Monday, April 20, 2009
Labels: i'll melt the snow;
well today...skool is as per normal..its Juz dat things gets a lil bit weird..idk why n dun ask me why..hmmz..straight after skool..theres cca..lyk duh coz syf is oni 2 days away..getting nervous oredi..n yeah..we've got our costume..it was in apple green colour..seriously..its not lyk we expect sia..i have to say dhe truth..its UGLY. n yeah..mrs lim made us some flowers so dat we can put it on our hair n is damn big n not nice..but we cant complain much though coz she took dhe effort to make all by herself for us..sighh...when our instructor,mr ali came in..she kept on smiling broadly..ive done wif my costume,make up n hairdo..so i juz sit one corner wif fatina..while mira MAURICE*puke* mingle around..hahas..mr ali gave me dat sarcastic look coz seriously..lykl wad fatina say "we look lyk a bunch of celeries"..it does not get any better..at 4 plus dhen we start practising..only after i yell at dhe rest coz from my point of view,there is no nid to dress up today..lyk merepek sia..serious..y dun we juz practice n make our piece perfect..getting ourself looking very preety wont bring us anywhere indeed. so yeah..after an hr plus of practice..mr ali wanted to show us some videos of dhe other skools performing..its all mr zul's(mr ali's fren) skool..we saw loyang sec,broadrick sec,jurongville sec,national junior college n another one more skool which ive forgotten..n yeah.from there oni we could appreciate our costume..at least it looks better dhen loyang sec's contume..n we started to feel more nervous sia..coz we can see dat they r much better..especially NJC which had gold for 2005 n 2007..i tink dat we wont get gold..i dunno urh..maybe juz to be prepared..lol..serious..i love my cca sia..i wan dhe best out of it..i dun want those attitude dat dhe juniors have will make my cca go down to drain..they nid to be more commited sia..
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after dat..me,eeda,tinah n mira went to dhe pasar malam near compasspoint..we bought tako yaki n burgers n after dat we went to chill sumwhere under dhe block..it was about 7 plus dat tyme..dhen eeda started toking bout ghost..n yeah..i dunno wats rong wif me but its dhe truth..i can see those kind ofd things with my eyes sia..it was scary though but i didnt freak out coz maybe ive used to it..haishh..been keeping tis secret of mine for so long oredi sia..dhen after awhile..things got worst n i juz ask them to stop toking bout it n juz move off from dat place..dhen bid goodbye to mira n tinah..while walking wif eeda..i suddenly say dat actually there sumtink behide dhe pillar juz now n she run away..n yeahh she scream..its funny but yeah..quite embarassing coz we r in dhe middle of dhe pasar malam. dhen she was lyk,"no wonder i felt very different suddenly juz now..its as if there's sumtink behind me.."but she was totally freak out sia..she was about to cry but dhen i apologies for telling her urhh..i noe tat i should not have tell but i accidentally say it. irritating urh..dhen i say," i dunno wats rong wif me but when i see tis kind of things, sometimes i will juz blurt it out or i will juz kip quite n stoned" dhen she says.."ya..i remembered..u still havent tell me wat u saw in dhe museum at jakarta dat tyme" dhen i stoned..dat incidence was on of dhe scariest moment..still havent tell anybody wat i saw dat day..haish..i dun wan to have this kind of visions sia..its lyk..wth..better stop here urh..feeling a bit tired oredi..till dhen..tc..
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You see love at first is summer time.
That's when you think that everything's fine.
No one ever thinks its gonna end
But when things go wrong and winter comes
You're gonna need to run to someone
Left alone you'll just freeze up again
But you should know
When it gets too cold
You're not alone
I'll melt the snow
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥