Saturday, April 4, 2009
Labels: wat hurts dhe most;
saturdayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy..haiyaa..dunno how to start..niways...yesterday abah finally use my lappy..i tot dat he will nvr use mine wat..:P dhen he ask me how to download videos from dhe website dat he want..dhen i explain stuff wif hym urhh..dhen he say once dhe video goes in hys fon..it became blank..dhen i ask hym wad video he download..dhen he say,"ader la..abah nyer barang.." dhen i was lyk..hmm..ok ahh..i explain again n he try again..dhen still cannot..dhen skali he call me in dhe room n show me a video n ask me how to put in..wakakakaaaa...i laugh n laugh siaaa.coz its pornstuff...wth?? abahhh??? hahahas...no dad would show dat to hys children..hahahas..dhen i blank..i oso dunno how to download coz i dunno wad dhe website n evrytink was different..hahas..
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n hell ya..yesterdae night..i got myslf hurt AGAIN!! blood kip on flowing out..damn it..i had 4 plasters on body oredi sia..dhen tis morning oso i got hurt..my hand kena hot oil..n its damn painful i tell u..hate being hurt siaaa..gaahh..aiishaa is soooo careless!!!
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im now at home wif nyai..dhe rest of dhe family members went to dira house..mummeh n abah force me to follow but i dunno..its as if im invisible there..haiya..nobody noes how it feels..living in a condo is so damn boring..prefer HDB flats sia..cannot make noise..cannot do tis..cannot do dat...wateva..mummeh kept askin y i dun wanna follow..of coz there's other reasons. wateva urhh...im damn annoyed when i remembered bout dhe incident. blaaahhh~!
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I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
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What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
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It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥