don't wait for the destiny to play the role..

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 8:11 PM

NO MOOD TO BLOG TODAY..WILL BLOG BOUT TODAY IN TMRW'S POST..GAAAAAAAAAAHH!

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 11:40 PM

ok..ferstly....i had no mood early in dhe morning...didnt feel lyk toking..seriously..i was diff..usually im dhe one hu will tok alot..gaahh..i dunno urhh..dhen shiiny n sonia seems to be very worried..dhen they kip on asking hows valentine's day..coz they noe i was damn excited for sat...but dhenn...i told them wad happen urhh..i oso dunno urhh...but overall..i did enjoy my valentines..hmmm...dhen started toking lyk normal..suddenly eeda make jokes wif me..geog class today was dhe best..hehehe...eeda..eeda..tak pasal2 aku kene tumbok ngan si yenton..hahahahs...coz i kip on laughing..wakakaka..dhen after skool had ss CT1 ...i really flop sia..idk wat to ryte..all blank..gaaahhh..dhen after dat..suddely it rain very heavily...walk back home slowly..was crying in dhe rain..gahh! dunno y...back home..n i was totally drenched...basah gyler...mumeh was lyk.."knape basah kuyup ni dear...dear dah makan dear? naper balek lambat dear.." all dhe dear..dear..came out sia..i was lyk puzzled siaa..haahas.."mummeh ok tak..apehal sey niee..tibe2 jekk.." "takder la dear..ader org sms u la dear..." dhen she laugh2.."huh? org sms?? saper??".."mataer kau urh..hakiim..saper lagy..takkan kau ader bnyk mataer.."dhen i was lyk..." mataer? biler mase mataer seyy..kiter kawan jer la mummeh..aiyoooo" dhenn mummeh juz smile..wateva la eyhh...so yeah..dhen dearest on hys fm..n blablabla....read tis...

S says:
nt lau i nk uat 21st bdae basH..ade dua merajok king paling muke..tk best seyy..HEE

P says:
u mean?

S says:
ya la.. if i wanna make a bdae party..i will for sure invite budak2 fm kan..kan mcm tk best if theres ppl who don like each other
P says:
n for you to noe rite..i dont campur bdk2 fm sey..dari dulu..drg ajak kuar i dont join =)
S says:
im not saying about fm gathering..its 'bdae' party
P says:
ya lah
S says:
not fm organisation kinda stuff
P says:
kan u kol all djs
S says:
tkn i invite u tk nk dtg kan
P says:
i wont come..seriously..n sori btw
S says:
tkpe..thanks for e info so tht i wont waste my time inviting u..HAHA..siak2

mepek tol tu 'P' hahahs...niways..ni bukan me chat..ni my fren urhh..she was semangat save dhe convo n send it to me..hahahs. n 'P' is a guy..kalau tak campor budak fm..asl jady DJ kat fm?? asl masok fm?? asal bobal ngan budak fm?? siao keper...beh si S..hahahas...klakar sakkk...kk..dah dahhh...shhhh~!

"A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty..and he said no. She asked him if he would want to be with her forever and he said no. She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he replied with a no.

She had heard enough. As she walked away, tears streaming down her face..the boy grabbed her arm and said....
You're not pretty you're beautiful.
I don't want to be with you forever.

I NEED to be with you forever.
And I wouldn't cry if you walked away...

I'd die... "

~SHOOO SHWEET~

ps. dearest...dhe person im talking about in dhe previous post is not u kay..dun worry..i do understand...we juz nid a lil more tyme..ily my one n only kambeng! *winks*

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 7:26 PM

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY TO EVRYONE...

ESP TO ALL MY LOVED ONES..

cant update my blog yesterdae as i was back at home around 1 plus in dhe morning..so yeah...it was such a long day yesterdae..in dhe morning..around 10 plus hakiim fetch me under my block..so yeah..while walking towards dhe lrt station, saw mummeh riding her bicycle sia...i juz ignore her..scared sia..i noe she saw us..so juz took dhe lrt..dhen change to take mrt...nyehehe..he do love making me laugh..=] dhen when we arrived at vivocity we juz walk around........dhenn waited for irwan n mona to come..coz we r goin on a double date...me n hakiim..irwan n mona...while waiting for them...we saw lilmissnana n boykia..hahas..idk ah..lyk funneh likedat..i mean lilmissnana's reaction..she came soo close to me..dhen they left..dhen irwan n mona came...n we went off to golden village..dhe queue was super long...but tanx to irwan for booking dhe ticket dhe day before..tanx yaw...dhen went for lunch at long john silver..hakiim blanjer la sey..wakaka..dhen after dat we rush back to golden village to catch our movie..."the wedding game"..it was a nice one..dhe movie was hilarious..especially dhe saiful apek part..hehe..but dhen skali mummeh call sia..she ask wat tyme im coming home..dhen i say dat im in dhe middle of dhe movie..dhen she say ok n put down dhe fon..dhenn...when dhe show ended....its tyme for me to go off..coz i nid to attend shakila's engagement..so from vivo i went straigh to yishun..hakiim say dat he wanted to send me but suddenly he's fren call hym dhen i dunno ahh..he went off at outram park..

when i reached yishun i was lost..not really lost ahh..lolz..its juz dat i dunno where dhe place is..called mummeh n she ask me to take bus no 800..dhen i go drop down at dhe wrong place...dhen meera called..blablabla..i decided to take cab..much easier..so yeahh..when reach at dhe place..erm...no comment ahhh...i dunno dat shakila's bro had engage oredi last yr sia..dhen tis shakila..she's turning 18 tis yr actualli..dhen i saw shakila..she was god damn gorgeous..serious..but her fiancee..was too old for her ahh..not becoz he is ugly urh..i dun really mind if he is ugly..its juz dat...i really love my cousin..i dun wan her to suffer later..her fiancee seems to be in a gangster society..tattoo all over..n quite rude..but i juz kept quite..suddenly i found a chance to tok to shakilla..while toking to her..she cried..i pity her sia..gaahh! wats happening sia? is my uncle crazy? haishh..wateva babe..juz be happy..i will be here..dhen hug her..n left...

went off to tan tock seng hospital to visit mak besar esah..actually i wanna go home..but dhen mummeh force..so yeah..tired sia....dhen blablabla...around 10 plus we went off from hospital..dhen we took uncle harris fren's small bus..gerek sia...he on hindi songs damn loud..but really2 nice hindi song..lyk those pub songs..dhen he drive dhe bus at a very fast speed..serious..i mean very very fast..if u close ur eyes...its as if u r riding a roller coaster..my dad was dancing in dhe bus somore..hahas..lots of laughters..we went for a singapore tour..hahas..gerek abez...dhen when dhe driver drove dhe bus, he make dhe bus shake lyk following dhe beats of the song..dunno how he does it..hahas..dhen around 1 plus he sent us home..weeeeeeeeeeeeee~! home sweet home~ changed..n went to sleep...

ouh ya..before dat..mummeh told me dat she saw me n hakiim..dhen she ask wats hys name..where he schoolin..where he stay..n some other stuff..but i juz say to mummeh dat he is juz my fren..a close one..its dhe truth wat...dhen she wasnt angry..she seems to be a lil bit understanding..dhen she gave advice n stuff..so yeah..tanx mummeh.. i love u =] even though she's crazy at some tymes...

niways...hakiim..tanx fer dat teddy bear..really appreciate it..eventhough u bought for me at dhe very last minute..i do appreciate it..thanks for dhe food..dhe movie...dhe tyme we spent together..sory dat we have to rush becoz of me..or else we could have spent more tyme camwhoring n sit around juz lyk wad mona n irwan did..but..tyme is juz jealous of us.. we might not be a couple yet..but i still do lurve u..hope dat u love my famous amos cake..dhe engraved dogtag..dhe couple keychain..n dhe card i made..dats all dat i can afford..if oni i could buy love..i would have bought it..but dhenn..as we all noe..nobody could buy a sincere love..missed dhe tyme we spent..really missed it...niways..irwan n mona..tanx to u guys too...it was nice meeting both of u =]

"euu left me wif a confusion"

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 1:26 PM

today..in skool..had food rationing..dhe bread they give was...ewww..dhenn...saw balloon evrywhere..wakakaka..headwire sia aiishaa..coz aiishaa is a balloon lover..lol...n i get to sell all dhe balloons until it is out of stock!! weeeeeeeeee~!... ive done my part..got more dhen $140..hehehe...dhenn had wat eyhh...i forget oredi urhh..dhe saddest part is dat..all my close frens r not wif me...wat sia...shiiny was sick..dhen sonia had camp dhen eeda is in dhe other class...dhen one by one dhe juniors came n give me sweets..chocolates..lollipos..n BALLOONS!! hahas..after dat..stay back to decorate our cca room...im not incharge but im dhe one doin it all..i make it damn nice ahh..serious...i arrange evrytink n make it spacious...nice! lol...dhen by 3 plus im back oredi..dhenn went to compasspoint wif lil sis..i wanna collect my stuff dat ive ordered..nyehehehe...so yeahhh....i hope he lyks it..i really dunno wad else to buy sia..n im damn excited for tmrw sia..im not joking siaaa....wakakakaka....missed hym! sumone else ask me out tmrw sia..dhen i told hym dat i cant n stuff..n told hym dhe TRUTH...before i said all tis..he kip on asking if i could be hys..dhen i said no coz im going to be wiff sumone else..he sounded different after dat..idk ahh..lyk malas want to layan me now..anitink urhh..at least i told hym dhe truth..no secrets...told saly sumtink..oni she noe how i sacrifice for dat person....So yeahhh..

feeling sooo nervous for tomorrow..at dhe same tyme..im excited..lol..nid to wake up early tmrw..yeahhh...im sleepy but cant get to sleep..lol..mepek siaa...alarmak..hungry siaaa...k ahh....tata ppl...happy vdae in advance!!!! weeeeeeeeeeee~!

"we dun always have much tyme together as we'd like,

but there are many times everyday when my thoughts turn to euu.

ii dun always take dhe tyme to tell euu how much ii lurve euu,

but ii hope euu noe how very much i do..."

Labels: can't help but wait

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 8:56 PM

haizzzzzz~! shiiny didnt come to skool la deyyyy!! gaaahh!! hope she gets well soon...hahahs..niways...ive notice dat i always starts my post about shiiny...aiyahh..nemind urh...hehehehez..so yeahh..had physics juz now...now MRS TITI (mrs thiru) call me AII AII..lol...wat sia...but ok urhh..now dhen ppl start calling me aii..no more sha..geeezz....dhen had maths...MARK CHAN IS ALWAYS FUNNEH..he so crazy sia..while teaching maths,he suddenly tok bout sumtink else...

mr chan: ive enter a woman before!

class: huh?? enter a woman???!!??

mr chan: hahahas..all panic sia...i enter dhe statue of liberty wat..she's a woman wat~

class: wah siao ahhhh~

mr chan: ive gone from her below all dhe way to dhe up *in a noty way*

class: Laughing Our Asses Off!!!

wats up wif hym sia...hahahas..niways..dhe pict on top if my pict wif sonia DUBAY in maths class! mr chan was way too lenient ahh...he let us eat in class..take picts..n more..u rawks mann!!hahahhas..
niways..after skool..there is maths common test..main hentam jer sak..n there is not enough tyme! gaahh!! dun have tyme to check ans somore...mepek siaa....dhen after dat went to compasspoint wif sonia...coz i ask her to follow me as i wanna buy sumtink...nyehehehehe! sonia!!!! tanx yaww...i will be going crazy finding for things if werent wif me juz now...hahahahas...buy quite a number of things...all within my budget..i was lyk a rich gurl before i came to CP..but when im back home..im a bankrupt gurl oredi..nyahahaha..coz got 1 of dhe thing cost me a BOMB! serious siaaaa...kk..dah dahh...friday...n its SATURDAE!! lol...haishhhh...gdnytez ppl=]

"I can't wait to see you

I can't wait to be with you

Loving you is all I want to do"

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 9:17 PM

i was kinda worried for shiiny dear today..coz she is unwell but she still come to skool..dhen i ask her to go home..but she refuse..dhen i force her..so yeah..at last she went back..maths was fun today..mr mark chan was funneh..hahahas...even though he's kinda gay..=x..sonia took a video of hym summore..he kip on saying, "ohhh..goodgood..oh..goodgood!" to me..hahahs..siow..aper yg good pon tak tau..

so yeahh...tmrw going shopping! i have dhe money oredi but idk wat to buy...i tink have sumtink in mind...nyehehe..secret~~whheeewhhoo~! cant wait siaa! zoooooooooooom~~~!

niways..to dat person..no matter wat happens..i will still be there for u..i treat u lyk my close fren..so if there's anitink..u can turn to me..dun worry..i wont scold u..i will try my best to help u..but i cant promise dat i would solve it..its juz dat..i will be a gd listening ear for u..i love u:D

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~! tingtingting~ thursday,friday n its SATURDAY!! i wish sat would come earlier..but when dhe day comes..i wish i could make dhe time slower so dat we can spent more tyme together..haishh..sabar shaa..sabar....nyehehehehe! gdnyte ppl..niways peeps..dhe pict on top, i juZ edit it..so sorry if its not nice..got notink to do urhhhh....weeeeeee~!

"You may never know how important you are to me or how much I care for you, but you are and you will always be. Bare in mind that I couldnt afford to lose someone I've learned to care about so much."

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 9:38 PM

weeeeeeeeeeeee~!

shiiny dear was finally in skool!!

miss her much la deyy..

so yeahh..i love tuesdays coz i got 4 free periods..

n i only nid to bring things for ss n maths..

coz i oni have ss,maths n malay today..

wheewhooo~!

nyehehehe...

after skool..went to compasspoint with shiiny dear...

we planned to go to yishun wif sonia darlink but..

it was canceled..

so me n shiiny were catching up wif each other's lyfe..

hahas..so much to tok..

n she scolded me juz now..

hahahas...

she scold me so dat i can be a better person n

its becoz she love me :D

i love her loads!!!

weeeeeeeeeeeeee~!

n hell ya!!!

shiiny!! tanx alot horr!!!

i cant wait to go out on sat!!!

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

miting dat person,dat person n dat person~

lol..

niways shiiny dear has been a great help:D

haishhhhh..

niways..miss hym loads horrr..

coZ it has been a long long tyme since i see hys face..

hehehe...

awak senyum nampak manis ahh :P

kk..shaa diam!

dats all...weeeeeeeeee~!

"I don’t care if the people say that my love for you is mad.

We don’t need their company.

Do you?"

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 7:14 PM

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

nyehehe..

school wasnt bad after all...i wasnt late!!

kekekeke~

so yeah..

we had maths...ouh ya..

niways my shiiny dear as absent! gaah!

coz she stayed up for thaipusam yesterdae..dats y..

so sonia darlink sit wif me during maths class...

lol..

we tok n tok..

sonia...sonia..

wif pradeep pandey..since last year..got prob..

suddenly zppear in ur lyfe again..

n u can tahan type out a very god damn long post yesterdae??

siao ahh..lol..

hope evrytink is fine darlink..

next we had P.E.

n played soccer again..

it was fun!! awesome!! lol..

kip on wining..

but dhe last match was..gaahh!!

me n sonia hated it coz of some ppl..

but we win overall!! woohoo..

i didnt noe janice could play dat well..

nyehehehez..

next up..

english..

boring as usual..

gosh! now dhen i remember dat i must mit mrs lau for dhe consent form!!!

haiyaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

dhen next!!!!!

CIKGU MOLYYATI WAS ABSENT!!!!

weeeeeeeeeeee~

2 free periods n off to recess..

dhenn it was geog..OH GOD!! NOW DHEN I REMEMBER I MUZ PASS UP GEOG HW BY DHE END OF DHE DAY!!

I TOTALLY FORGOT BOUT IT!!!!

aiishaa..aiishaa...

god pls save me!! gaaahh!!

next...its BIO!!

ms charles lesson..was merepek!

she was so annoying today..

she use to be very nice..

idk urhhh...

dhen it was FnN..but ive drop dat sub..

so dhe last two periods im free...

nyehehehehe~ tok2 wif MELLOW..

actually her name is melissa low..

but in short form i call her dat..

nyehehe..she ahh..spoil ppl name oni..

wakakakaka~

dhenn...eat wif eeda.....

wait til 3.30...

dhenn off to CCA~~~

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

eeda molester sia! she keep on touching my *tooot*

lol

dhen dat tyme MR ALI was tokin to her..

dunno la..they tok bout when dhe other members coming..

dhen i say..

"kan dah 4.10 sayang.........."

dhen eeda turn n look n at me n burst into laughters!!

wakakakaka!

i was tokin to her but she tot i was tokin to ALI!

hahahahaaha!

want to kol ALI sayang for wat sia..siao oredi..

dhen now she kip on saying dat me n ALI were couple! gaaahh!

hahahas..but dat tyme was funney:D

niways....

announcement PPL!!

my cca teacher is asking each of dhe CCA members to

sell dhe 'fly2' heart shape balloon for valentines at $2 each..

must sell all sia!!

gaahh!

who is going to buy for $2??

except for me laa..but i oni want 1..not 20..hahahas

SO..IF THERE IS ANYBODY HU WANT TO BUY BALLOON..PLEASE TELL ME..

N PLEASE HELP ME...

DUNN WAN TO GET SCOLDED BY DAT WOMAN!!

IM SOOOOOO HAPPY TODAY..

DUNNO Y..

NIWAYS......

I MISS ADAM LA SEYY!!

GAAAHHHH!!!

when can i see hym??

i suddenly tot of hym siaaaaaaaaa!!!

"the truth is more important than dhe facts"

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 7:04 PM