haishh...felt very weak today n seriously got no mood to update..n lyk i said..i wanna be gone..but..yeah..i juz remembered dats its sumone bdae today la seyy.. i dun want to act as if he dun mean anitink to me. dear fren, i nvr forget bout u okeh..so..today is nash bdae =]Happie burfdae to Mohamed Nashrudin=]
known as naz..
gee..
org tu dah 17 urh seyy..
niways nash bowl, ive nvr forget bout u.
for ppl's info..
he's dhe one hu cheer me up last tyme when i was on my downs..
ouhkay folks..i guess i have to end evrytink ryte now..i can lie to evrybody but i cant lie to myself..i can act as if i have forgotten bout hym n dun care bout hym..but dhe truth is i miss hym very much n i cant afford to loose hym. but i noe..in my presence..its hard for hym to move on if i kip on bothering hym. i have not slept dhe whole nite ysterdae coz ive been tinking bout tis. maybe i should juz go somewhere dat is far. or juz kip myslf quiet. for god sake, its hard for me to forget u. but for ur happiness, i shall juz dissappear. i noe dat with or without me by ur side,it wont make any difference. u dunno how special u r to me. u dun noe how much pain i have to encounter. i dun even noe y i should fall for a person lyk u. gaah! its damn embarassing to tell evrytink. but i have too. i juz wana say in tis post dat..u all wont see me for a long tyme. i want all of u to take care. dun worry about me. treasure those hu lurve u. gd luck for evrytink. hope all of u find ur own happiness soon. dats all. ` love, aiisha. -dhe old aiisha is dead n gone- bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
10:23 PM
Saturday, March 21, 2009
damn it! seriously..i cant take it animore..i tot dat im tired of crying but dhen..ryte now..i juz cant stop it from flowing..dhe lurve for u is juz too deep..way too deep sia..nobody noe how much i lurve u..but dhen..i dun wan juz becoz of tis stupid feelings..our frenship is not as close as last tyme..i really do miss all our laughters when we were together..y sia..y am i so stupid to wait for a guy hu dun even wan me? y? after all dhe tears dat u have made, y do i still wait for u? y do i miss u? gaaaah!! but dhen, at dhe same tyme, i dun wan u to be force in to dhe relationship. i dun wan u to accept me juz becoz of sympathy.. i dun wan dat. i juz want an endless n sincere love which come ryte from dhe heart..but dearest..maybe..we should juz forget bout dat.. i noe i cant..i seriously cant..but its for ur own good..if u lurve her..juz go to her..juz act as if ive nvr enter into ur heart..i will juz pretend dat im a mad woman hu is yearning for ur lurve but..i juz cant have it. i tried to lurve other guy. i tried to forget bout u. i tried evrytink dat i could. but i FAIL!! u noe y? do u noe y i fail? dhe reason is, my lurve for u is juz way to deep dat nobody can ever replace. u r dhe ferst person hu can make me feel tis way. i can swear dat u r dhe only guy dat can touch my heart. i cant hold tis any longer.. i juz nid to let it out. if can, i would juz wan to say it straight to ur face. but i dun have dhe strenght. i could be rong. maybe we r juz not destinied to be together. idk. dhe tought of u can make me go crazy sia. haix ! i stil do remember dhe ferst tyme we communicate..7 december..it has been 105 days.. still remember dhe ferst tyme i met u.. dhe ferst tyme u to sing to me.. dhe ferst tyme i hug u.. i guess i gotta end it all here.. i have to force myself to throw it far far away. i dun mind if i dun find lurve..maybe u have found urs.. im still searching for it but to be frank,maybe i should juz forget bout love. "im not ready for a relationship" maybe i should juz use dat sentence. n would juz make dat guy wait. maybe all dhe love has gone. i would not want animore love. gaahh! love is no longer in my dictionary. dearest, tanx for makin me feel tis way. tanx for evrytink. ur teddy is still wif me. i shall juz kip it as memories. dhe movie ticket is still in my wallet. maybe i should juz throw it away. im confused. i dunno wad to do. maybe i shall juz rest my mind. n dun tink bout anitink. seriously, my lyfe had been so fucked up these day. i hate tis feeling. dhe feeling of someone leaving u alone slowly..overall..its not ur fault. it mine. becoz i have such a stupid brain n didnt use it to tink at all. dat is y i lead such a stupid lyfe where my own cousin didnt accept my weaknesses..where my frens didnt respect me. juz wanna tanx u once again. to make me feel dhe real love. dhe love which is vary hard to erase. dhe love which need alot of sacrifices..n yeah. I HATE YOU!! but i do still lurve u. no matter how much i hate u. i will still be there for u. even sometimes i feel as if im a toy gurl. dhe gurl whom u will only tok to when u were lonely.i noe im fat n ugly n no one would wan me. there is no way i could find it. thanks. dats is how i feel. gaaaaaaah!!
just came back ferom dhe stadium..it was damn fun n yeahhhhh.....TAMPINES ROVERS WIN SIOT!! me n partner pekik2 mcm org gyler sampai org laen tngok kiter..wakakaka..kk..im tired..will blog tmrw. =] weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~! bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
11:36 PM
Thursday, March 19, 2009
FINALLY!!! lol...i had no tyme to blog yesterdae as i was super duper tired sia..yesterdae was dhe most stressing day ever sia..serious..i haven't been dat stress before..early in dhe morning ive woke up n cook for dhe picnic at sembawang park..dhen luckily my cousin was here..diyana help me to sweep dhe floor n tidy dhe room coz she dun even noe how to cook at all..i was streaa dat tyme coz i scared dat dhe mee wont taste nice..so yeahh..after dat..mit babyirahh at yishun interchange..followed by meera...dhen took dhe bus to sembawang dhen took another one more bus to dhe park..dhen was stress about dhe picnic..how was it going to be..dhen when we reached..yayagoth was already there...dhen we found a place to sit urhh..it was near to a pit where there was some navalbase sec peeps were there..dhen while sitting around saw a snake behind yaya..lol..dhen while irahh was arguing wit laydeejoker on dhe fon..a guy fron dhe pit came up to me n ask for my number coz hys fren wants it..i kip on askin hym if he didnt ask dhe rong person..dhen he conferm dat its me..but too bad..i dont have a fon..so yeahh..dhen he went off..aper sajer la..dhen yeah..things gets very bored as dhe other ppl came late..serious..wasted 3 hours at dhe park...dhenn mistake.mis, apeez AsASin, lyanababy, izah syg kamu n lyana's cuzin came..dhen followed by babyshorty n dollysaki..dhen nas larh kann n her 2 imesh guy fwen..dhen my daughter(lilmissnana), my adeq (nunu) n fanana..dats is when i discover dat they did not bring water at all sia..cumer ader mee goreng n hotdog yg aku bawak..i was damn stress sia dat tyme..i got no more money to buy..dhen deq nunu n daughter suggest to ask $2 from evryone..malu sark..but wad to do..nak tanak..kene jugak..dhen after collecting dhe money..me n fanana went off to buy water...dhen we saw atoi waiting for dhe bus to sembawang park..he ask if there's food or not..dhen i say of coz have urhh..coz there's no plate at all..dat y they havent started eating..so yeah..after buying dhe water..we went back to dhe interchange to take dhe bus back to dhe park..dhen we saw DL..so we took dhe bus together wif her..then there's this stop..atoi board dhe bus..dhen me n fanana was puzzled..coz he was suppose to be park already coz he took dhe bus before us..dhen atoi say dat he drop off at dhe rong bustop..lol..mepek sia..when we reach at dhe park..bof of my cuzzins were there..meera wanna go off coz she sae she wanna mit her fren..dhen diyana wanna go off oso..but of coz cannot sia..she dunno dhe way back home..i ask her to follow me back to dhe picnic area..dhen she say dat she dun want..she say dat she will wait for me at dhe bustop..dhen i say after i put dhe water i will go home..it was already 7 plus..when i reach at dhe picnic area..they all ask me to wait for a while..dhen i wait lorr...after drinking dhen i wanna go back.they force me to stay but i say dat i really cant urhh...so yeahh...salam one by one n gave very very tiight hug to daughter, deq nunu, babygurl, bs larlink n dolly..hee...dhen wen to dhe bustop..n jengjengjeng..diyana wasn't there..i was danm super stress sia..i tot dat she has gone home by herelf..maybe she's angry wif me or wat urhh..dhen i waited dhe bus for 30 mins sia...dat time i was damn scared sia..i was all alone n saw sumtink dat i've not wish to see..gaah! lagy aku takot siot..dhenn..during dhe long journey back home, i was damn worried for diyana urhh..it was only her second day in singapore n how would she find dhe way back to my home..dhen mummeh's extra fon was not wif me n i cant remember anybody's number..blur siot..i was really hoping dat diyana have reached home..skali...gaah!! she wasn't at home siaaaa!! dat tyme i was really lyk mad woman seyy..i was crying..dhen nyai ask where diyana..i told her dat diyana went to dhe shop..padehal tak..dhen i was really2 crying sia..dhe i go round n round dhe estate..i dunno how many times sia...i feel lyk i wanna kill myself..so i went back home again n ask lil bro to follow me..seriously,if lil bro wasnt there i would have killed myself oredi sia..dhen i remembered dat i save evrybody's number in my lappy...so went back home again ..n found dat mummeh confiscated my lappy n i dunno where is it..damn it sia..i shouted lyk mad woman siaaa..dhen went down again wif lil bro..dhen i ecame so restless urhh...it was already 9.30 seyy..mummeh will be home anytime..dhen i was crying under dhe block..lil bro ask me wat happen n where's diyana..dhen i told hym dat diyana was lost..dhen lil bro was speechless.. i dunno wat else to say urhh..lil bro kip on asking me stupid questions..dhen i ask hym to shuddup..dhen i oni remembered dearest number..thank god sia..serious..i ran to dhe public fon n call hym..dhen i ask hym for daughter's number..coz he dun have babyirahh's number..dhen called daughter..dhen daughter say her pp8 low..she ask me to kol babyirahh..so ask for her number dhen call..i was crying on dhe fon sia... ` me:"irahhh!!! my cousin hilang!!!!!" irahh:"huh? hilang? dier ader sbelah i nie.." me:huh????? ` blablabla..malas nak citer.. kes diyana ilang dah abes..but skg lagy satu prob..wat should i say to my parents..they r so god damn irritating yesterday night..diyana oni reached home at 12 sia..she was scared to take dhe bus alone..adoi..dhen reached home..she was happy..ley senyum2 sak..hahas..we salahkan each other..dhen oni mummeh understand dhe storey..wakakakas..funny sia..she tell evrytink dat happen..hahas..dhen talk to her till 4 am..penat siot..layankan jer urhh... ` dhen today mummeh ajak gy vivo n compasspoint..she blanja us alot of things..weeee~! abah called n make sure diyana is wif us..lol..he ask me to hold her hand wherever i go..maepeks..hahas..dhen saw shasharina n shakinah wif her 3 guy frens at vivo..dhen saw faezah n fatin at compasspoint..met alot of ppl along dhe way urhh..mummeh say dat wherever i go there must be ppl which i noe..lol..juz smile lor..dah terserempak..nak buat camner..mummeh wanna go tampines but i was damn tired oredi..so yeah...went back home..n guess wat..tomorrow im going to watch soccer at jalan nbesar stadium! weeeeeeeeeee~! for dhe first tyme mummeh let mego sia..maybe im going wif partner n diyana..lol..together wif wak anoi's family urhh..coz they r tampines rovers supporters..so yeah..free transport sia..wheewhoooo! ` niways..missed dearest lorr..he came abit later..haishh...n yeah..seriously... yesterday afternoon was really mendak..sampai meera tak tahan..dhen when meera went off n when its getting darker..it was damn fun but i had to go off..gaah! niways..tahanx to dhe ppl hu came..really appreciate it ots..saper yg termakan part mee yg basi..sory ehk..aku masak pagy2..dhen korng makan tyme maghrib mcm maner tak basi..dhe others say dat its nice but apeez is dhe one hu say dat its basi..ntah la..gasak...hee..n yeah...tomorrow for dhe soccer match..nid to wear yellow sia..n i dun have a yellow shirt except for dhe sec 2 camp t-shirt! gaah! nid to find one sia!!! take care peepz..tata~! ` to meera,im sorry coz ive wasted ur tyme..things didnt turn out how i expected to be..gaah! it was really a very bad day for me..but however after u left, evrytink change..lol..idk..but yeah..really sory..u can juz tell evrybody how bad it was n how stressful am i dat day..felt lyk breaking down but yeah..idk..niways tanx ferr coming. bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
8:25 PM
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
hMm...today morning woke up really early sia....was damn tired...pagy2 buta dah siap pi airport...dhenn...as we noe..lil sis vice principal was alyph(sleeq) mother..so yeahh..alyph was there too juz now..lol...haziq was lyk damn mentel sia...hello lil bro, u r a guy sia..wakaka...dhen haziq kip on saying dat alyph is cute..lol..so after dat went to have breakfast at abah's workplace..dhenn..went back home n online for a while.... ` dhen partner want to fetch me from home coz she say she wanna go to skool together wif me...so yeahh...spend tyme wif partner for awhile before going to skool...after cca..went back straight home n was surprised to see diyana..my cuz from jb..meera!m dat stupid boy's sister is here! wakakaka...n yeah..was damn excited urhh..it means dat i can go out till night maybe..hahas... ` im damn excited for tomorrow la seyy..hahas..we r goin for a picnic la seyyy!! woohooo!! called irahh n conferm things wif her...diyana is also following la seyy!! wheeewhoooo~! dhennn maybe meera following..to bowl eyhh...wakakas..meera..kau tny mak kau urhh..pape kau msg aku kat mak aku peh fon urhhh...evrytbody is invited okehh...gonna cook for tmrw siaa...hehe..mee goreng sudahh...hahas..diyana is soo irritating but entertaining..lol..wateva...i got to go..wakaka...see u when i see u horrr..taking care...
so yeahh...in dhe morning..went to skool for cca wif dhe kids! i noe..it crazy mann! brought kid,raudhah,nana n haziq along..kecoh sia..evrybody kept on askin me..i look as if im dhe mother of all those four kids..siak jekk..dhen i ask them to wait at dhe canteen..when cca over..i go to dhe canteen n nobody was there..haiyoo..dhen i ask dhe security guard..he say dat they went out oredi..adoi..i can go crazy sia...dhen went back home..prepare for lil bro's bdae..dhen blablabla..
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after all dat..help lil sis wif her luggage..hurhurr..even though she's irritating..im going to miss her lorr..on sat oni she will come back..haishhh~!
in dhe morning went to lil sis skool with mummeh n lil siblings...dhe briefing was quite okay urhh..i was only interested in looking all dhe picts of hongkong..n i was damn jealous lorr!! really!!! they got to see dhe symphony of lights..i noe its damn nice coz ive seen it in 'zoom hongkong' before...dhennn..they r going to disneyland!!! hurhurrr! so picts of it..n its damn damn nice lorr..lil sis is flying off on tuesdae morning..got to wake up early! gaahh! must be at dhe airport by 6.30am lorrr..dhen she will be back home on saturday which is 11.45 pm!! late at nite siaaa..haishh.. ` after dat went to rivervale mall..n mummeh bought for me a pair of slippers..dhen was sitting at KFC n i was admiring dhe slippers..dhen mummeh was lyk.."dhen tak ckp i love u ker..aper ker.." in a funneh way..dhen on dhe spot..in dhe middle of KFC i hug n kiss n say 'i love u' to her..n she was smiling =] nyehehehe~ wat a sweet daughter am i.. LOL! ` dhen went to bik lin's house coz dat tyme we didnt go her house on raudhah's bdae..so yeahh..spend tyme tokin wif my beloved aunt=] wateva~ she ask me out tmrw..but i lazy sia..havent conferm..partner oso ask me out..i dunno uh..dhen maybe bik lin's daughters sleeping over at my house tmrw..gaahh!! im sooo evil mann...=p ` now im at home..damn bored..haishhhhh..only god knows wat im thinkin.......... `
ferstly..i went to skool!!! woohooo!! but sadly..my dear shiiny didnt come! hmmphh!! so yeah..sonia darlink was sick..partner came too!! so..we had some prayers coz its FEAST DAY!! the priest dat came today was father *thinking*..gosh..i forgotten hys name..haiyo..but i want father gerard la seyy..he's cute! n funny! heeee..dhen tis father dat came gave us a long lecture bout our skool uniform..lol..i was sitting beside sonia darlink n kama sexy *puke* dat tyme..heee..during dhe hymm..we sang..yeay! dhen father kept saying.."i can sense dhe presence of god.."..haiyaa...dhenn...after those prayers n hymms...dhe gospel singing competion starts! hahas..was quite excited for it..but yeah..as usual..its gospel singing..not rnb or pop or rock song..so yeahh...okok urhh..still prefers last years..hahas...dhe two sec 5 class combine to form a band..so both classes stand up when they were performing...all of us shout lyk mad ppl..wakakaka...i started coughing again lorr..but..sooo sad..we didnt win...but gd effort peepz...hmmz.....after dat had some talks bout safety..n blablabla.. ` went off at 10.50..had lunch wif partner..hee..coz sonia darlink says dat she wanna go home...n she's not going for sports day later..so went to lrt station with partner n topup her ezlink..dhen went to rivervale mall n ate nasi lemak at dhe foodcourt..its so ex la seyy..its was $4 for a small plate..dhen dhe water was $1.50..haishh...partner didnt bring enuff moneyy..so i share some of my money wif her..=] at around 11 plus..went off towards dhe busstop..hehe..we took dhe longer route busstop lorr...we walk2..dhen joke2 around..hahas..laugh2..i love partner so muchies..she has always been making me happie..but yeahh..of coz theres some arguements ryte..so yeahhh...weeeeeeee~! we reached serangoon stadium at 12.40...it was quite far sia..dhen sports day start!! wakakaa..me,maryclare n nurie were lyk hooligans sia...serious...despite of mary clare's injured leg..we still shout,stand n cheer lorr...GO ST.CATHERINE!! TOOT~TOOT~wakakas.. love maryclare so muchies too sia..she sooo kiyoot..took alot of pictures with maryclare n ujjal n nurie..will upload soon..waiting for nurie to upload it on facebook n her blog...wooohooo~! hadfun.dhen it was cheerleading..ST.EMILEE(blue) n ST. ELIZABETH(yellow) ...gd effort la eyks.. wakakas..they do lyk got no enthusiasm lor..dhen its was ST.HELEN's(green) turn..it was superb urhh...partner was from st.helen..i can hear her shouting from dhe other corner sia..lol...there was syahirah,fatin, amirah pendek in dat team..sexy ppl =] lol..dhen it was ST. CATHERINE'S (red) turn..mira hot was there! stand up n cheer for her lorr...mira..dun be sad kayys..even though we only got to be in dhe second place...u all were still great..different from others..so yeahh...ST.HELEN won dat cheerleading competition...then dhe overall winer for tis year was of coz ST.ELIZABETH..*lalalala*..n were damn shock when we got to noe dat ST. CATHERINE GOT 4th..suddenly dhe stadium was silence sia..dhen suddenly maryclare shout..dhen followed by me dhen evryone..lol..but yeah..some of us cried lorr..haishh..sadsad.... ` dhenn...went home with partner..=] walk2 around wif her..dhen while i was sending partner home..we decided to go to my house...weeee~! serve food for lil siblings n partner..hahas..dhen watch soccer wif partner..i was cheering for home united coz got my 'beloved' SHAHRIL ALIAS!! wakakas..dhen partner was cheering for gombak united coz there's here 'beloved' SEVKI SAABAN..weeeeee~! but i dun have sevki pict urh partner..so i put ur most 'beloved soccer player kayys..MUHAMMAD RIDHUAN!!!
SHAHRIL ALIAS =] RIDHUAN =P
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after watching soccer...we watched a dvd..'cinta u-turn'..i hate fasha sandha..menyampah sakkk..eeeeeeeeeewww! lol...partner went back home at 10 plus =]..hehe..dhen i went online lorr...hehe=]
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i want to go to farrer park tomorrow wif sonia darlink n partner!! but i cannot sia...gaahh! go there for 'holy'..its dhe festival of colours i guess..i noe its goin to be damn fun..but too bad..cant make it..nid to attend my lilsis briefing in her skool coz she's flying of to hongkong next tuesday =[
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so yeah..i guess..till here only..tc peepz..I LOVE EUU!!! =D
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---Every night when ii would go to sleep
ii couldn't stop dreaming about eu
eur lurve has got me feeling kinda weak
ii really can't see me without eu
And now eu're runnin' round in my head
I'm never gonna let eu slip away again
ii wish that ii could tell eu that ii want eu
If ii could have the chance to talk wit eu
If ii could have the chance to walk wit eu
dhen I would stop holding it in
And never have to go through this again N again
It's real love that eu dunno about..---
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~♥ ~♥ dj αιιsнαα™ ♥~ ♥~
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
10:33 PM
Thursday, March 12, 2009
HAPPY 15th BURFDAE TO
NUR FATEHAH aka BABYG aka FAT-EE!!
Dear gurlfren,
tanx ferr bein there for me all tis while..
u have always been a great help dear..
we shared our probs together n u understands me really well..
i do appreciate all dat dear..
tyme flies so fast till is getting harder for us to catch up on each other's lyfe..
but dun worry..
i always read ur blog n try to understand
frankly..some of ur post juz make me stop n think..
i understand wat u were feeling dear..i had been in dat shoes of urs..
dun worry bout MST too much..
if he is fated to be wif eu..im sure he will be in ur arms sooner or later..
u r 15 babe..
it's stil a long way to go..
do make ur parent proud of u..
i noe u r a good child..
u have always been a gd fren too..
ive regard u juz lyk my own lil sis..
i love u lots sis..
dun make hym dhe reason u wanna die..
its useless..
haixx ..
dun be sad lil sis..
i will always be here for eu aites..
will always be..
all dhe best for ur exams
make big sis proud of u too kays.
ily n imy babe =]
juz remember this line......
" I know sometimes
It's gonna rain... "
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ferstly..i was damn sick today..but mummeh ask me to go to skool..dhen i reach skool..my conditions gets worse..miss daphne teo was asking me if im ok or not..coz she can see dat i've vomited outside dhe skool juz now...dhen went for mornig assembly..n guess wat..i decided to go home..might as well i dun come to skool ryte...juz for 15 mins... dhen partner n shiiny dear follow me to dhe office...mr chan called mummeh n ask if she could come down n take me..n she said no..wth...luckily can go back home by myslf..so said gdbye to partner n shiiny dear..haiya..im suppose to go out n spend tyme wif shiiny dear after skool today..we have plan to go to cwp..but it was cancelled becoz of me..haixx. sorry dear.. when i reached home..saw mummhe was sleeping sia..so i changed n slept..at around 10 plus..she woke me up sia..she ask me to do all dhe household..gaahh! she ask me to cook sumore..n part paling bingit..i ask her if dhe rice is still ok or not dhen she say ok...coz i decided to cook friedrice..skali..after frying dhe stuff...i wanna put in dhe rice..skali i see dhe rice dah basi..was so damn frustrated siaa..now must turn off dhe fire..n cook rice..dhen must wait sumore..haishh...dhen im super duper bored now...so decided to blog now..k laaaaaaaaaaaa.......tc~ `
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So it was their 7th month anniversary and the girl calls her boyfriend:
-Girl:I love you.
- Boy:Yeah I know everyone does!
-Girl:Really?
- Boy:Yeah...everyone of my friends that are girls tell me that everyday
.- Girl:Oh...but am I only your friend?
- Boy:No...you're my girlfriend...why?
- Girl:So when I say I love you I really do mean it.
- Boy:Yeah I know you do mean it...its just that you dont need to tell me that you love me anymore cuz I know you love me since the day we been together and i love you more each and everyday.
- Girl:..........
- Boy:So wanna go somewhere tonight for our 7th month anniversary?
- Girl:Yeah...where?
- Boy:I dont know...maybe movie then dinner?
-Girl:Ok.
- Boy:Ill pick you up after I get off and get ready ok?
- Girl:Ok. What time do you get off?
- Boy: In 2 hours and then I gotta go home and yeah get ready which takes about 15-20 minutes...
-Girl:hey...I thought you didnt have work today...
- Boy:One of my co-workers called in sick.
- Girl:Oh okay! So sill see you around 7:30 then?
- Boy:Yeah! and babe?
- Girl:Yeah?
- Boy:I love you.
- Girl:I love you too!
- Boy:Ok my manager is like looking at me so yeah.... i gotta go
2 hours later...The guy drives to his girlfriends house and walks up to the door and rings the doorbell....
- Girl:Hey!(gives a kiss to her boyfriend)
- Boy:Wadssup.....you ready?
- Girl:Um...wait...let me get my bag and we can go ok?
- Boy:Ok.
They both watched a movie and ate dinner...once they were done eating, they headed back to the car but before she got into the car.......
- Boy:Wait! Can I blindfold you?
- Girl:Why??!?
- Boy:Its a surprise.
- Girl:What kinda surprise??
- Boy:A big one.
- Girl:Okay but only if you promise me tat you will hold my hand while we're driving...
- Boy:I promise.
- Girl:Ok blindfold me.....
So they drove off.........and then they stopped....
- Boy:Ok we're here!!
-Girl:Where??
- Boy:Wait let me walk you to the place!
- Girl:What place??
- Boy:Somewhere!(and gives a kiss to her on the lips..)
- Girl:Baby!...The boy walks her to the place....
- Boy:Ok...let me take the blindfold off.
- Girl:Where are we??
He takes it off her and she opens her eyes and sees the view of the city and at tat same spot....that's where he first asked her to be his girlfriend......
- Girl:Omg...!(tears come down)
- Boy:Why are you crying?
- Girl:This is where you first asked me out...
- Boy:What are you doing the rest of your life? (he asked on his knees and after he says that...behind him...in the air it says 'Will you marry me?' in fireworks)
- Girl:(tears come down faster)
- Boy:I wasnt at work when you called me...I was planning this whole thing!
I’m crying because I said some horrible things to you
I’m crying because I shouldn’t have ever told you
I’m crying because we have not spoken since
I’m crying because I miss you
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But most of all the reason why I am crying
Is because before you were there to help me stop
But now you’re gone you’re not
And it makes me cry even more
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
8:54 PM
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
actualli i had no mood to tok or to type today..but teringatkn nie mangkok peh bdae kann...haiyaaa...
` Happy burfday Meera shayaanngg . Hope ur wishes come true .
U have always be dhe one that i love n care .
U are the only cuzzie who help mie in all the way i nid . U r dhe cuzzie who will always bright my day . Ups n down u are with me .
Im lucky to have such a beatuiful & wonderful cuzzie like you .
Find ur happiness soon coz u are getting old day by day .
nyehehe !
And last but not list study hard pass ur exam wif flying colours sweety . I may not be dhe best cousin to u but u have always been mine dear
I lurve u n do care for u sweets..
`
ps. even though u very dhe kuang ajiak! nyahaha!
`
so again...HAPPY BURFDAE TO SHAMEERRAH BTE AMIR SAHIB(namer dlm passport)n to SITI RAUDHAH BTE ROSLI too..wakakakaka!!
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today..i dun really tok to anybody..lazy to tok..dhen my frens were lyk damn worried...one after dhe other ask me if im ok...partner ask y my eyes lyk chinese today..sonia tot i stay up late last nyte...shiny dear kept asking if im ok or not..
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shiny: aiisha..u ok or not?
me: *nod my head*
shiny: u sure?
me: juz lazy to talk
shiny: is there anitink happen?
me: *shook head*
shiny: is ur dearest ok?
me: *carry my shoulders*
shiny: did he tok to u last nyte?
me: *shook head*
shiny:darlink! if theres anitink better tell me u noe!
me:*shook head*
shiny: u look lyk u r so damn stress sia
me: u noe wat..since juz now..n if can i juz wan to juz close my eyes for dhe rest of my lyfe..evrytyme i open my eyes..there's juz soo many problems..
shiny: dear..dun say lyk dat la..dun say dat u wan to close ur eyes foreva..u noe wads dhe meaning ryte..
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~! today in dhe morning..met fanana add woodlands interchange...she ask me to teman her to republic poly coz there's a match between dhe alamakianz n darul makwa ppl i tink...so yeahh...dhe match started at around 1.30 but we met at around 2 plus sia..while waiting for dhe bus..saw darken prince..so he joined us...blablabla...we walk toward dhe sports hall..dhe weather was damn super hot siaa...there's quite alot of fm-ians..lyk..boykia, nanashortcake, dodol, amilemon, kino, yuyul, lilmissnana, coffee, miznadz, alif, puteri lilin,eamon, hickey mickey..alar...bnyk lagy..cannot remeber...nyehehe...we dunno hu win sia..coz all dat we can see is ppl's butt..hahahs..serious..dhen went off wiff some off them to cwp...went to dhe banquet n eat..dhen toktoktok...dhen kiak was sick sia..muker pucat nak mampos..pity him lor..but dunno wat to do..he kept on vomitting..after dat..i wanna go home but coffee n nad ask me to stay n ask to call mummeh n ask for permission...kene mintak restu =p dhen i juz msg her n went off to civic...wakakas...best gyler...played donkey..heart attcak n one more game called 41...damn fun ...hahas..pekik lyk mad ppl.. now i have a sore throat sia..dhen dhe funniest part was when lilin melatah..wakakahh...kiyoot siot..lyk really2 melatah..hahas...i laugh until my perot saket..sampai lilmissnana nak terkencing..hahahahs..dhen around 830 i went off..damn late oredi lor..curfew pkol 6 sark...
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dhen while otw home..mummeh called..n ask where am i..hahas...surprisingly she didnt scold me sia..niways ysterdae noite..slept around 4 coz was otp wif SR larlink...we tok n tok urhh..dhen skali i juz oni realise dat mummeh was sliping on dhe floor sia..terperanjat siot..serious...hahas..dhen mummeh tak marah..wakakas...she started coffing when i say dat i love my mum..hahahas..siak siak...so yeahh..im damn tired sia now...wanna go to sleep..niways abg nasri..i love u lorr...adk sayaaaaaangg abg =]
today..partner didnt follow me to send nyai to dhe doctor..so sad..so had to go alone lorr...dhen after dat went to dhe market with her..after dat..called partner...she say dat she's baking a cake...dhen i say dat im goin to her house after sending nyai..bought stuff for partner..dhen met partner at rivervale mall..dhen bought milk n went to her house..weeeeeeee~ dats when dhe fun part started..hahahs..we made lots of jokes..played wif dhe flour n stuff..hehehe..dhen while waiting for dhe cake to bake..lilsis suddenly appear infront of dhe door..lol..dhen we decided to make another cake..so went to dhe shop again..bought stuff..dhen went to partner's house again n make a double layer bdae cake for JOE aka PELAT..so yeahh...dhe second one which i made turn out to be nier lorr...i make better cakes than u urh partner..bluek =p
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dhen went back home around 5...dhen after abah went to work..mummeh brought us to tamp to walk around..dhen bik lin tag along..mummeh bought for me a spec lurh say....when i say tankiew n i love u..she cry la seyy..lol..very dhe touching..dhen she treat us food n some other stuff..lil sis n lilbro went to slip over at bik lin's house...maybe im goin out tmrw..idk urhh..wanna go out but donno wif hu...haiya...want to go out wif dearest but scared to ask..so..idk urhh..gaaaaaaahh!
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"sometimes i felt lyk giving up..
dhe more i gave up..
dhe more i tink of eu..
but dhen idk if u still nid me or not..
haishh"
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
11:44 PM
Friday, March 6, 2009
ferstly..it was so sad to say dat it was dhe last day of mission..cried alot today sia..gaaahh! mission love to make me cry sia..their activities are juz so...haiya..dunno how to explain..before recess..we tok bout parents..dhen they gave us paper n pencil to write wateva things dat we want to say to our parent all tis while but we juz dunno how to say it to them..almost all dhe participants broke down sia...coz its really sad sia..very very sad..lyk suddenly u tot bout ur parents..all dhe wanted n unwanted memories..wrote dat letter oredi but havent gie to mummy n abah till now..scared sia..dhen dhe very last part...they gave us a heart shape paper..we have to write sometink to someone dat we have not talk for so long..n idk..gayatri came into my mind..i wrote bout dhe stuff dat i wanna say.."dearest gayatri,i do feel awkward when i didnt talk to you..we have been frens since primary skool sia babe...it feels so different..if u dun feel dhe diffrence..let me tell u dat i do..no matter wat happen between us..all dhe misunderstanding n stuff..i still do care for u babe..dhe sence of love for u can nvr be change to hatred even when i tried to..lastly..i wanna say dat ily..love,aiisha"..i cant believe dat i juz wrote dat man..serious..gave a letter to my so called 'enemy'...i was scared to giv her dhe letter lor..so i juz kept it...dhen surprisingly kamariya n eeda gave me a letter to..hahas..nvr expect kama to giv lorr..hahas..so sweet of them..love u guys damn lot sia..
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after skool had award ceremony rehearsal n it was lyk shiate..serious..i juz feel lyk going out of dhe cca out of a suddenly..before tis..ppl noe me as dhe person hu has dhe most passion for dhe cca..but..these days..cca suck to dhe core..it really does man..new teachers..new instructor..new HOD..new members...spoils evrytink...haishh..dhe cca which i am proud of last tyme had gone down to drain..not joking..me n my lesb partner do share dhe same thoughts sia..lol..lesb partner is eeda by dhe way..
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dhen finish around 4 plus..dhen went to compasspoint coz partner want to return her book..along dhe way..we kept on toking man..serious..haishh..shared her probs wit me..dhen she say.."kau nak jady lesb partner aku? aku syg kau sak..lelaki skg sumer tak guna ah..kan best klau aderr lesb partner"..wakakakakas..i laugh lyk mad woman sia.."i tot we r oredi a couple since sec 1 sia dear..hahahhas...takyah declare..kau peh actions sumer dah mcm lesb partner aku siot..org kat skola ingat aku matar kau..hahhas...kau slalu molest aku..dhen dulu malam2 setiap hari mesti kau call aku..without fail sia!! lol! " serious sia..last tyme when i still have my fone..she will call me evrynight..before i go to sleep i will tok to her..dhen evrytink oso i wif her..we will do most of dhe things together..my skool days were dull without her by my side..we love to hug each other..cry on each other shoulder..when she start her sad story..i will be dhe one hu cry ferst..dhen at dhe end of dhe story...in dhe middle of dhe class..we hug n cry lyk mad woman..lol..i noe it sounds stupid..dhen dhe classmates beside us will be shocked n kept asking wat happen..dhen in malay class, cikgu will try to seperate us coz she noe dat dhe class will be noisy when we r together..hee..we love playing 'snaptwist'..playing 'snaptwist' with her was dhe best man..coz we kept on saying dhe same word alot of tymes..dhen she will molest me for no reasons..hahahs..funny moments man..gaahh! to many memories to remember sia..the others should be juz kept between me n her...n wait! i remember how we sleep in dhe same bed in the hotel at jakarta! hahas...she sleep without clothes on..dhe we had our own party at night..stay overnight then get scolded by our teachers in dhe morning coz we were late...hahas..gyler sak aku peh partner...
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so yeah..spend alot of tyme wif her juz now..she treat me LJS la seyy..hehe..tankiew aites partner..love u dhe many2...dhen..partner n i went to sit under my block..we tok lyk as if we were indonesian maids sia..it was damn funny..i kept on laughing n laughing...there is no 1 min of silence at all..dhen partner follow me to my house coz i wanna change my clothes..dhen went back down again..after awhile..lilsis join us..penyebok sak tu makcik..hahas...she was 'lost' juz now coz she dun understand a single word dat we speak..hahas..we really2 have dhe indonesian essent..heee...dhen lilsis so called crush was there to..dhen we discover dat she wore dhe wrong pants! she wore my pants! stupid sia she..hahas..dhe her 'minah bedak' fren came...alamak..another one more makcik kaypo..me n partner kip on talking bout her sia..her face was so white..not becoz she had a fair skin..its becoz of the oyer-use of powder...hahas..dhen she put on a very thick eye liner..a primary five kid sia...dhen she was usin a bright red shirt..hahahas...dhen partner say.."wah..lyk an indonesian flag...very gd...gd choice of colours..but nid to put alil bit of white more on ur face..blablabla" the way she say it was damn hilarious...hahahahs..dhen around 6.45..went to fetch haziq from skool...dhen...haziq went back home with nana..me n partner had our tyme again...dhen around 8...partner follow me back hoem..we watched soccer..it was damn fun lor..me n partner kept on shouting..hahahs..nana was lost again...hahas..dhen after dat...we took some picts with my lappy..lilsis went crazy wif dhe picts..hahas..dhen...we took picts until dhe batt flat sia...after dat we play pull dhe pants down...hahahhas...we got notink better to do lurhh...me n partner pull lilsis pants n discover dat she didnt wear her undies! she oredi where my pants n didnt wear panties! mamposss! wakakakas..dhen around 9 plus partner went back home...n yeah! tmrw me n partner is goin to send nyai to dhe doc at tamp..yeay! got to spend tyme wif her again! heeee...
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I SOUNDED REALLY LYK A LESBIAN SIA!! HAHAS..I AM..BUT I DO STILL LURVE BOYS KAYSS...LOL!
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felt better today lorr...it could be my fault..it could be hys..but yeahh..i noe u r buzy kays dearest..im sory if im being impatient or watsoeva..partly its my fault..=]
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aniways..got presents from australia..auntie siti send me a 'britney spears' perfume..it smells so damn nice...i loike..n she bought me a diamond necklace..very nice lorr...i loike it very much..i straigh kol her in australia..hahas..she was sleeping sia..but i kept calling n i say tanx for so mant times..hahas..really...a very big tankiew from me aites dearest aunt =] ily! n imy! hope dat i could go there soon..maybe im going after my O's heeeeeee =]
damn..sadness struck again! i tot all of these would end..but..unfortunately,it doesnt..y sia?? y?? wad have i done wrong?? gaaaaahh! felt like day by day..we r drifting apart..im scared sia..scared to loose a fren lyk u..u mean alot to me man..i teared when i tot of losing u..seriously..i do...my sis witnessed it..haish..tanx to those ppl hu tried to cheer me up..ppl lyk salyieha,babyirahh,fatehah,nash...u all have been a great help man..really appreciate it..if not i would have juz broke down..ily u guys alot...seriously i do... ` peepz...i mean ALL of my peepz..i do love all of u..i cant afford to loose any single one of u..my school peepz..fm peepz..u all cheer up my day..even though sumtime u all love making me angry n sad but..dhe love is still there.. ` during my common test...i choose dhe qn.."wat do friends mean to you?"..i do talk bout all my frens..i did mention dearest name in dat compo..serious..if i dun pass for dat test..i dunno wat else to say..coz i really write dat compo from dhe bottom of my heart..almo teared but hell ya...haishh..i do love gayatri even though i dun lyk her...i dun lyk her becoz she seems to be hating me..idk wats dhe reasons but gayatri..im sory..i still do care for u babe..tried to tok to u but...i scared dat u would turn me down..but..yeah..i dunno urhh.. ` next..nash..i do lurve u kayys..u always come at dhe right tyme of my lyfe..i dunno y but its from last tyme sia..straight after dhe incident,suddenly u tok to me..cheering me up n stuff..i really do appreciate dat..n dun be sad bout dat gurl kayss...im here for u dude..im sorry if i make u sad or wat yesterdae nite..u cheer up oso kayyss =] ` dhen fatehah...u too..same lyk nash..came on dhe ryte tyme..i treat u lyk my own lil sis..ily babe..i seriously do love u..MST will be urs soon kays babe..dun worry.. babyirahh..dun worry to much bout me kays..i wont do anitink stupid..coz i cant leave all my beloved frens behind..imy bbygurl~! salyieha! tanx ferr ur advice n stuff..i love my daughter very dhe muchies~! ` ppl always say dat frens do come n go..we can find frens easily.. ` yeah its true..i didn't deny it but.... dat will happen when u havent find dhe right one..yes we can find frens easily..but its hard to find a loyal one..so yeahh.. ` niways had mission in skool juz now..dhen we must pray n stuff..while we were doin dhe prayer service..i cried sia...stephanie who was beside me also cry..she cry til her eyes very red..haishh...i prayed for all my frens..may all my frens find dhe happiness in lyfe..hope dat all my sorrow will subtract..n add more happiness...prayed for dearest..so dat he could pass hys exams..prayed for my family..prayed for meera so dat she could oso do well in her O's..last but not least..pray dat there will be no hatred between anione..coz its really an awful n sad thing...so yeahh..i end my post here today..tc. bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
9:59 PM
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
school days r quite interesting these days...sumtymes..when nobody pays attention to u..u want dat attention..dhen when u had dat attention, u felt so irritated...wakakaks..dat is wat happened to me sia...nowaday..my names kept being called by diff ppl in dhe skool..hahas...i walk oni..."AIISHA LURH..!!!" ..i walk somore.."AIISHA LURH!!" hahahs..kind off fun but yeeeritating..lol...more than 100 times sia they call my name..hahas..wateva..dhen cca sux..becoz of dhe choice of costume! stupid teacher!! super duper yeeeritating!! me n kasfira was damn angry sia..until parts of our instruments were spoilt =p our instructor juz laugh n laugh..org ngah marah lagy ley ketawe sak..dhenn...ouh ya!! got mass run in dhe morning! n was feeling damn sick..n i vomited..dat tyme i cannot breathe sia..felt lyk dying...when i breathe,it feels lyk im breathing in a swimming pool..lol..but serious..evrybody panic..k dhenn..hmm...during physics class...i was damn bored..so i decided to write a song...last time i use to compose my own songs..write my own lyrics n stuff..but when my guitar was given away n my piano was spoilt,i had to stop! gaaahh...so now..i can oni make my own lyrics but cant make dhe music...so yeah...tis song will be sang with dhe tunes of 'dugaan dari illahi'..niways..it was dhe way i felt..n tis song is for hym though....so yeah..im not a pro..so dont aspect anytink much... ~
KERINDUAN INI
~
disini aku sendiri
tiada siapa yang menemani
dimaanakah dirimu oh sayang
aku mahu berada di sampingmu
~
dakapan mu masih kurasa
walau telah pun begitu lama
tak ku melihat raut wajahmu
namun dirimu tetap diingatanku.
~
di manakah
dirimu oh sayangku.
kembalilah
ke pangkuan diriku tuk selamanya
~
kerinduan ini
masih tetap saja dirasa.
dalam hatiku
cuma kau yang selalu bertakhta.
ku rindu mu sayang
~
dimana pun kau berada
kukan selalu mengingatimu.
tak akan ku lupakanmu
kerana kau tetap kusayangi.
~
kerana kau tetap...
ku sayangi.....
~ ~ ~
~♥ ~♥ dj αιιsнαα™ ♥~ ♥~
~
*winks*
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
9:22 PM
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
tired urhh...update tmrw...tc. bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
11:30 PM
Monday, March 2, 2009
today....was okok urhh..DEAR SCHOOLMATES~ IVE CHANGE MY FACEBOOK AGAIN FOR U ALL OREDI..ITS BACK TO AIISHA LURHH...LOL..YEERITATING URHH..i was lyk an einstein in math class juz now..mrs tan says dat my geog marks improve even though i fail coz i have not enough tyme for dhe last qn which is 8 marks!! i could have pass if ive done dat qn!! i nid 1.5 more marks oni to pass..haiya..wateva it is..still better than last tyme..usually i will get a single digit..so yeahh..weeeeeeee~! ` next..after skool had english ct1..eeda waited for me..dhen had a quick lunch wif her n off for cca...during cca tyme had a catfight wif her...lyk really2 catfight sia...coz we got notink to do..i wanted to tok to halimah..dhen tis eeda got notink better to do..dhe she say,"eyh! lu nak buat aper ngan mummy gua? ni daddy dier tau!!"..dhen we laugh2...dhen she push me..i beat her *toot* very hard lyk how she use to beat mine last time..it was damn painful urhhh..dhen we fight2...dhen slap each other..lyk really2 slap sia...damn painful..dhen i beat her mcm org gyler..dhen she geram oredi,she went to kick my stomach very hard...siak urhh..dhen i stop n juz sit down...coz i very tired oredi..lol...dhen when i get back home..she msg me dat she was sory n she knew dat i cried juz now..i was lyk..hahahhas..i didnt cry la sia..i was juz tired..lol... ` niways..last night nasri kept on calling me sia.....more thamn 50 times sia...dhen he msg me to pick up hys calls..dhen fine...i picked up...n he tok lyk per normal..crazy guy sia..he can be a cheerful person in one minute..dhen can be a mad person in dhe other minute...lol...dhen we tok tok tok..dhen laugh laugh laugh...n guess wat..dat was dhe ferst tyme i put down dhe fon wifout quarelling wif hym..heee..dhe feeling was damn good sia...tis was all becoz...he told me sumtink...n im happy bout it...i have no doubts to be.........hys fren animore=]...weeeeeeeeeeeeee...finally he say those 9 words! "WE CAN NEVER BE MORE THAN JUST A FRIEND!" heeee~! was super happy by dhenn..shared wif hym sum stuff...dhen yeahh..he understand my situation ryte now..i hope dat we remain lyk tis okay nas=] lurve ya bestie =] tanx fer dhe advices..tanx fer understanding me=] lol...okays....he was quite irritated wif me coz i kip on telling hym dat i miss dearest alot urhh..i noe he sound so sad but it dhe truth..so yeahhh...heeeeeeee=] actually i wasnt feeling dat happy right now...was quite upset over sumtinks..should not post it here..so yeah..do tc peepz...LOVE YA =] `
You said that you were the strong one
I was the girl
And I was the young one
I kept your feet on the ground
My head in the rounds
I had you
You told me you were so grateful
I was with you
And I was so faithful
Stood by in all that you said
And all that you did
I loved you
I don’t know how to act or what to say
But I know I am good I’ll be okay
~♥ ~♥ dj αιιsнαα™ ♥~ ♥~
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
9:39 PM
Sunday, March 1, 2009
Tagged from MeErA. One-word. 1. Where is your cell phone? table. (mummeh's fon) 2. Your significant other? terrific. .3. Your hair? messy. 4. Your mother? annoying. .5. Your father? fierce. 6. Your favorite? cutestuff. 7. Your dream last night? HIM. 8. Your favorite drink? lychee. 9. Your dream/goal? teacher. 10. What room you are in? bedroom . 11. Your hobby? chatting. 12. Your fear? sadness. 13. Where do you want to be in 6 years? no-idea. 14. Where were you last night? home. 15. Something that you are not? anti-social. 16. Muffins? superb. 17. Wish list item? HIM. 18. Where you grew up? Singapore. 19. Last thing you did? cook . .20. What are you wearing? Shirt. 21. Your TV? small. 22. Your pets? smelly. 23. Friends? terrific. 24. Your life? cool. 25. Your mood? missing . 26. Missing some one? OF COZ!! . 27. Car? shure . 28. Something you're not wearing? nothing. 29. Your favorite store? minitoons. 30. Your favorite color? brown. 33. When is the last time you laughed? yesterday. 34. Last time you cried? today. 35. Who will resend this? Idk . 36. One place that I go to over and over? school. 37. One person who texts me regularly? nobody. 38. My favorite place to eat? banquet. 39. My favorite food? spicy food.
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