Friday, March 6, 2009
ferstly..it was so sad to say dat it was dhe last day of mission..cried alot today sia..gaaahh! mission love to make me cry sia..their activities are juz so...haiya..dunno how to explain..before recess..we tok bout parents..dhen they gave us paper n pencil to write wateva things dat we want to say to our parent all tis while but we juz dunno how to say it to them..almost all dhe participants broke down sia...coz its really sad sia..very very sad..lyk suddenly u tot bout ur parents..all dhe wanted n unwanted memories..wrote dat letter oredi but havent gie to mummy n abah till now..scared sia..dhen dhe very last part...they gave us a heart shape paper..we have to write sometink to someone dat we have not talk for so long..n idk..gayatri came into my mind..i wrote bout dhe stuff dat i wanna say.."dearest gayatri,i do feel awkward when i didnt talk to you..we have been frens since primary skool sia babe...it feels so different..if u dun feel dhe diffrence..let me tell u dat i do..no matter wat happen between us..all dhe misunderstanding n stuff..i still do care for u babe..dhe sence of love for u can nvr be change to hatred even when i tried to..lastly..i wanna say dat ily..love,aiisha"..i cant believe dat i juz wrote dat man..serious..gave a letter to my so called 'enemy'...i was scared to giv her dhe letter lor..so i juz kept it...dhen surprisingly kamariya n eeda gave me a letter to..hahas..nvr expect kama to giv lorr..hahas..so sweet of them..love u guys damn lot sia..`after skool had award ceremony rehearsal n it was lyk shiate..serious..i juz feel lyk going out of dhe cca out of a suddenly..before tis..ppl noe me as dhe person hu has dhe most passion for dhe cca..but..these days..cca suck to dhe core..it really does man..new teachers..new instructor..new HOD..new members...spoils evrytink...haishh..dhe cca which i am proud of last tyme had gone down to drain..not joking..me n my lesb partner do share dhe same thoughts sia..lol..lesb partner is eeda by dhe way..`dhen finish around 4 plus..dhen went to compasspoint coz partner want to return her book..along dhe way..we kept on toking man..serious..haishh..shared her probs wit me..dhen she say.."kau nak jady lesb partner aku? aku syg kau sak..lelaki skg sumer tak guna ah..kan best klau aderr lesb partner"..wakakakakas..i laugh lyk mad woman sia.."i tot we r oredi a couple since sec 1 sia dear..hahahhas...takyah declare..kau peh actions sumer dah mcm lesb partner aku siot..org kat skola ingat aku matar kau..hahhas...kau slalu molest aku..dhen dulu malam2 setiap hari mesti kau call aku..without fail sia!! lol! " serious sia..last tyme when i still have my fone..she will call me evrynight..before i go to sleep i will tok to her..dhen evrytink oso i wif her..we will do most of dhe things together..my skool days were dull without her by my side..we love to hug each other..cry on each other shoulder..when she start her sad story..i will be dhe one hu cry ferst..dhen at dhe end of dhe story...in dhe middle of dhe class..we hug n cry lyk mad woman..lol..i noe it sounds stupid..dhen dhe classmates beside us will be shocked n kept asking wat happen..dhen in malay class, cikgu will try to seperate us coz she noe dat dhe class will be noisy when we r together..hee..we love playing 'snaptwist'..playing 'snaptwist' with her was dhe best man..coz we kept on saying dhe same word alot of tymes..dhen she will molest me for no reasons..hahahs..funny moments man..gaahh! to many memories to remember sia..the others should be juz kept between me n her...n wait! i remember how we sleep in dhe same bed in the hotel at jakarta! hahas...she sleep without clothes on..dhe we had our own party at night..stay overnight then get scolded by our teachers in dhe morning coz we were late...hahas..gyler sak aku peh partner...`so yeah..spend alot of tyme wif her juz now..she treat me LJS la seyy..hehe..tankiew aites partner..love u dhe many2...dhen..partner n i went to sit under my block..we tok lyk as if we were indonesian maids sia..it was damn funny..i kept on laughing n laughing...there is no 1 min of silence at all..dhen partner follow me to my house coz i wanna change my clothes..dhen went back down again..after awhile..lilsis join us..penyebok sak tu makcik..hahas...she was 'lost' juz now coz she dun understand a single word dat we speak..hahas..we really2 have dhe indonesian essent..heee...dhen lilsis so called crush was there to..dhen we discover dat she wore dhe wrong pants! she wore my pants! stupid sia she..hahas..dhe her 'minah bedak' fren came...alamak..another one more makcik kaypo..me n partner kip on talking bout her sia..her face was so white..not becoz she had a fair skin..its becoz of the oyer-use of powder...hahas..dhen she put on a very thick eye liner..a primary five kid sia...dhen she was usin a bright red shirt..hahahas...dhen partner say.."wah..lyk an indonesian flag...very gd...gd choice of colours..but nid to put alil bit of white more on ur face..blablabla" the way she say it was damn hilarious...hahahahs..dhen around 6.45..went to fetch haziq from skool...dhen...haziq went back home with nana..me n partner had our tyme again...dhen around 8...partner follow me back hoem..we watched soccer..it was damn fun lor..me n partner kept on shouting..hahahs..nana was lost again...hahas..dhen after dat...we took some picts with my lappy..lilsis went crazy wif dhe picts..hahas..dhen...we took picts until dhe batt flat sia...after dat we play pull dhe pants down...hahahhas...we got notink better to do lurhh...me n partner pull lilsis pants n discover dat she didnt wear her undies! she oredi where my pants n didnt wear panties! mamposss! wakakakas..dhen around 9 plus partner went back home...n yeah! tmrw me n partner is goin to send nyai to dhe doc at tamp..yeay! got to spend tyme wif her again! heeee...`I SOUNDED REALLY LYK A LESBIAN SIA!! HAHAS..I AM..BUT I DO STILL LURVE BOYS KAYSS...LOL!`felt better today lorr...it could be my fault..it could be hys..but yeahh..i noe u r buzy kays dearest..im sory if im being impatient or watsoeva..partly its my fault..=]`aniways..got presents from australia..auntie siti send me a 'britney spears' perfume..it smells so damn nice...i loike..n she bought me a diamond necklace..very nice lorr...i loike it very much..i straigh kol her in australia..hahas..she was sleeping sia..but i kept calling n i say tanx for so mant times..hahas..really...a very big tankiew from me aites dearest aunt =] ily! n imy! hope dat i could go there soon..maybe im going after my O's heeeeeee =]`Thank you for the lovely gift;You didn’t have to do it.You have a good and gracious heart,But then, I always knew it.`
I love this, and I think of youWith fondness and with pleasure;The gift is great, but even more,It’s your thoughtfulness I treasure.
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥