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whheewhhooo~!
aiishaa is back blogging seyy..sorry for not blogging these days coz im preety occupied wif things plus im sick plus im tired.. today's post its going to be very long..so bear wif it yer..nak bace,bce..klau tanak sudah..tak pakse nehh...so yeah..shall start wif wat happened on friday....
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friday early in dhe morning at around 6am went out from house n took 161 to wdlnds to mit fanana n yaya...after dat we went to werk together..doter ask to mit at jurong east around 8am..so when we reach, arwah sic n godfady is oredi there..so we join them..after dat darken prince(DP) came,dhen tikus,doter's cuzzie,eamon, doter, zouk n hys sis... from there got transport to tuas..so dalam lorry tu mmng kecoh to dhe max urhh..when we reach dhe place oredi, instructions were given n we start werking..klau tak salah..we have to pack 5800 goodie bags for family day fair..many funny moments here n there..vEry lazy to elaborate..but yeah me n eamon kip on munching dhe biscuits..shhh..its juz lyk hello panda but its super sweet..its 'huggy bear' but eamon kip on saying its 'gummy bear'..when i pass hym dhe bags, he feed me so ppl wont suspect..mepek sia..lol..dhen of coz we got damn tired n damn hot..satu2 muker berpeluh..make up sumer gone...rambut sumer mcm baru bangon tido..heheks..soo..finish werk around 6pm..after dat went to lepak at jurong point..oni left me,yaya,fanana,doter,fady,tikus n DP...went to eat at banquet..hahas.kekek sia..will upload dhe picts next tyme...after dat went to lepak again..tis tyme round they go n buy drinks..paham2 jer la eyh..n its getting late so i went offfff~reach home at 11 plus nehh~
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dhe next day which is saturdae............early in dhe morning SR called me..she ask if im coming down to vivo dat afternoon..i told her dat im not going coz im not feeling well..tapy SR nie degil nehh..pakse aku dtg nehh..hahas..takper la..SR pehh pasal aiishaa tron tawww..around 5 plus took dhe mrt to habourfront..ramai sia yg aderrr..ader fanana, yaya, mimin, shark killer, arwah sic, tikus, sakai, sr, huda, freekz, papi loco, boi spade, nanashortcake, br, an boogey, babyshorty, akudolly, mis.mistake, winky, kino, honeymunchie, doter, son-in-law n many more la..dah luper la sheyy..will upload dhe picts a.s.a.p. okayss... dhen around 8 plus ive got to go nehh..skejap tapy gereyk =] SR! I LOVE U NEHH~! lol
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dhenn today..goin to go out for awhile wif mummeh later coz wanna go buy skool shoes..my school dah koyak rabak la shey..tak cayer tny tikus..hahas..he saw it first..becoz of dhe werk urh dat day..siak tol..so yeah..after dat gotta learn n memorise my peribahasa..i must atleast get A2 for malay tmrw sia..pls pls pls help me...=]
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niways today is stino bro bdae..happy bdae la bro..all dhe best in wateva u do..fikir dulu sblom bertindak neh..jgn terburu-buru..maybe wateva u have gone thru now hanya cobaan bagi kau..bersabar je la bnyk2..jgn gatal2 slalu..lol..appreciate ppl around u..there's still ppl hu love u nehh..lyk ur lil sis here=] miss u bro..once again, happy burfdae n enjoy ur day wif ur loved ones..
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n yahhhh..GD LUCK TO PPL TAKING MALAY O LEVEL PAPER TMRW!! ESP TO MY CUZZIE,MEERA..MY WIFEY,EEDA..MY 2 LIL SIS, MIRA N TINAH, MY KUCING, MARIAM..ALA..SUMER LA YERR...SUSAH SNGAT NEHHH~! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~! niways dubay, aku punya kamus kau dah letak balik ke belum kat class?? aku nak pakai la besok!!
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im missing my dear fren..haishh..finally he msg me tis morning..hys msg really2 make me speechless..i cant believe wad i read..erm..i dunno if i wanna kol u or not sey..u ask me to kol u when i woke up oredi..but i dunno y i hesitate..i miss your voice too dear fren..dammit! u made me cry sia~! i hate u for tis =p

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 1:07 PM

arghh!! my condition is more worst today! yesterday afternoon,eeda came my house to pass me some skool stuff coz i didnt come to skool..then mummeh saw dat my condition gets more worst. mummeh force me to go to dhe doctor..so i ask eeda n lilsis 2 accompany me..we went to dhe expensive doctor at rivervale mall coz dhe polyclinic had close..before going out of dhe house,i took my temp again to confirm dat i have a fever..bodoh sia..dah tentu2 panas..dhe minute i step into dhe clinic,i was shivering sia..dhen dhe nurse took my temp using sumtink lyk a gun n put on my forehead..i tot dat equipment was damn cool but dhen urh i tink it doesnt give dhe rite temp. coz when she took it, my temp was 36.5 degree..merepek sia..so my number was 75..n at dat tyme dhe number was 70..i tot things would be fast but i was rong..we waited for more dhen 1 hr..n i am feeling damn cold..my mouth is vibrating sia..eeda lyk panic oredi..so i decided to go out of dhe clinic..after dat i went in..eeda n lilsis were surprise y i went out for awhile oni..trust me, dhe sun was shining brightly outside but i felt dhe same. its damn damn cold..no diff from dhe inside..so when its my turn,i went in nd blablabla..dhe doc took my temp n it was 39.5 degree..see...dat shot gun was not accurate..dhen she say dat my sickness is very serious..its not a normal cold n far more worst dhen influenza..dhen she gave me a lecture..she hear to my heartbeat for so many times..my body start to ache n my head is throbbing sia..gaah! she say dat it will take such a long tyme for me to recover..she wanna give me 1 week plus mc but i saw theres no nid coz i have o level malay paper on monday..dhen i ask for 3 days oni..n yeah..i was damn hungry as i havent eat anitink..
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so i felt lyk eating french fries..went to buy french fries n went back home..dhe minute i reach home,i took a half spoon of rice dhen put some french fries on it..eeda n lilsis face were quite surprise but i dunno y..so when i finish eating,dhen oni i realise y am i eating french fries wif rice? adoi~! my head wire sot dot oredi sia! afterdat i went into dhe room n cover myslf wif blanket coz i got no energy to do anitink else..around 8 plus eeda went home coz i cant layan her animore..
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after dat i really2 want to go to bed coz im damn damn tired,have a hard time coughing..i tried to slip dhen i cant! fcuk!! my body ache lyk argh! i dunno urh! i hate being sick! god pls take away my sickness! i wanna go to work tmrw! i wanna go out on saturday! pls pls pls! felt lyk im goin to die soon sia..serious,im not joking. its dat bad. i took my temp at night n it was 41.3 degree! i ask lilbro touch my forehead..dhen he immediately take away hys hand coz he say dat its damn hot..i ask eeda,wat if i were to die tomorrow,wat will you do? she say, "of coz i will read yasin for u.." lol..dhen when i ask fady coz he called me at night to see if im okay or not, he say "dear,of coz i will be very very sad"..awwww.. so..anione hu's reading my blog ryte now,wat will u do if i were to die tomorrow?? niways doter msg me n say dat we have to meet at jurong east by 8am n have to wear shoes! where am i going to find a pair of shoes?? adoi~!

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 7:43 PM

i am at home now..didnt blog yesterday coz i got no mood..serious shit..im damn damn sick now..gaah! i dun wanna be sick mann..its damn painful u noe..damnnn painful..n btw,my heart is much more painful..ive got to noe from someone dat sunny was having another affair wif other gurl when i was wif hym! wtf!! ive got proof! dun try to deny u idiotic freak! u werds r juz dhe same lyk other guys! gaah! im super damn itrritated..making use of me isit? aku bersumpah kau akan dapat balik aper yg kau dah buat kat aku!! kau tngok jer ah sial! buto! parents baek nak mampos tapy anak mcm sial! im sorry urh. i have too sia! u love me? wanna wait for me? shit ah! kau jgn sampai aku nampak muker kau ah sial! kau peh muker jugak aku pecah kan! dah lama aku tak rembat org ah sial. dun make me do it again. aku taknk tabiat lame aku dtg balek ah sia. cukop tu cukop ah. 'putra sani & putri lia" fuck shit ah! smoga berkekalan la yer! next victim keper..aku tkkn berdiam diri urhh..i noe ive get over u oredi but mesti urh perasaan marah tu ader..lepas kau rosak kan aku? binatang! kadang2 aku pikir aku mati pon baek ah eyh..tapy aku nak mati bukan pasal kau ah jantan! org bodoh jer mati pasal kau! wad ive gone thru all tis while is terrible..wateva ahh...aku blahh ahh..!!

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 12:00 PM

can i say dat im happy? i guess my days r much better since dhe day he came again..lol..wat dhe hell..im still scared for dhe o levels liao..im trying to take things slow..not goin to rush anitink..learn from mistakes yaww..=] tok to hym till late at nite..dhen msg till morning..lol..n yeah..he wanna mit me today but unfortunately he sprain hys leg during soccer training yesterdae..so yeahh..will go dating next tyme kay DEAR FREN =] wakaka..dun worry ppl..its not sunny..will reveal it when we really confirm =] he wants evrytink to start ysterdae but i ask hym to be frens first=] being a DEAR FREN wont die wat...heheks..actually i dunno wad to post today urhh..wad dhe helll...im bored! eeda is wif me now in dhe lib..we have juz been chasen out from dhe comp lab nehh..so yeahhhh..weeeeeeeee~!
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can ii have some durian pancake pweaseeeee=]

Labels: dhe day we'll start again;

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 3:28 PM

actually i forgot to update mahh blog yesterdae seyy..but actually notink happen..my 2 lil cuzzie,kid n raudhah was here yesterdae..i miss them so much lor..miss scolding them..heheks..boley gytu?..i didnt even go out yesterdae except dat i went under my block juz for internet connection..heheks..dhen webcam wif doter n chat wif dearest =]=]=] niways ive download shooooo many games sia..n now my lappy kip on lagging..haha..but nehmind urhh..dhen ysterdae night spend my tyme playing games..dah penat,rest jap maen kipas =x wakaka..dhen at nite fady called me..erm..hahas..tok tok until 5 am dhen go to shlip... =] so...woke up around 10 plus n clean up dhe house..after dat granddoter called me..hehehe =] dhen i went online n webcam wif her...dhen darma oso have..but yeah..we chat for awhile oni coz i have to go n get ready..going to kenduri after tis..n i havent pick wat baju i want to wear..haiyo..so..tc peepz....weeeeeeeeeeeeee~!
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ps.is evrytink goin to start all over again? i wont mind.

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 12:33 PM

im damn tired!! juz came back from lepak-ing at esplanade wif doter,granddoter,fanana,yaya,bobby aka hafiz junkie,arwah sic,apek maori..amilemon n zouk dtg lambat..so yeahh..had agreat great tyme wif them =] at ferst,around 3 mit doter n granddoter at tan toct seng hosp coz granddoter got appointment..dhenn..after dat went to eat at novena..dhenn fanana n yaya tagg along..
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after dat,zouk last minute plan to lepak at esplanade..so doter msg all dhe pplzzz..blablabla..went to esp...we sit near dhe water dhen nyanyi2..rabak sak..but fun siot..dhenn apek n bobby came.....after dat SIC..and aroun 6 plus got gamelan performance..it damn nice urhh..i loike..i wan to join them cancancan?? so..around 9 plus most of us blahh..dhen on our way back home,saw amilemon n my son in law aka zouk =] lambat sia dorng..
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went back home n have a lecture from mummeh..worst come to worst dier bising jer la...notink much..abah juz kept quiet..i guess he noe how i feel sia..coz he is totally lyk me..i mean dhe attitude..enjoy saner,enjoy sini..cumer mummeh jer ader prob ckit..abah say dat he let me to go pub n stuff..but mummeh dun allow..mepek sia..but overall..i really really had a great great tyme wif them..i can laugh my ass off when im wif them =] tankiew doter kush~! tankiew granddoter kush~! n tanx to fanana too~!! i lurve u all to dhe max okehh..sedih seyy tak dpt pelok granddoter tady..hmmphhh! n im werking next friday wif doter!! cant wait larh seyy~!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeee~!
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n ouh ya!! before i forget~!!
SLIPPER NIKE DOTER BAU BACEN TO DHE MAX SIOT!!! BOLEY PENGSAN SARK!! WAKAKAKAKA!!!
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i love my bestie lots okehh..eeda! ily!! watever it is....u r still my bestie..

Labels: dhe happiest n saddest dae; sobs

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 10:50 PM

gaah! can i cry?? my mid year exam result is lyk shiate! i fail damn badly..i nvr got single digit for maths n ive got it now! 9 over 100. nak mampos! dhen social studies, is 4/50..english is 47/110..science 25/100..malay got b3!! wth?! haishhh..i felt lyk i wanna drop out skool now sia..i noe i cant go to poly..i can oni go to ite..im damn stress!!!!!!

after dat chatted wif fanana,doter kushh sayangg,fady,zouk n SR=] they really do cheer me up..nyehehe..doter,shhhh okays..u noe i noe bout dat okehhhh..ily shooo muchies =]

Labels: i guess its over;

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 7:10 PM

im BORED BORED BORED!! so i took random picts..seriously there's more..but im too lazy to upload all..gaaaaaaaahh!!

my towel wif my name on it =]

Labels: boredom;

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 9:43 PM

fine! can i juz end tis relationship? im sorry sunny. ive lied to myslf. i appear to be happy by ur side. but dhe whole truth is. i dun really love u. hell yes. tmrw will be exactly 1 week u didnt even call me up. ive tried to call u but u didnt pick up ryte. fine! let evryone noe dat i want to end all our dreams today. im sorry. harapan hanya tinggal kenangan..no one know how ive suffered coz it was kept within me. i tot dat being wif u would change my feelings. but i was rong. i dun wanna be in tis drama anymore. i noe u can find better person hu can treasure ur love. im sory.

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 4:47 PM

today was my final paper..n i totally flop coz its freaking hard even after ive studied for it..wth? so yeahh...at 8-9 was dhe mcq paper...after dat went to causewaypoint wif my dearest shiiny to grab our lunch..dhe next paper is at 1.30..so we have our own swit tyme..had fun withh shiiny dear=] hahas..she nvr fails to make me laugh wif her actions..dhe gurl who love to be pampered..lol..so around 12 plus we head back to skool n it was raining heavily..shiiny wan to take bus from compasspoint to skool but i insisted dat we would juz walk in dhe rain..she was a lil bit hesitant but force her to come..nyehehe..i love dhe rain..seriously i do..dhen i go splash water at her..dhen she say,"aiisha! u better dun splash water at me or else i will be drench for dhe next paper laaaaaa" after dat i stop n a car came by..SPLASH! hahahahahahs. dhe car juz splash water towards shiiny n she's drench..LOL! so yeahh..slept during dhe paper coz i seriously dun understand a qn..after dat stay back in dhe library for awhile..n here i am in dhe skool library wif eeda n dhe librarian oni..nyehehe..goin off soonn....
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N I LOVE NLT!!
OMG! I LOVE THEIR SONGS!
IM IN LOVE WIF TRAVIS cancancan=]
n im in love wif one of their song coz i guess..erm..nehmind..juz love it=]
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HE SAID, SHE SAID
Don’t know where to start
Something ain’t going right
Feel it in my soul cause
I’ve tried, oh baby
Tried to keep you satisfied
Please don’t cry
I just think we both need time
I just feel that we are in the same room
But living two worlds apart
And its causing too much pain
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She said,"baby can you please just stay
It ain’t too late to work this thing out"
I said," girl this ain’t easy for me
At least the truth is coming out"
She said,"why can’t we make up like the last time
I’m just afraid to hear you say go"
I said,"baby I’m sorry
I think its time we let go"
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Baby don’t leave don’t leave don’t leave
Tell me you'll stay can you stay can you stay
I gotta leave gotta leave gotta leave cause
I think its time we let go
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See these teardrops falling from your eyes
That don’t change my mind, oh baby
Please don’t make things more difficult than they gotta be
I can’t take no more this is killing me
Every time I look at you
I see more reason of me to leave you
And its causing me too much pain

Labels: he said, i said;

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 3:27 PM

yesterday im suppose to meet kak aiysah..but it was last minute cancel as she has to do OT..so yeah..went to vivo wif lil sis n take sumthings from mummeh's fren..after dat we actually plan to go for a movie..lil sis wanna watch 'jgn tegur' but there were too many ppl n all english movie..so yeah..n coincidently doter called me n ask where i am..she say dat ms 16 had organise a gathering at esplanade..so i went there..but before dat lil sis n me went to grab our lunch ferst..so..when we were at dhe esplanade..dhe others weren't there yet..doter say dat she's otw but she's not reaching..so called ms 16..n she say she's wif DP..so me n lil sis went in dhe esplanade n look around..we watch several performance put up by this particular lady..her voice was damn nice urh..even lil sis was mesmerised by her voice..n her songs r so my type lor..after awhile ms 16 msg n ask us to join them..so we went out n join them urhh..after awhile dhe others came..there were..ms 16,her lil sis,darkenprince,tikus,an,ice,amilemon,me n lil sis..lol..actually i wan to mit my doter sey..at 6.50,she msg me dat she's otw..at 8,there's still no sign of her..so i went off..they were quite surprise dat i wanna go home early..lil sis la nie..takot nah abah marah..so yeah..msg doter n told her dat im goin home..dhen she ask me to stay for awhile coz she's reaching oredi..but nehmind urh..im oredi walking towards dhe mrt station oredi..i missmiss my doter shooo much! lol..
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after dat,me n lil sis were worried dat our parents will get mad wif us for coming back home late..so we planned to go to mummeh's werk place n act as if we were waiting for mummeh..dhen we say to mummeh dat we were late coz we go watch movie..'wolverine origins'..penipu siol..padehal i watch dat movie wif sunny..so dhe journey back home,we tok bout wolverine..act mcm kiter tengok tady..hahahs..lil sis peyy muker kekek siol..she's a really good actress lor..so yeahh..reached home,abah gave me dat look..so i make funneh face lor..dhen he look at me again,i do funneh face again..lol..kekek sak..nak marah pon tak jadi..dhen i go n tickle hym..i dunno for wat..lol..so went to wash up n play games in my lappy..im so addicted to ,'last pilot vs machine alien' n 'vogue tales'..nyehehe..
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dhen at night around 12..granddoter msg me..she say dat she cant get to sleep n had no one to tok to..so i ask her to call me..so we tok n tok..we ask other ppl if they want to conference wif us..but they say dat their pp8 low n blablabla..at around 2 plus..we've got to conference awhile wif doter n son-in-law..cheyyy...hahaks..dhen 3 plus till 5 we conference wif syafiq kazuya..'haha!LOL!',syafiq's favourite word. 'wad dhe hell??' granddoter's favourite phrase..hahas..had fun toking wif them lor..dhen nie syafiq n saly were webcamming..i oso want to webcam la sheyy...but unfortunately,there's no internet connection yesterday..hurhur..so yeah..syafiq! buat org mengidam kropok lekor seyy..i want kropok lekor!! hmphh..n granddoter! u owe me balloon!! hahaks..dulu hakiim kater nak belikan..beh dier tak belikan..haix..nak balloon cancancan =] so end my conversation wif granddoter at 5 plus..after dat i was about to shlip..skali joe kol sia..alamak si jambul nie..joe jambul =p siak jek...padehal dier takder jambul..lol..tok tok wif hym till 8 plus..dat one oso i force hym to put down dhe fon coz im really2 tired n want to shlip..so yeahh..
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at 10..mummeh woke me up..wth? im tired lah cann..of coz i cant be awake urhh..saper ley bangun sak..mummeh want me to accompany lil sis to dhe new mosque coz lil sis wanna join dhe drawing competition..but seriously.i cant make myself up sia..so mummeh went wif lil sis oni..abah's not werking today..n he is so super damn irritating..nak kacau org number 1 sak..at 10 plus he ask me to wake up..gaah! dhen i still wan to slip ryte..so he go ask lil bro n play dhe shooting game on dhe comp in dhe room which im sliping..when dhe game start oni..i get damn annoyed urhh..since last tyme i dun lyk dhe sound effect..n he go blast dhe volume..irritating sia..so i cant get to slip anymore..wash up n do housewerk..mummeh ask me to fry prata..so i did..nyai ask to do dhe laundry outside dhe house so i did..abah ask to mop,sweep,clean dhe room,clean dhe toilet,clean evrytink..so i did..melebih kan abah..yeeeritating..lol..but when he noe im damn frustrated,he make joke wif me..he say.."ziq..tngok..kecian kak sha kau..satu malam tak tido pasal dier jaga pantat nana'" wth?? nak jage pantat lil sis wat perh..siow..dhen after cleaning n stuff..i play dhe lappy games again lorr...lyk i said..'last pilot vs machine aliens' weeee~! i loike..dhen abah sibok..he kip on asking where i got dhe game..so i go n tell hym lor dat i got it from myplaycity.com..dhen straight away he take hys vodafon n on lil sis's comp..dhenn he go download more games in dhe comp..nak challenge dhe games dat i had in my lappy konon..bluekk!! hahas..wateva..
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so im waiting for kak aiysah to kol urh..coz she's comin over..skali she msg me dat kak yana wanted to go her house so she cant make it today..hmmphh..so i've got notink to do except for playing games n watch teevee..boring siot..dhen fanana msg me urhh..i ask her to kol me instead..so we talk on dhe fon..dhen we ask granddoter to join us..dhen after awhile SR join us..dhen at 5.30 we ended our conference coz my dad's hot fren is here..lol..so kene buat air n stuff..dhen SR wanna eat..dhen granddoter wan to go out..im bored now!!
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so yeahhhhhh..SuNNy msg me..shiate sia..seriously..ive been really patient enuff..i dunno wat else to say urhh..up to u la eyhh..ive wasted enuff tears for guys la seyy..dhe one before u was dhe worst okeh..but pls urhh..once bitten,twice shy..if u wanna end tis r/s,pls end it soon urh..its not dat i dun love u or watsoeva..its juz dat,i tink its better to break in dhe early stage rather dhen me loving u whole-heartedly n it makes me harder to let u go..u urslf noe dat i havent love u wif all my heart..u noe dat i still do love dhe guy dat i admire last tyme before u..u noe dat its hard to let hym go out of my head..but ive tell u dhe truth..u kip on saying dat all dat memories can be erase soon..n u will try to make things better..n wat r u doin now? im tryin so hard to let our love kip on burning but u? gaah! ive juz to tell u dhe truth sia..ive given u a chance to prove dat all guys r not dhe same..but..ntah la..sometymes i tink dat dhe happiness dat u give me were all fake..im sorry swithrt if i get it rong..u juz make me feel dat way..y must i always be dhe person hu try very hard to make dhe love burning? n y must dhe other partner juz heck care n nvr appreciate it. i dun understand urh..serious sak..if u really2 wan it to last long,pls call me a.s.ap. u urself say,"do WATEVA it takes to make our r/s last long". so pls..tink back..

Labels: wad DHE hell;

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 5:59 PM

gaah!! im super bored today..wanna go out but evrybody is buzy wif their own things..haishh..msg most of them,nobody eply..msg SuNNy,he oso didnt eply..sedih sak! haishhhh~!
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we'll wish this never ends.

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bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 11:32 PM

firstly..today is soooo stupid..serious...paper start at 12.30 but i came to skool at 7..pandai perhhh..so ive no where to go except for dhe library..so stay there till 11 plus..till there's tis 1 chinese gurl ask for a fight juz becoz of dhe lib lappy..n dat tyme there's dhe sec 4 NT minah's.. tis irritating cina gurl came up to me,"sorry ur tyme is up..u cant use dhe lappy animore"..one of dhe minahs,"buat bodoh jer aisha..jgn layan" so i juz ignore her...but tis cina gurl still stand beside me..so fine..i told her tat im logging off..but its damn ridiculous sia..there's still 4-5 more lappy which were un use,y must she use dhe one which im usin..shit sia..dhen all dhe minah backup me..lol..funneh sia..dhen dat cina gurl go complain to dhe librarian..at first im not dat angry urhh..but dhe minahs make my anger burning..lol..they say last tyme oso dat particular cian fight juz for dat lappy..wth? dhen one of them shout," fuck ah u! there's other lappy sia.y must u use dat articular lappy dat aiisha is usin?y?u got kip porn inside urh? i tell ur mum u watch porn urh!" lol..i noe..funneh..but i was angry..so i juz shut down n slam dhe lappy..lol..imagine urhh..inside dhe library we all shouting2..
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after dat,did dhe physics paper..it was damn super damn damn hard..i can only ans a few qns la sia..confirm fail..lyk duhhh..after dat went straight back home..had fun chatting wif stino si siakenz..wan,mona,saly n apeez..they do cheer me up =] wan,tanx ferr dhe advices..mona,tanx ferr all dhe encouragements..i miss you loads la babe..k urhh..im so damn tired now..gtg..my blog is super duper corrupted..will make it better tmrw if got tyme..tc peepz..toodles~!

*i will nvr trust eu animore! i will nvr let eu enter my lyfe animore! fu*k eu la eyh~!*

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bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 8:39 PM

woke up early in dhe morning today to mit SuNNy..wenT to fetch hym from hys camp at around 9 plus..dhen after dat took dhe cab n went sumwhere to chill..at around 2 he send me back home..n when i got home,went to clean dhe house n cook..woohoo..now i noe how to cook hokkien mee oredi..nyehehe =] i love hokkien me to the max lorr..dhen after dat,i felt very tired so i went to bed..these few months,i seriously dun have enuff slip..i always stay up till late at night..sumtymes i dun even sleep sia..dhen mummeh say she's not working today so she wanna go ang mo kio..but i say dat im too tired n i want to sleep..dhe she add,"ya...ur day become night..n ur night become day oredi wat..at night u always on dhe fon, u tink i dunno izit?" lol..wateva la mummeh..i cant take it anymore so fall in sleep n woke up when lil bro came back home..which is around 6.45..dhen after dat gave lil bro some food to eat n here i am now typing this post..oni 1 subject left..which is science..it has 2 papers..which falls on thursday n dat is tmrw n monday..dat means on friday n next tuesday there will be no skool..yeay!! but malay O level paper is drawing near sia..19 more days!! mamposs! ya ya..malay is easy..but it aint easy as wat u tink..*winkk*
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dearest SuNNy,tanx ferr evrytink..i really enjoy dhe tyme dat i spend wif u..seriously..i do love u okehh..of coz i do..erm..ya..tc of ur heath n make sure u also have enuff sleep..u seem to be very tired juz now..so yeah..i really miss ur kisses n huggies now..heeeeeee ILYTTM!!

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bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 7:52 PM

well just now..had my geog elec n maths paper 2..lyk dhe other papers..i juz flop..serious..dear Olevels,im seriously not ready for u yet. time goes by very fast..i myself cant catch up..gaah! im so disappointed with myself..dhen after dat..eeda n shiiny cheer me up..we went straight to compasspoint..at first..i tot of treating them..but unfortunately shiiny has to go back home..so left with me n eeda..while we were entering dhe banquet,we saw fatin n shasha..so we sat wif them..blablabla n we went off...went to dhe cold storage as there is a new ice-cream stall..it was expensive but its worth it..it was damn nice n was handmade..i choose ' cookie dough wif honeystar cereal' while eeda took,'chocolate brownie wif cookie n some colourful cereal'..hee..finish up our ice-creams n went straight to dhe library as eeda want to find some recipe book..she wanna bake a cake for her mum's bdae i guess..
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so while looking through all dhe books..we saw mira HOT n tinah ..lol..so we join them..they r dhe best junior ever =] i treat them juz lyk my own siblings n i love u two truck loads okehh..so from 3 plus till 6 we were in dhe library..after dat, we went to mcd..me n eeda juz eat fries..while tinah n mira HOT ate mcspicy..my treat =] after dat..tinah wanted dhe ice-cream dat we bought earlier..so we went to cold storage again..n bought for these 2 juniors n eeda..lol..eeda is in love wif it oredi lorr..after dat bid gdbye to dhe juniors n i walked eeda home..as usual lor..tok bout things..n yeah..planned bout going cycling tomorrow morning..actually im suppose to mit SuNNy tmrw but ystrday he told me dat he will still be in dhe camp..so i juz continue to plan wif eeda..we plan to cycle to pasir ris n stuff..lol..
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dhen when i reach home..while i was watchin tv,i was surprise dat SuNNy called me..coz since ystrday he have not called me n he didnt even msg me dhe whole day..i was so frustrated wif hym urh..so i picked up dhe fon n say notink..he was talking as if we didnt argue dhe day before..but i was still mad at hym lor (as if)..so when he ask me qn,i juz give hym a word ans..i noe he was getting a lil annoyed but he was being patient wif me..dhen i told hym to juz go n rest n i put down dhe fon..after a while an unknown number called..so i ans..n it was hym..he was talking damn nicely to me. suddenly he says sorry. dhen i ask hym wat for urhh..den ya..he explained evrytink..hys charger went missing n he has guard duty...n he was very2 buzy..he told me dat if he has not been buzy,he would have called me oredi..n he ask me a qn ,"do u lurve me?" dhen i say," of coz i do,but i dunno if u lurve me or not urh" "u dun merepek okeh..if i dun lurve u,i wont ask u out tmrw okehh..n i really do love u sia" ask me out? tmrw? but im going out wif eeda ryte,gaah! i text eeda n told her dat i will get to mit her in dhe afternoon oni..haish..felt bad sia..but..aiyahh..i dunno urhh..dhen she eply back,"nemind lurhh..u got to see me evryday..while u oni got to see hym once in awhile..so juz dun worry bout me..enjoy ur day=]" aww..thanx eeda..ily..so yeah..im miting my swithrt tmrw..weeeeeee..of coz i do trust hym..he's my guy n i trust hym..dun worry kays syg..i always lurve to tink bout dhe negative..gonna hug u tite2 tmrw =p my shortie =] ILYTTM!!

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 11:55 PM

GAAH!!
IM SO FRUSTRATED..seriously i am..
he is so god damn irritating..i dunno dat i have such an irritating boyfie!
lol..maybe im juz over-reacting..but hell ya..
switheart,u r getting on my nerves u noe...
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n dat particular tyme..apai msg me..remember...dhe guy hu ask me to be hys scandal..k wateva..he cools me down for a sec..he juz quarrel wif hys gurl over sumtink..idk wat urhh..i juz treat hym as a fren lor..but he say he treat me as hys no.2..mepekz..so yeah..i cant eply hym animore coz my pp8 finish oredi..oni left 1 cent..
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so i went online..chat wif granddoter about it..n yeah..she sure do make me laugh..hahas..sick minded..=pn we tok bout some stuff urhh.....and of coz..WEBCAM-ING!! heee..our usual thingg=] N YAHH!!!

IM SO MISSING UR BOOBS!!!!!!! I LOVE IT!! omg..it sound soo rong..lol..wateva...~!
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imy swithrt..i miss u saying 'to the core'..i miss ur hug..i miss dhe way u look into my eyes..i miss ur kisses..i miss u holding my hands..i miss u scolding me..i miss u smiling broadly..i miss u when..aiisha!! pls shaddap!! enuf la..basicly..i miss evrybit of u.. *winks*
im sorry..i dint mean to be harsh to u but..i have too sia..u r juz getting way overboard..i hope u understand wat i mean..i still do love u to the max..

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bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 4:36 PM

firstly,HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO DHE MOTHERS ALL AROUND DHE WORLD!!
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well today,i juz rot at home..wan to go out wif granddoter to watch 'jgn tegur' but i have insufficient money..coz yeah..all dhe money had gone for mummeh's gift..yesterday,i gave it to her..n yeah..she was shock urhh..coz she nvr expect it..im dhe one hu is always lazy when it comes to buying presents for my own family members..dhen i told her dat it was from me n SuNNy..hahas..she asked hu is SuNNy but i juz kept quiet n went out of dhe room..lil sis love dat necklace too lorr..dhen she was jealous n she cant get a better gift dhen mine..but actually..its not about getting sumtink expensive or wat..juz a simple gift is enough if u really give it from ur heart *wink*
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next..in dhe morning,dhe fon kept on ringing..it was around 9 plus..n it was SuNNy..irritating u noe..hahas..kip on disturbing me oni..but i still do lurve hym..i will miss all hys jokes n irritating-ness if we r not meant to be together..haishh..aiya..tink positive..ii always tink negative sia..dhen later he will scold me..lol..so we tok n tok until 12..we cant have long toks when he has to go back to camp..so yeah...today afternoon,he's booking in..my pp8 is running out..n i ask hym not to buy for me..as he has topup for me for so many tymes sia..
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n now..ive juz finish cooking=] heheeee..ayam cili padi nehhh..=p a guy ask me for stead juz now..he ask me to be hys scandal coz he have a gurl oredi..gyler perhh..nak mampos..klau SuNNy taw,ley mati siot..niways..i have an amazing boyfiee..i dun nid another one..YOU cant replace hym okeh..fullstop.
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❤i trust you,but pls dun make me change it.

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bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 5:45 PM

lilmissnana.salyieha.aiisha

me n my doter =]

fanana.salyieha.lilmissnana.aiisha

fanana,my beloved lil sis =]

saly,my dearest granddoter =]

so dats dhe picts dat i took wif my doter,granddoter n lil sis..dhe day when i 'pon' skool..lol..we really make a fool of ourself..alot of ppl was looking at us..but wateva it is,we had fun laughing=] theres still loads of picts..but i lazy urh..hehehe..love euu gurls to dhe max okehh =]

today early in dhe morning went out coz gonna mit my SuNNy =]

woke up at 6 plus..bathe n stuff..took 161 to woodlands..dhen went to hys place at jurong..around 9 plus,we took a cab n went to west mall..chill sumwhere at dhe blocks..n dhe blocks there were 30 storey high..so we went up..n see dhe view..it was beautiful..n he hug me as it was very cold..nyehehehe..after dat..went to west mall again n watched Wolverine origins. i swear i hate wolverine..but becoz of SuNNy..i juz went in together wif hym as dhe other shows will start at 11..bought stuff n went in..now i noe dat my SuNNy love to eat cheese..when dhe nachos finish oredi..he still take hys finger n dip into dhe cheese n lick it..cute keper u..he does dat until evrytink was clean..he was holding dat container for awhile..i was about to sleep oredi..dhen he go disturb me. irritating gylerr..after dat he pass me dat container of nachos..i took it n i felt lyk there's sumtink inside dhe container..i ask hym,but he juz ignore..when i open,there's a box..n inside dhe box was a necklace..awww..how sweet can my SuNNy be? gave hym a kiss n continue to watch dhe show..dah tak jady nak tido sey..so dhe show finish at around 12 plus..dhen i remembered dat tmrw is mother's day..n i havent buy for mummeh anitink..SuNNy force me to buy sumtink for mummeh. haiya..so we went around..n look for a gift..suddenly sumtink caught hys eyes..its a necklace..n its much nicer dhen dhe one he gave me..hmmph..n it will cost me a bomb sia..dhe price is more dhen 50 bucks..its way over my budget..dhen he suggest dat we could share money n buy for mummeh..hehehe..it was hys idea lor..dhen after buying,he gave me tis very2 wide smile n say,"i confirm u dat mummeh will definately lyk it =]" hahas..so i tot of buying sumtink for mama(hys mum) too..but he say no need..he eyhh..wan to buy sumtink for mummeh but dun wan to buy anitink for mama..niways he say dat mama ask me to come over n have dinner wif them..but yeah..i cant..maybe next tyme..mama is very nice n understanding..i love her lor =] papa oso okehh..tok to hym on dhe fon before..heeee..n yeahh..SuNNy wan to tok to mummeh n abah too sia..gyler perhh..hahas..but i noe la..mummeh wont be angry..she noe i went out wif hym today..n lil sis told abah bout SuNNy..N abah juz kept quiet n smile..i was relief though..so by 1pm, SuNNy nid to go off as hys cuzzie is getting married so he gotta help out..we oni spend a few hours together sey..really not enuff..i was giving hym dat sad face urhh..dhen he hug me tite2 n gave me a kiss..aww..n we bid gdbye..n I AM MISSING HYM RYTE NOW ALREADY! hehe..

I LOVE EU SWITHEART..tanx ferr evrytink..even though we spend a lil tyme together,i still do treasure evry sec..i really love eu switheart..TO DHE MAX! muarckz!!

5S = SuNNy ShOrtY SuKeR SyIoK SenDiri bluek! =p

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bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 2:22 PM

well today had maths paper 1 and social studies..n seriously..i didnt even study for it urhh..haishh..n yeahh..yesterdae nite sunny ask me to call hym..dhen i told hym dat i didnt even study,suddenly he nag at me..lol..lyk makcik oni u..tok to hym wif mummeh's fon..mummeh let me use marhh..dhen i tok to hym till mummeh's pp8 finish..n mummeh didnt even ask hu am i toking to till late at night..dhen i told her dat im going out tis saturday..dhen she say,"why? want to go dating ah?" dhen i just say yup n she kept quiet..woohoo..

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ss paper juz now was easy but i could not answer..hee..coz i nvr study marhh..i leave a 25 marks qn blank..haiya..n for math,lyk usual leave sum blanks lor..after skool..went straight back home..had a fun time wif abah..hahahas..we joke a lot lor...until mummeh is jealous..n abah was so mentel wif me..dhen he act lyk gangster..dhen i ask,"abah,u didnt use anitink under ur boxer ryte?" dhen he laugh..coz he noe wat i meant..hys dat thing is..erm..nehmindd..dhen dunno la wad he do..
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niways..im missing my sunny la seyy..hys pp8 finish oredi..mine too..gaah! but he gonna top up today nite n he's gonna topup for me n mummeh too..so yeah..cant wait to mit hym on saturday!! yeay! we have straighten things out..n he say he got some surprise for me on sat..he say,"ive got a surprise for u..but when i give dat thing to u,u must always wear it ok?" dhen i kept tinkin was could 'dat thing' be..hmm...
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ii miss euu my dearest dearest boyfiee =]
-mRs SuNNy-
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"whenever there is eu

to hold my hand,

i find a way to be true

and change my play;

so please,

let our lyfe begin now

say eu will stay wif me

n be my man.."

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bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 7:07 PM

today had malay paper...n yeahh..huever noe wads dhe meaning of 'menyita' pls tell me kayys...=] after skool eeda follow me back home coz she wan some songs from my lappy..after dat webcam wif granddoter..weeeeeee~! so yeahh..im missing my sunny..haishh..no mood to blog..k la..tata..

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 6:01 PM

we had english paper today..
sunny call me early in dhe morning n wish me luck..n give me exam tips..wakaka..niways tanx switheart..n yeah..dhe first paper was ok but for dhe letter,most of us don't understand dhe qn..wth..dhen recess tyme sunny msg me n ask me some stupid qn..oni eeda n me noe..didnt want shiiny to noe coz i dun wanna make her sad..so yeah..wtf urh..ask me such a FUCKING QN? n im so damn angry wif sunny urh..so stop eating n reply back..dhen again he made me angry..got no mood to eat oredi sia..eeda kept on calming me down but im still damn angry..waited for eeda to finish up her food n went straight back to class..gaah! stress sia..dat qn is really2 fucking annoying urhh..dhen after ive cool down..i msg hym back..i was already ok but dhen its hys turn to be angry..wth sia..buat prangai plak si deyni..dhen i was angry again..dhen went back home n continue texting. he seriously pissed me off..he told me to juz msg hym tomorrow. mepek sia. dhen i juz say, " yerla org tu dah tak sayang lagy kan. gasak ah. msg me tmrw ah. no mood oredi, tc." dhen he reply, "aper yg u mepek? bf maner yg tak sayang gf dier? dun put words in my mouth ah!! u yg tak syg i u ckp ah!!i got no mood!!" haishh..after a few minutes..i msg hym back nicely..i juz ask hym to msg me whenever he felt better..i still love u sunny..but pls dont pester me wif dat stupid qn..if u ask other gurls oso,confirm they will get angry..
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hahas..after a few hours suddenly i receive a call from sunny =] hehehe..he's ok oredi..weeeee~! lurve ya loads too sunny!!

"I'm leavin' my life in your hands

Don't care what is written in your history

As long as you're here with me"

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bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 5:46 PM

yesterday..went to eastpoint again to support acul n taufik..but dhen..too bad they cant be qualified to dhe next round..no matter wat..u all r still my cousin n im pround of u two aites..dhen ysterday saw nanashortcake or should i say,ketotcake? hahas..yeah..she has dhe same fate as my two cousins..but no worries..u all still have a nice voice..niways..my other frens got in..lyk yanstar,shahrin,zax,nanastar n more urhh..cnt remember..so gd luck guys =]
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so..today went to skool..n i miss my shiiny alot lorr..it has been more dhen a week since i last saw her..=] woohoo..catching up wif each other lyfe..n yeah...ive got attached ysterday erm..i mean today..hahas..yeah..fuck urh..i dunno wats into me..but yeah..n i oni realised dat eeda's 1st year anni will me my 1st mnthsary..wth? hahas..so yeahh..hope dat we will last long..opps..should not hope but should strive for it..dats wat he say..haishh..i dunno urhh..im juz giving hym chance to prove to me dat not all guys dhe same..ppl would tink dat im using hym..but..i have to..if not..i will kip on remembering bout dat sumone when i didnt even gain anytink..so yeah..may evrytink turn out well..but wateva he said early in dhe morning juz now really touched my heart =] i finally gave hym dhe ans at 12 am tis morning =] so yeah..he's preety happy bout it..n he juz say, "i love eu to dhe core sayang!!!" n i was lyk..hahas..to dhe core?? kk..
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I LURVE EU TO DHE MAX BABY =]

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bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 1:20 PM

i've burnt my hand today. but dun worry.

dhe pain on my hand is not as painful as dhe pain dat i have in my heart.

FUCK AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 7:41 PM

well today..i juz rest at home..im preety tired for not sleeping quite a few days..so yeah..yesterday night..issalli called again..he die2 wan to tok to me n i dunno y..so he was in a high spirit ysterday nite..dunno y..but still fun though..n he tok to my lil sis..niways..we got to tok for a short while oni coz mummeh wants dhe fon..he wan to tok to mummeh sia..giler perhh..so at 1 am..gave mummeh dhe fon n he went to lepak wif hys frens..he ask me for permission..dhen i was lyk..im not even hys gf urh..for wat he want to ask me sia..dhen he ask me if he can have piercing..he oredi have 8 pircing sia..how many he wan seyy..adoi..dhen i juz say..up to hym urh..coz seriously i dun have dhe rights over hym..n guess wad..he ask me for stead yesterday..i was lyk..speechless..i juz ask hym to give me some time..dhen he say dat he really wan me to be hys on hys burfdae..he give me till 22 may to tell hym dhe ans coz its hys burfday on dat day..but wth sia..wad if i turn hym down on hys burfdae..i dun wanna hurt hym..i dun wan to loose hym juz dhe way i loose my kambeng..haish..masalah..masalah....

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bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 8:29 PM