
Sunday, April 5, 2009
Labels: dont speak;
gaah..im so damn tired urhh..i woke up at around 2pm today..coz yesterday nite, while watching a horror movie alone at home, heard someone tryin to open dhe door n its 12am sharp..n WTH..it was mummeh,abah n lil siblings..dhen they were lyk, "shaa, cepat..kiter nak pagi hospital!"..i was lyk damn confues urhh..dhen ask mummeh wat happen..she say dat mak besar esah..dat is my aunt was sick n was admitted to dhe hospital again..so i quickly change n uncle harris was under dhe block wif meera's family..so off we go wif uncle's van..when we reached...mak besar esah children n grandchildren were already there except for kak rozie coz she's still on her way to dhe hosp as she stays in malaysia..dhen blablabla..got to noe dat makbesar is in coma..dhen when kak rozie reach, she was dhe one hu cries lyk mad woman..seriously..its damn sad urhh..but abg yazid irritating sia..still can make joke..wth?..
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dhenn..around 2 am..they say dat makbesar esah has regain conciousness..dhen waited n waited n waited..till 4 am i guess..by dat tyme i was damn tired sia..fuhh..i was sitting alone on dhe floor coz i lazy wan to tok to anybody..dhen kak shikin came n sit beside me.."eyh shaa..anti social oredi ahh?" i was lyk..huh? lol..dhen nak taknak..i tok to her lor..dhen when goes away..suddenly there is tis indian lady..sit on dhe chair in front of me n suddenly lie down..haiyo..dhen i sit near shabana..dhen change place, n sit beside kak isha..dhen kak isha rest her head on my shoulder..adoi..lagy penat siot..dhen meera n dira came infront of us n sit..meera ask if we wan to play 7 up..lol..so yeah..played for a while dhen dhe nurse says dat we go n visit makbesar oredi..so yeah..blablabla...at 5 plus uncle send us home..half dead oredi sia..dhen reach home around 5.40 i guess..n went straight to bed..dhen mummeh kip on calling me to wash my legs n change clothes..but i ignored n went off to lalaland...
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so yeah..shall stop hereeeee..n yeahhhh..guess wad..i hurt another part of my body today..gaah! blood kips on flowing evryday siaa..dhen dhe part of dhe hand which kena dhe hot oil ysterday was super painful till today sia..n today,dhe skin turn black n its becoming more n more painful..damn it!
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You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know
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Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥