Sunday, March 22, 2009
ouhkay folks..i guess i have to end evrytink ryte now..i can lie to evrybody but i cant lie to myself..i can act as if i have forgotten bout hym n dun care bout hym..but dhe truth is i miss hym very much n i cant afford to loose hym. but i noe..in my presence..its hard for hym to move on if i kip on bothering hym. i have not slept dhe whole nite ysterdae coz ive been tinking bout tis. maybe i should juz go somewhere dat is far. or juz kip myslf quiet. for god sake, its hard for me to forget u. but for ur happiness, i shall juz dissappear. i noe dat with or without me by ur side,it wont make any difference. u dunno how special u r to me. u dun noe how much pain i have to encounter. i dun even noe y i should fall for a person lyk u. gaah! its damn embarassing to tell evrytink. but i have too. i juz wana say in tis post dat..u all wont see me for a long tyme. i want all of u to take care. dun worry about me. treasure those hu lurve u. gd luck for evrytink. hope all of u find ur own happiness soon. dats all.
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love,
aiisha.
-dhe old aiisha is dead n gone-
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥