Friday, February 27, 2009
Labels: i hate eu; i miss hym
finally i get to on my lappy siaaa..i dunno y mummeh confiscate my lappy for 2 days..i ask her dhen she say.."if can,abah will only let u use dhe lappy 3 day per week oni.." i was lyk wat dhe heck??!!trying to control my lyfe?? gaaahh! i shall start wif wat happen on wednesday dhenn...... `
on wednesday..i was super sick..super tired..super lazy to go to skool...so i didnt go..mummeh force me to go to dhe doctor dhen go n make passport but i juz say dat i dun have dhe mood to even go out...i juz wan to slip siaa...so dat is wat i did..i slept...dhen clean dhe house..dhen slip again..dhen do dhe laundry...dhen slip again dhen skali dat nazri kol...alermak tu budak ahh...irritating urhh..i juz dun understand hym siaa..he loves treating me lyk a small kid.. `
nazri: hello u ngah watper?me: watching tv..nazri: dah makan?me: blom.nazri:erm..okme: wat were u doin before kolling me?nazri:watching tv jer..me: ok i guess u juz continue watching tv kays...bye..----toot----
i juz put down dhe fon lyk dat siaa...dhennnnn...*beep* there's one msg..`nazri: wats up wif u? y put down dhe fon juz lyk dat? dah la! dun ever msg or kol me ever again!!!
me: erm..sorry la..
nazri: u r juz being so rude! even my frens dun do lyk dat!
me: erm..ok..sorry `
dhen no more msg..i dun really care actually...dats how he treat me last tyme wat..so yeahhh..... `
thursday..
went to skool n sonia was absent..notink much...after skool had to do CIP at ST Luke's elderly care which is located at hougang area i guess..from 2 to 5pm..we had a one way transport..about 15 of my classmates went n there's tis huge bus sending us there..lol..will upload dhe picts soon...heee...now most of my skoolmates kol me 'aiisha LURH'..becoz of mrs thiru...n juz becoz of my facebook name...ive change my name oredi kays guyssss...no more 'LURH'..heee..i dunno y i am so hyper..i started singing..n dancing...make ppl laugh..n i juz realised dat i had some prob with my '3' ..i pronouce it as thwie..gaahh! even dat day my fm frens make fun of me becoz of 'three'..come lets take a pict! one...two...thwiee..!!..dhen they laugh! gaahh! dhen i dance lyk wat dhe down syndrome guys perform dhe other day..lol..im making a fool of myself..but its ok...im making ppl laugh =] sonia..u missed dhe way i dance sia!! lol! dhen went back home wif shiiny dear~ saw kahirul...n he say hi..soi juz smile back..dhen when shiiny left..i went up to hym n ask hym which skool he's going to..dhen he say dat he's goin to NYP..taking nursing..lol..khairul? nursing? hmmm....hahas..ok urhh..dhen went back home........niways..i tot dat someone dun wan to tok to me animore wat.skali nazri kol me again....... `
nazri: u ngah watper syg?me: ermmm...notink much..juz lazing around..y? n kol me syg? for wat sia??nazri: i was juz asking la dear..i tak leh panggil u syg? kan i ngah tunggu u jady matair i..me:*puke* erm..u syg i as wat?nazri: as a fren..im juz granting someone's wish......me: granting someone's wish? hu's wish? wats dhe wish?nazri: dunno ah..dat sumone..juz ask me to love her as a fren oni..i wanted more..but..u noe...me: erm........ouhhkaaaaaaaaaayy...*dhen started to have no mood*nazri: so tomorrow u skooling? me: yup..nazri: im not working tomorrow..me: ok..nazri: want to mit on saturday?me: nope.nazri: why nope?me: cannot.nazri: y cannot?me: dunno.nazri: y dunno?me: dunno ahhhh.nazri: ehk u aper sal nie skg? klau u nak majok..sory ehk..i tak pandai pujok..*lyk scolding lyk dat*me: majok? nak majok watper sia?? apersal ngan u sak??nazri: im juz saying..u dun ever aspect me to pujok u. im not good at it. i juz dun understand ppl wif diffrent kind of character..i seriously dun understand..me: *lost* huh?? aper yg u bbl nie? wth???nazri: if u want to act lyk a child, i guess u have dhe rong person sia me: act lyk a child..hey look..u r 22..im 17...frankly..i oso dun understand u! so u dun bother to understand me!nazri: u giler eyh? asal bbl mcm org giler nie?me: *bertambah lost* i?? gyler?? i tot u r dhe one hu's crazy! not me sia! if u wanna tok shiate! u oso got dhe rong person sia!!nazri: ehk..org patotnyer blur pagy2 buta..bukan malam2 tau tak!me: aku blur? aku ker kau sia? aper masalah kau? dah dah..u juz go eat ur medicine n go to slip urhh..bye urhhnazri..erm..ok..._10 secs of silence coz im waiting for hym to put down dhe fon_nazri: ermm..ok urhh..pape u msg me jer urhh....me: bye..nazri: msg me tau..me: bye..nazri: EH ALAMAK!! I TELL U TO MSG ME,N U SAY BYE BYE BYE..SAY OK OR WAT URH..ALAMAKK! *in a very angry tone*me: wah sial ahhknazri: aper? aper u nak ckp??me: dah ahk..takder pape urhh..gy makan obat u pon cantek ahh..bye..~put down dhe fon~i feel lyk shouting sia!! now tell me hu is crazy?? he is crazy n he is making me crazy! lyk tis wan to be my bf? i guess we cant even last for 1 day sia..asek gadoh jek...haish..bingit ahhhh! `
so...today...had skool as per norm..after skool had award ceremony rehearsal...dhen went to rivervale mall wif eeda coz she want to buy ingredients....she wanna make a burfdae cake for Joe (her bf)..so yeahh...dhen went back to my house if there is caster sugar..dhen went back to rivervale mall to buy caster sugar coz i dunno where i put mine..dhen went back to skool coz ive forgotten to submit my form..dhen went back home..dhen dat nazri sms me...now..im juz ignoring hym..so tired to entertain hym...i can go crazy man... `
N DAMN!! I MISS DEAREST MORE THAN EVER!! SERIOUS!! ALOT SIA!! CAN I HUG U?? haiyaaaaaaaaa~................ `"So here I am all by myself thinking of eu..nobody else...There is a feeling inside and as hard as I try it just won't go away..Having to face each night alone..Knowing that eu are the one with the love that I need..And I miss eu more each day..So many feelings emotions running away with me Cos it's you that I believe in and I love this one so deep"
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥