Thursday, February 5, 2009
i was late!! didnt go to skool!! gaahh!! i want to go!!! mummeh is driving me crazy! im fine! aiya...i juz wan to make today's blog short n simple. dun wan to drag it. watching american idol now. i dunno wat to say nimore. im juz so bored. bored of sitting at home. doing all the housework. gaahh!! dearest! i miss u! i miss my shiiny! i miss my SD! i miss my eeda! i miss them! gaaaahh! i want a hug from them tomorrow!!! but i cant have a hug from dearest..gaahh! muz wait...lalalalala~`"Before I met you I had no clue what love was..all I cared about was myself. Then we found each other and I truly found out what love was. Food lost its flavor, the whole world became hazy to where I don't even remember much of what happened. The only thing that mattered was you and being able to put my arms around you. We didn't even need to say anything, just stand next to each other and share our body heat. My true weakness was in his smile. His face made me realize that everything was ok in the world and I honestly thought that this had to be heaven. But then when he left me it was honestly the worst feeling in the world. I felt like dieing, no, worse, I felt like dieing 1000000 times or ripping my heart out of my chest hoping and praying that if I did that I wouldn't hurt so much. Loosing a lover is the worst feeling in the world and it does the worst things to you. Now..ive got him back. I juz don't want to loose him ever again or else......."
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥