Wednesday, April 1, 2009
harlow peepzzz!!yeahh..im back..i've started a new chapter of lyfe..up to people wat they tink bout me n i dun care. i dun giv a damn shit man..serious.. it had made me to be a stronger person..niways..im not at mummeh's workplace..dat is dhe compasspoint library..was bored at home urhh..dats y..n im craving for hokkien mee AGAIN! yes i did. lol.. hope dat mummeh treat me hokkien mee after work. weee~!i had made my decision since morning.. i wanna start anew n forget bout dhe past.. juz hope dat i wont breakdown easily..actually..i went 'missing' not only because of hym..but also for other reasons..theres so many probs ppl..i juz cant handle it.so many things happen..all in one shot. i tink for dhe past two weeks..ive suffered enough. i hate dhe most painful heartbreak ever,had dhe most shocking news ever, had dhe unexpected person n more urh.so yeah..ive decided to move on..coz ive cae to tink dat goin 'missing' is not dhe proper way. only a COWARD will go missing wifout any news. i realised dat by crying day n night for dearest wont change anitink. n yeah. if it happens to come back again to me while im still 'missing'..i dun tink he came back becoz he lurve me.. maybe he came back because of sympathy n felt guilty coz he have made me feel tis way. i guess..i will juz surrender these things to god. coz i cant change hys feelings. lyk wat ive said..i dun wanna make dhe situation worst. so now im a happy kid man..n i miss being happy. i miss dhe smile i put on my face evryday. i miss my laughters. n my frens do miss 'aiisha lurhhh'..until they kept on asking if im ok or not..n rachel zhou keep saying,"aiisha lurhhh..smile laa...u ok or not..i wan my aiisha LURHH backk!!" lol..she will shout to my face in a hysterical manner but i juz say dat im ok n walk away. sonia darling also notice it. she kept on asking me to smile. Sonia darling, dun worry bout me any more kays..u r dhe ferst person hu saw me smile juz now :D happy oredi?? heee..dhen shiiny dear dun really notice dhe changes coz i dun wanna make her worry. i juz act as if there's notink happen. i lurve her. she had so many probs oredi, i dun wan her to be more urden becoz of me.. so yeah..dearest, if u r reading tis..im sorry for evrytink. lets start a new. forget dhe past. i will always be here.
next, diana had left on monday. lonely again since monday night. hmm..niways she ask me to upload her picts in my blog..dat gurl ahhh...extra oni :P hahas..
actually there's so much to say..but im lazy..in school..funnegh things happen today as it is april fool..we decided to do tricks on teachers..teehee..n im always dhe spoiler..weeeee~! sorry guys..actually not always wat..sometyms oni wat...:P
aniways.im quite dissapointed over tings but i tink..i better tell tmrw..so yeah..i gtg...sonia darling..tanx ferr dhe lecture..hahas..really appreciate it..wanna make me cry but suddenly i tot of sumone n it made me laugh..hmmz...k lurh..mummeh finishing work soon...weeeeeeeeeeee~! I MISS ALL OF U LOADS TOO OKEHHHH !!!!!!!
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥