Thursday, March 5, 2009
damn..sadness struck again! i tot all of these would end..but..unfortunately,it doesnt..y sia?? y?? wad have i done wrong?? gaaaaahh! felt like day by day..we r drifting apart..im scared sia..scared to loose a fren lyk u..u mean alot to me man..i teared when i tot of losing u..seriously..i do...my sis witnessed it..haish..tanx to those ppl hu tried to cheer me up..ppl lyk salyieha,babyirahh,fatehah,nash...u all have been a great help man..really appreciate it..if not i would have juz broke down..ily u guys alot...seriously i do...
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peepz...i mean ALL of my peepz..i do love all of u..i cant afford to loose any single one of u..my school peepz..fm peepz..u all cheer up my day..even though sumtime u all love making me angry n sad but..dhe love is still there..
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during my common test...i choose dhe qn.."wat do friends mean to you?"..i do talk bout all my frens..i did mention dearest name in dat compo..serious..if i dun pass for dat test..i dunno wat else to say..coz i really write dat compo from dhe bottom of my heart..almo teared but hell ya...haishh..i do love gayatri even though i dun lyk her...i dun lyk her becoz she seems to be hating me..idk wats dhe reasons but gayatri..im sory..i still do care for u babe..tried to tok to u but...i scared dat u would turn me down..but..yeah..i dunno urhh..
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next..nash..i do lurve u kayys..u always come at dhe right tyme of my lyfe..i dunno y but its from last tyme sia..straight after dhe incident,suddenly u tok to me..cheering me up n stuff..i really do appreciate dat..n dun be sad bout dat gurl kayss...im here for u dude..im sorry if i make u sad or wat yesterdae nite..u cheer up oso kayyss =]
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dhen fatehah...u too..same lyk nash..came on dhe ryte tyme..i treat u lyk my own lil sis..ily babe..i seriously do love u..MST will be urs soon kays babe..dun worry..
babyirahh..dun worry to much bout me kays..i wont do anitink stupid..coz i cant leave all my beloved frens behind..imy bbygurl~!
salyieha! tanx ferr ur advice n stuff..i love my daughter very dhe muchies~!
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ppl always say dat frens do come n go..we can find frens easily..
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yeah its true..i didn't deny it but....
dat will happen when u havent find dhe right one..yes we can find frens easily..but its hard to find a loyal one..so yeahh..
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niways had mission in skool juz now..dhen we must pray n stuff..while we were doin dhe prayer service..i cried sia...stephanie who was beside me also cry..she cry til her eyes very red..haishh...i prayed for all my frens..may all my frens find dhe happiness in lyfe..hope dat all my sorrow will subtract..n add more happiness...prayed for dearest..so dat he could pass hys exams..prayed for my family..prayed for meera so dat she could oso do well in her O's..last but not least..pray dat there will be no hatred between anione..coz its really an awful n sad thing...so yeahh..i end my post here today..tc.
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥