ARGH!! IM SICK OF STUDYING 24/7! I JUZ WAN A BREAK!! PLEASH~!! haishh..im getting emo these days..i juz dun wan to entertain any guys..they kept calling but i kept on rejecting. im sory ppl..i juz have no mood. maybe im missing dat sumone too much. he noes it..but he ignores it..gaah~! wateva laa..malas la sia!! ` Akupun tahu diri Engkau mencintainya Namun mengapa hati Enggan melupakanmu Aku tak bisa lari Dari kenyataan ini Cinta ku tetap kamu Aku ingin lari Aku ingin pergi Namun hati ini tak bisa pungkiri Aku ingin kamu Kamu ingin dia Cinta ku kandas Tiada berbalas Pedih hatiku Cinta padamu Tanpa kau tahu bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
1:11 AM
Monday, June 8, 2009
gaah!! i have probs wif dhe internet connection n its soo god damn irritating..so,dat means dat i cant blog n stuff for a few days..n i get damn bored..so some flash backs have to be done..wadevaaa..so on saturday was ok but i dunno y its was full wif surprises..lyk all so sudden lyk dat..but..i shall kip it to myslf dhenn..hmmz..so on dat day,i was super duper utterly bored..no one was at home..nyai,lilsis n lilbro went to slip over at kid's n raudhah's house..there's no internet n no gerek tv programmes..n i got notink to do..suddenly i miss my yeeritating siblings..lol...mummeh n abah went to werk..abah has now started wif night shift..i guess im ok wif it..lol..but sumtymes i juz miss hys presence..hys jokes n hys scoldings..haishh..coz when i got up from sleep,he's asleep..when he got up from sleep, he straightaway get ready to go to work..so ive not tok to hym for more dhen 3 days..haiya..mummeh gets home at around 9 plus..so yeah..went to bed lorrrr.. ````````````````````` on sunday,mummeh werk in dhe afternoon..from 1 to 5 i guess..she told me dat when she finish werking,she wanna bring me to tampines n buy my skool shoes..so i juz agreed..around 5 plus,she came home,n she say dat bik lin called her sayin nyai wanna go home..lol..nyai brought her clothes as if she's going to slip over bik lin's hous for a week but in dhe end,she oni stay over for a day..lol...so have to wait for bik lin to send nyai back home..so yeah..at 6 plus,lil sis n bik lin reached at my hous..tok tok tok coz me n bik lin got alot of catching up to do..we have not hang out together for so long..we used to be very close last tyme n share secrets together...so yeah.. after dat mummeh wanted to go off..so nyai was left alone at home. bik lin n lilsis were suppose to head back to bik lin's hous but mummeh persuade them to follow us go tampines..so at tamp,we went shopping..nyehehe..bout some tops n bottoms =] we were dhe last customer at dat store..so imagine how long we have been in it..i took some clothes n make lilsis dhe model..dhen ask her go change again n again..mix n match here n there..it looks nice n trendy but mummeh,as per normal..dun lyk it..wateva..she say dat kind of clothes r for adults n lilsis is still very very young..blablabla..so me n lilsis wait near dhe playground..after dat went to buy my skool shoes..i really really want tat ballet black shoes!! but it ran out of stock..mummeh go n buy it for herself sia..haishh..afterdat,bik lin say dat paman loli (weird name. lol) is picking us up..whooohuuu..confirm he's coming wif abg yazid's bus..n i was right. dhe whole bus smells durians sia..they sent me n mummeh first..lilsis kip on asking me to slip over at bik lin's hous..so after awhile i agreed..so i ask abg yazid to wait for awhile while i go upstairs n take my clothes n books..it took me half an hour to pack evrytink..lol..when i came up dhe bus, i juz oni wan to say sorry, abg yazid quickly say, "i tot u running a factory of books at ur house until it took u so long!" wateva...so juz say sorry n sit lorr..paman loli kip on making lame jokes wif me sia..at tymes i find hym cute wif hys missing teeths n long hair..but at tymes i find hym irritating..mcm nak letak tape jek kat mulot. nyehehehe..but overall, hys nice..dat night,we ate 2 large bags of durian..its damn nice n we got damn full until we cant put animore durians in our mouth..after dat,did some maths, teach raudhah some english n science stuff..dhen paman loli tok n tok wif me..dhen off to slip. actualli,i cant slip at all urh..oni some ppl will noe why..wifey do noe y i cant sleep so yeahhhh.. ```` today early in dhe morning i was already up, went to cook maggi for my 2 siblings n 2 cuzzie..paman loli n bik lin has gone off to work..n when i wanna bath,i discover dat the water was not running animore..n im running late to mit wifey oredi..so i left dhe kids n straight to wifey's place..luckily their house r juz a few blocks away..so,bath at wifey's house.dhen wifey's mum cook maggi for us..lol..after dat went off to shajeetha's place..many things happen in shaj's place today..love playing wif rihanna..nyehehe..i make her squeak n she bite my finger 2 tymes today coz she hate ribbons but i still try to tie dat ribbon all around her body..n i failed..dhen about dhe house tenant who lost her handbag in dhe taxi n stuff urh..n i cant study today..today is juz not dhe day to study..so i seriously slack today..wifey was busy doing he fNn..at around 6 plus...me n wifey went to compasspoint while shaj had to go for her night class..went to CP to buy topup cards n went to dhe lib n bought some drinks...after dat bof of us went to sit under dhe block n we start talking bout our primary skool lyfe..its damn hilarious sia..we had a good laugh wif our past tymes..on how rebellious i was during those days..bashing ppl up..n cant stand some ppl mouth..n how my fren complain to her mum when i play wif her dad's name...hahas..dhen wifey was talking bout how crazy her dad were last tyme..she broke an egg...dhen her father scold..dhen her father go and take summore eggs n throw at her when he can use some other things n beat her,,how her father chase she n her siblings around dhe round dining table they had at their home..lol..so around 8 plus we walk back home..but before dat,we went to 7-eleven..bout dhe capsules again n i got lilmiss sunshine n mr greedy again..so i gave it to wifey..ive become a fanatic of mr men urhh..dhe next ting i wanna buy is dhe bigger keychains..n dhe cookies..lol..after dat walked wifey back home n i also went home..i went home n told lil siblings bout rihanna n they got excited..they really wan a hamster now..dhen my lilsis say dat she wan a female hamster n wanna call it Beyonce..dhen my lilbro wan a male hamster coz he wanna call it chris brown..im lyk..wat dhe hell has happen wif my siblings..dhen i was being sarcastic wif them urh..i say i wanna 1 female n 1 male..dhe female i call it lady gaga n dhe male one is J.T. n maybe i could get another male n name it T.I. yayaya..i was trying to be lame..so yeah..i got to go to slip...tanx ferr reading tis long long post.. u dun have too actually...nyehehe..toodles~! 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finally dear fren msg me..lol..juz in tyme..coz i juz started to change my mind..i hope u could make it..cant wait to see u dear fren..we were msging each other n suddenly he say dat he's scared..so i ask,wat r u scared of?? coz im a bit puzzled..dhen he gave me tis msg,
"im scared becoz..
-i dun1 anione else to have ur heart.
-i dun 1 anione else to kiss ur lips.
-i dun 1 anione else to be in ur arms.
-i dun 1 anione else to be dhe 1 u love.
im's scared becoz i dun 1 anione else to take my place coz i love u. :)"
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hmmz..i dunno la eyh..im taking things nice n slow..in lurve, u can nvr rush. i nvr go for looks..if my hearts wants to be wif u, i will sure do.. i dun care if dat sumone hu love me is old..seriously, i dun care..its juz dhe matter of heart. if my hearts says no.wat should i do? should i juz force myslf to be wif u?or shud i go wif dhe person dat my heart wants even if it take such a long tyme to get hym? im dat kind of person dat is hard to change my feelings towards sumone. if i love dat person, i wil really2 love hym..if i dun really lurve dat person, u can still try but i dun guarentee u can get my heart...haishhhhhhh..
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
11:55 PM
Saturday, June 6, 2009
this small baby has grown up~~~
Happy 19th Burfdae to my dearest Abdil Hakim..its has been a great pleasure to noe u..havin u near by my side was dhe greatest experience ever..i really do enjoy myself..but to dismay,things went rong..maybe we r juz not fated..during dat tyme,u dunno how much i love u..how much ive treasure u..but..there's no point..i dun tink tyme can turn back again..dat video i made when i was really really upset bout u..but dhen,juz forget bout it..juz enjoy ur day kay dearest..u noe dat i will always be there for u when u nid me..juz kip in ur mind dat u have really change my life..in a good way i guess..i really thank u for dat..ur teddy is still as cute as ever..=]tanx alot dearest.im so glad u were born becoz u brighten my lyfe n fill it wif joy=] u are very special and u deserve dhe best..I wish u a wonderful life ahead which is filled with love and happiness.
k ppl..juz a quick one..ysterday went to adam's crib around 6 plus..omg..i miss hym to dhe core lorr..n he look so god damn hansome. i swear..totally look lyk arab..wakakaka..he dun look lyk my cuzzie at all..but wait a minute..hys jokes r still de same..super damn irritating..kip on disturbing me..but i juz kept quite..sabar je..hahahas..but i still got smack hym lor..n kak isha! i noe u dun love me nimore! bluek!! hahahaha! went to 7-eleven more than 3 tymes coz ive became a 'mr men' freak..ive collected 7 cute 'mr men n lil miss' nyehehehe..3 more n i have completd it..ive got, lilmiss sunshine, lil miss shy, lil miss chatterbox, mr happy, mr nosey, mr greedy and mr small..at around 10,went back to home sweet home~ ` today had a date wif wifey..she look gorgeous..serious..she wore dhe skirt which i gave her..lol..u look awesome kays wifey..after dat head to vivo n get our movie tickets..after dat we went to banquet to grab our lunch since dhe show is another 1 hr plus..so,finish eating..went to dhe top n took some picts..oni some..not alot kay..coz wifey's leg was painful..after dat went to dhe cinema n bought popcorns n drink..we watched night at the museum 2..it was quite a hilarious movie..nice to watch..must watch okayy..after dat..we went straight back home..i noe dat its still early..but..i dunno..i juz to be home..im sorry wifey..i noe dat we dun really enjoy our tyme together..it was all becoz of me..n im sorry kays..i promise next tyme we will go out n enjoy puas2 kay dearie..so yeah..i wan to quit smoking!! but its hard!! can anibody help me????? nobody is there to guide me..haishhh.. bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
10:51 PM
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
maths, maths n maths~~~~! so many things happen in shajeetha's hous today.. haiya..i love nani! lol...her grandma is so cool =] her advices r..i dunno..easy to get into my brain i guess..so at 2 plus went to her hous n went back home around 9 plus..see...how long we did maths..nyehehe..of coz got breaks urhh..played wif rihanna(shaj's pet hamster) , had lime drinks, tea wif some spices in it..had murtabak, laddu..n yeah..tanx alot nehhh..love going to shaj hous..lol..becoz of food..haiya..not really la..most impt thing is i got to study n spend more tyme wif my beloved wifey =] ` after dat,walked wifey home n tok about some stuff..she say dat ive changed a bit..i did realise it too...i myself dunno why..haishh..i tink im getting older..dats y..hmmz....so yeahh..my dear granddoter msg me n was advicing her..i noe u love edrie dearie..if he's dhe one for u..he will come to u sooner or later..dun worry to much...guys r not worth of ur worries...trust me dear.. ` n ya...i miss adam alot la shey~! cant wait to mit hym tomorrow...i hope i can make it...weeeeeeeeee~! i love u dearest cuzzie..cant wait to see ur 'salman khan' face..hehehehe... ` i'm missing my wifey,doter,grandoter n lil sis fanana so muchies~! bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
11:49 PM
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
well..yesterday had my MT o level paper..dhe paper was okehh..no comment..dun wanna say anitink about it..im leaving it to god's hands coz ive givin my best shot..if im goin to get let wat i get last year..dhen i guess its fated..haishh.. ` so today early in dhe morning,accompanied mummeh to wak anoi's house..gotta pass her sumtink coz she's goin to australia tis june hols..dunno wad date..but i guess its a normal tink oredi coz they go australia evry year..y not go sumwhere else..okays..aiishaaaaa..at least they go overseas okeyhhh..so shuttup. k. so yeahh..after dat meet wifey at shajeetha's house..they gonna help me with my maths..wifey say dat we r goin tu shaj's house evryday to do maths.n today's chapter is on vectors..uhhuh..vectors..dhe topic which i dun understand at all..but thanks to shaj dear n wifey dat i can at least understand a lil bit..a lil bit is better dhen notink..ive got so many things to catch up nehh...dhen after dat at 6 plus..wifey follow me back home coz i ask her to follow me to lil sis camp fire wif lil bro...so reach there n blablabla..llilbro went missing..n yeah..we found hym at my house..yeeeeeeritating..tak pasal2 og plak kene lecture..klau ader 10 org adek mcm dier...bley mampos sak aku..k next...i ask mummeh if wifey can stay over..dhen she say can..skali wifey's dad plak buat pe'el..due to some reasons dat i cannot tell here sh ecant stay over..so 11 plus she went home..so sadd....dhen after dat,continue doin maths n yeah..in my head is oni maths now..lol..wateva..tomorrow goin to shaj's house again at 2 n planning a date for me n wifey on friday..woohoo....=] till dhen,tc.. ` how long do u wan me to hang on n wait for u when u didnt even show ur presence? bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
11:58 PM
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