Labels: picnic pics; there's alot more to upload. gaah.
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
10:19 PM
i woke up late so i didnt go to skool.
sorry.
ive got no mood.
sorry for evrytink.
is all tis sufferings going to last?
when is it goin to end?
when could i see light at the end of tis dark dark tunnel?
i wished.
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
7:48 PM
listening compre today was okok...hahahas..dhe invigilator sucks. selenger. he cant even hear dat dhe voice is stuck2..so for dhe first 2 qns..idk wad to ans..fuck urhh.. n today..cried in skool over sumtink. haish..my days r diffrent now..`I'm not trying to forget you anymore
I got back to remembering the love we had before
And I've been tryin' to forget someone my heart still adores
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You were just someone who brought happiness into my life
it did not last forever...
hey, but that's alright we were always more than lovers and still good friends
if I had the chance I'd do it all again
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
7:57 PM
GAAH~!! i was late today..early in dhe morning sheepie msg me lot of tymes but i didnt even eply hys msges..coz im damn sleepy..after awhile, sumone called me.. n i juz pick up wifout seeing dhe number..dhen it was sheepie..hahas..cheebai la he..lol..he force me to go to dhe toilet..so i put down dhe fon...n went to bathe..i get change n stuff..but dhen while i walking towards dhe bckgate, i saw ms adeline ng juz close dhe gate..hurhurhurrrr..dat means i cant go to skool today...gaah! but i want to go....my last racial harmony day wif them leyyy..i got no choice but went straight home wif a sad face..mummeh cant scold me coz she noe i really wan to go to skool today..i cant go by dhe front gate coz i wont get my testimonial at dhe end of the yr..fuck urhh..i cant afford to be late animore.. `
in dhe afternoon..around 4 plus,wifey msg me n ask if i wan her to come over my place or not..at first i dun wan coz i dun have dhe mood..but suddenly i tot of dat field..i nid fresh air to breathe..to relax my mind..so i ask her to mit at my house..after a few minutes..we make a move to dhe field....
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we walk towards dhe middle of dhe field..even though its hot, there's cool breeze..we took picts..more of wifey's pict..she wif her punjabi suit..hehs.. dhen we lie down on dhe field n take more picts..dhen look at dhe clouds..its damn nice..feel as if we dun wanna go back n juz wanna stay there..but too bad, we have to make dhe move..so went back to wifey's place for awhile to take dhe picnic pictures..dhen went back home..n now im typing tis post..so till dhen, pray dat i wont be late to skool animore..gaah! tc peepz~!
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
9:20 PM
these r dhe picts during dhe picnic..there's more to upload..will upload it bit by bit evryday..cant upload in 1 shot..so yeah..`today i was late to skool n it was dhe third time! gaah! if i late another 1 more tyme, i cant get my testimonial at dhe end of dhe year..haishh..so dhe first two periods, i had notink so went to dhe library n read some books..but while i was reading, i fell asleep..hahas..yeah..lyk really really sleep..until someone came n tap my shoulders for such a long tyme..i ask her wat tyme is it n she say dat it was dhe third period oredi..fuck ahh..niways dat gurl is sharifah..aiyoo...i rush down to maths class wif my sleepy face..luckily its mark chan's lesson.. so he didnt ask any question..if it was susie lee's lesson, im goin to be dead sia..summore if i say i fell asleep she will scold coz she say dat im suppose to look through all my work..today was okok urh..me n tash kip on thinking wat clothes we want to wear tomorrow coz its racial harmony day..`after skool, went to study at compasspoint library wif wifey..stayed there till 5 plus..went to buy top up card n went straight back home..wifey lend me her old phone but it seems lyk its not working..gaah! so cant wait for tmrw...weeeeeeeee~!
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
7:57 PM
today was up at 10 am when i was suppose to wake up at 8 am.. sheepie la niee..haiyoo (ive change pinkie name to sheepie) ..we was otp till 6 am..hehs..dhen i quickly call hym up but no answer, confirm still sleeping so i ask lilsis to kip on calling hym till he pick up while i do dhe housework n stuff..cant go go out if dhe house is in a mess..so yeah..after dat i quickly cook..i was multi tasking so i didnt pay much attention wad i put in my food..my macaroni didnt turn out ryte..dhe worst cooking i ever cook lor..gaah! dat tyme i stress out oredi..dhen i fry dhe nuggets, sausages, chicken popcorns n wedges..i was waiting for wifey to come..around 12 plus she came n off we go to sembawang park for a 'family' picnic =]`mit sheepie first at sembawang control station..hehe..he love dhe eeyore dat i gave..hys belated bdae present..lol..after dat went to dhe ntuc to get some drinks n ask grandoter n lilsisfanana to mit us there..hehehe...after dat we went straight to sembawang park urhhh.. `there were so many banglassss n sheepie kip on disturbing me..cheebai..fuckface ah u..we found 1 good spot so we start to unpack things..im so nervous bout my macaroni..gaah! after a while, at0k (mir aka seleco aka aku_belo) came!! hehehe..finally i got to mit hym..lol..as usual, d0ter n s0n in law are always late..there's still no signs of them..its getting a lil bit bored but yeah..me n wifey go for a walk at dhe beach..we saw those stupid banglas doing somersoult n crazy stuff..they act as if they were drunk dhen dance2..kekek sia..then got 1 bangla act lyk they were in a swimming pool, he run as fast as he can n jump into dhe 'pool' when he was not aware dat it was full wif sand at dhe top part..n he end up having a pain in hys arse..lol..me n wifey took lots of picts...lilsis is our camera woman while lilsisfanana, at0k n sheepie play taitee..`after a l0ng wait, oni dhen s.i.l n d0ter came..heh..dhen i wanna go off oredi..it was 6.10 i guess..dhen while walking back..these ppl ask me to stay till 7..so yeah..i went back again..while wifey n lilsis went around dhe park..me, d0ter, grandoter, lilsisfanana, s.i.l n sheepie went to play wif dhe sand n took lots of picts..we want to write our names on dhe sand but cannot coz dhe sand is different from other beaches..so took candid shots, funny picts n stuff..lol..after dat went around n walk up dhe hill dhen went back to dhe picnic place coz at0k is waiting patiently there..heh..after dat took my bag n went home..wifey n lilsis oredi wait 4 me at dhe bustop.sorry aye..after dat wifey became crazy at dhe mrt..lol..she kip on saying, "bitches come from sunday to monday, monday to sunday ohhh" idk..maybe likedat urh..coz she kip on repeating n its damn irritating..lol..otw home mamat called..n my fon is making probs again..so dhe fon was off by itself again..gaah! i wan a NEW fon!!! i wan my own fonn!! when we got back home, i was preety tired i guess..receive a msg from sheepie..hehs..dat dickhead eyh..dhen fadhli kip on msg me lyk continuosly coz he usually tell me all hys problems n now he hv problems wif hys gf..aiyoo..n mamat called again but i rejected coz mummeh was beside me..i msg mamat to call me later..after ive settle evrytink wif fadhli n mummeh has went to bed, i miss call mamat as a sign dat he could call me oredi..but to dismay, my pp8 oni left 30 cents..lerrr...leceh tol..dhen was online n webcam wif grand0ter n tok bout things n i cried bout sumtink..lyk non stop lor..coz its hurting me badly..oni wifey n grand0ter noe bout tis. so yeah..haishh...when im tired of crying oredi, went straight to slip..
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
11:49 PM
Gonna have my own tropical fishtank soon~!cant wait for tmrw~!weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~!!!!
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
11:02 PM
skool was fun today=]hehehehe..becoz there's oni 1 period of maths..n yahh..i made alot of noise until i get scolded, get yelled, get warnings n even get a slap by seffie..hahas..but i still continue lorr..heh..had nvr seen melanie scold anybody n im dhe first person to get scolded by her..but after dat, i juz continue making jokes n they laugh out loud..lyk really2 laugh.. i loveeee teasing annie lor..dhen we got some bitching session..mr chan kip on asking dhe ppl at my table to kip quiet..dhen evrybody turn and look at me coz im dhe cause of it..hehs..sorry guys..im juz being hyperr..`after skool, me n wifey went to wifey's house..after awhile, went to my house..we plan to do maths but in dhe end, we were lazy n wifey still got tyme to shlip! hahas. after dat i went hyperactive again..made her laugh lyk one mad woman..hahaas..had fun yaw..until mummeh came in dhe room and ask wats dhe story about until we laugh lyk dat..and ya..wifey found a new group..dhe name is 'dhe sialans'..wateva eyh wifey..lol.`abah was at home so he wanted to buy dinner for dhe whole family n wifey..he bought chapatti=] so wifey stay at my house till 10.30pm..but before dat, im damn angry wif sumone urhh..if he have mood swing, he dun have to get me involve by scolding me for no reasons seyy..blablablaaaaa~!`n to hafiz, I HATE YOU~!seriously I DO~!`"Love dhe One you are With"
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
10:26 PM
I was late to skool today...late by 10 steps..stoopid..gaah!! n yeah..im super sleepy..idk y..i fell lyk putting my head down n go to slip in evry teacher's lesson..but i simply cant urhh..so there's 3 periods of english block testing..n guess wat, i slept..i oni did dhe section 2..i didnt do section 1 which is dhe compo..coz i cannot tahan animore..n miss lela, dat hilarious teacher is bothering me..so after skool, went straight back home n slept wif my unifom sia..superrrrrrrrr tired..gaah! when i woke up, lilsis was back home..say hi to her dhen went back to slip..dhen woke up at around 7 plus..n received so many smses about dhe lady sells keropok wif a pontianak..if u never buy her stuff, dhe pontianak will disturb u..ive got scared n close all dhe windows n door..haiya..`next its not pinkie who was sick yesterdae, it was hys fren..fuck ahh..im worried for notink sia..dhen hafiz is such a stubborn guy. he sms me in dhe morning saying dat he is very very sick n is at dhe army doctor..dhen juz a moment ago, when i ask hym wad hys doin..he say dat hys playing takraw..wat dhe fish?? why am i worrying bout hym when he doesnt even worry bout hymself..n fuck ah..im missing my parkia sia.........dammit!!!!!`after blogging i gotta study..haishhhh..im having a fever now..not really feeling well..but wifey n pinkie say dat there will be no excuses..i still have to study..so gonna do my geog..so..sayonara people....yawnnn!!`"i you really lurve me, show it to me. dont juz say it by dhe words but its not comin from ur heart. i dun wanna be hurt animore"
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
7:22 PM
practically evry wednesday i tend to be late to skool..i noe its stoopid coz wednesdae is dhe day we gotta report to skool by 8.20..dat one oso i can be late..haiyoo..early in dhe morning oredi hafiz msg me..but after i eply, i sleep again coz i was otp wif pinkie till 4 plus i guess...so yeahh..damn sleepy..so i decided not to go to skooll.but dhen i got SGH appointment..so i ask wifey n shiiny to mit me outside of dhe skool at 1pm..while waiting for dhem..i sat in dhe rain ryte in front of an empty field...its nice..haishh..dhen hafiz called me n my fon is givin problems..chimak tol..gaah!
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so went to mit wifey, after dat went compasspoint..dhen wait for shiiny..halfway i cabot from dhe hosp..heh..its taking such a long sweet tyme...pinkie msg me n say dat he is in NUH..when i ask hym y, he say dat is sick.dhen when i ask hym wad happen, he hvnt eply till now..im worried for u sia pinkie..pls call me soon..haishh..
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after dhe appointment, went straight back home wif wifey..as usual i send her frist...wifey make me cry!!! she was tryin to wake me up from my own lala land..she tryin to make me realise dat O levels r drawing near..prelims is next month n gosh..im so not ready..but dhe way she scold me was hilarious..so i cry n laugh at dhe same tyem..she speak dhe same way as pinkie sia..pinkie oso owaes scold me...haishhh..dhen i will cry..gaah! but wifey is damn irritating!!
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WIFEY GILERRRRR!!!!!
'RED + BLUE = PURPLE' (inside joke..hushh)
n she kip on saying..
"MARK MY WORDS~!!!!!"
adoiiii.. i feel lyk pulling out my ears coz she kip on repeating siot..
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dhen at home, hafiz call n say dat he is damn sick..some of hys work frens got HINI.. wad dhe fishh..dhen he dun wan to go doctor..im lyk wtf ahhh..haishhh...so stubborn..he suddenly sound them sick and kip on telling me dat he feels so sick..dhen wad am i suppose to do when dun even wanna listen to me..haiyaaaa.....
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"bukan sengaja ku menahan, bibir membeku, lidah terkelu."
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
8:36 PM
ive juz came back from a sto0o0o0opid haircut. fuck urh.. i ask dhe hairdresser to do some layering n cut my hair to a V-shape. n u noe wad she did.. she juz trim dhe ENDS of my hair n cut my front part shorter. wtf? n dats all..it doesnt make any diff. its juz dat my front part now is lyk..gaah..n ive wasted my money.. might as well i dun cut sia..fuck fuck fuck. but luckily wifey's hair turn out to be nice. gaah! i cry juz becoz of my hair..ya..i do..n partly becoz im sad for wifey..i can see her tears dropping..its all becoz of fnn.. stoooopid teacher.. if oni i could sue dat teacher.. fuck ahh..sorry wifey..i cant do anitink..but..gaahh! i donno ahhh.`next, ive bought pinkie a present..its a belated burfdae present. he ask me for a huge EEYORE. lol. n ive found it.. its not dat huge but its damn cute n cuddly..haishh.. i gotta get one for me too..`erm, next, hafiz, im sorry dat ive turn u down.. its not dat i dun lyk u..its juz dat im not ready for a relationship..seriously i dun..can we juz be frens first n noe each other more..im sorry. i noe dat u dat u will wait for me no matter how long it takes. but im sorry, i cnt believe u. alot of guys have told me dhe same thing but in dhe end, they left me. its not dat i wan to compare u..but..pls understand my situation. im not rejecting u but neither do i accept u. so yeah. pls pls pls understand. it doesnt mean dat i dun wan to contact wif u animore. haixx..`i gotta end of here. seriously i dun hv dhe mood. im sleepy. im tired. im angry. im sad. im missing sumone. wateva.`n to fanana, its not dat i dont luv u or miss u. pls dun tink bout dhe negative. if i don, i would not even bother tokin to u.. GAAH! IM SO STRESS. AM I SO BAD??`"IM LIVIN IN A FUCK TUB WORLD!"
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
9:15 PM
today i was absent from skool as i woke up late n furthermore, i was having a slight fever.if i go to skool, confirm they ask me to go home..so might as well i stay at home..so yeah..but if pinkie noe dat im late for skool, i will be dead. lol..he will scold me lyk hell n he will force me to shlip by 12..wat dhe fishh..but since ysterdae would be dhe 'last day' he cud call me as today my pp8 finish oredi, he gave me face..lol..so we tok till 4 i guess..at 5 he has to go to work..i ask hym to slip ferst but he dun wan..n dat pinkie watch transformers for 7 tymes..mampos sak..aku 1 kali pon tk pnah..n yah..there has nvr been a tyme dat we tok without hym scold n maki2 me..sumtymes i do cry..dhen he pujok..hahas..lame sia..when i kept quite, he noes dat im upset or angry.. but i noe dat it was all a joke..so now ive started maki2 hym oso..dat stoopid dickhead. lol. hes's dhe one hu teach me wat..he say,"u lemah sngat ahh, org bully u beh tak tau nak jawab balek perhh".. but later when i scold hym, he call me gangster..alahh..wateva la..hahas..i do love hym..but as a fren oni urh..notink special..weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~! dickhead, cibai do love you okeyh =]
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im at wifey's house now..juz finished helping her practice her fnn practical exam..hahas..as usual, many funneh things happened ryte wifey..hahas..missing things here and there..they some of it were overcooked...nehmindd..try again next tyme aytes wifey=] so, i'll be goin to skool tmrw..must go sia..gaah! kk..gtg coz im usin wifey's internet..dhen her bro wanna use..so till dhen peepz...
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WIFEY~! I HEARTZ EUU~!! =]
PARKIA~! IM MISSING EUR SHWIT MSGS~!
DOTER~! CANT WAIT TO MIT EUU~!
GRANDOTER~! CANT WAIT FOR EUR BOOBS HUGGS~!
PINKIE DICKHEAD~! IM MISSING EUR JOKES~!
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"Wateva dat starts will always have its ending"
Labels: I LOVE MY 'FAMILY'
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
6:56 PM
well well well..
today is kinda bored i guess..
woke up at 12.30..nyehehe..late sia..coz i was up till 4.30 in dhe morning wif pinkie on dhe fon..kurang asam sia he..he kip on saying A.S.B.T! Which means.. 'aiisha sucks big tyme'. wat dhe fish..lol..mostly we tok crap urhh..dhen he dah start wif hys suare taik so i ask hym to slip lorr..niways he's irritating coz he toks to me lyk miss swan..wakaka..suker nah kacau org..he talks exactly lyk her..dhe link is below. lol.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lF4RyB50Xus`
dhen today mummeh cook mee siam..omg..i really dun lyk it..but wad to do..im damn hungry liao..
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next, qaiyyum suddenly msg me after so long..he say dat he didnt msg me coz he have to pay his bills first..hahas..still remember dhe first tyme we mit..it was at timezone..kekek sia..dia ahh..tak tau nak tegur org..meera n lilsis was already laughing their ass off sia..lol..`n yeah..joe msg me too..naper la bnyk org msg tyme pp8 aku tgl $1 jek..adoii..i ask hym hows hym n stuff..n he told me dat hys family halau dier kuar rumah..n got no where to stay..tu anak eyhh..haiyaa..but too bad lor..im a gurl..if not i wud have let hym tompang my house..i cant help hym..sory aytes joe..`next, wifey went for a date wif faizal la sheyy..hahas..she seems to be very happy..hubby is happy for u aites wifey..see u tmrw in skool~!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~!`i miss my parkia..he's workin today..haiyaaa..hurhurhur..things r getting complicated but studies still do come ferst..dun worry..heeeeeeeee..ive got notink more to update..so tc aytes peeps....toodles~!`"Best friends just won't leave your side"
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
6:13 PM
lol.finally i got some tyme to update a lil bit..schools hols was over n yeah..new time tables n stuff..its super oupper boring..actually im lazy to update mahh blog today but d0ter n meera cuzzie kip on asking so yeahhh...my lurve lyfe is still dhe same..im single=]weee~! im happy though..coz i have wifey, doter n grandoter=]n yahh..not to forget, my 'parkia' which is syed n my pinkie sheepie chickie dickhead gylerr which is issalli..they have filled my lyfe wif joy..hahaks..parkia wif hys shweet msges..i dunno how many he have in hys fon sia..evryday he will send me more dhen two..n pinkie has accompany me thru my sleepless nytes..tanx alottttttttt=] i juz came back from orchard wif my family..lurve having a family outing..hehe=] but actually i am suppose to go out wif granddoter n pinkie..but grandoter has to go n visit her real grandma n pinkie say dat he's lazy to go out since its raining at hys place..so yeahh..`sorry aytes wifey, coz ii tarq teman eu gy beli groceries..miss eu loads..=] have fun tmrw wif faizal aytes..wifey is dhe tour guide for faizal tmrw coz faizal ask her to show hym around sengkang..hahaks..there's notink in sengkang la sheyy..`dhen to lilsis fanana, dun worry aiytes..im fine if he lyks u..wad happen between me n hym was dhe past n ive learnt to move on..u tak yah rasa serba salah coz nobody is at fault..dah takder jodh ii ngan dier..so yeah..1 tink dat ii nak pesan, jgn ingat2 bende yg dah lepas..coz tak guna..it will nvr come back..no matter how hard u pray..watper ingat2 org yg tak ingat kan kiter..move on aites babe..`went for mother tongue oral at compassvale sec last tuesday..its about smoking..but seriously, im nervous..n dhe invigilators face r *toot..toot..toot.. tooooooooooooooot* i tink i had dhe worst reading ever sia..n its a confirm dat i wont get distinction..IM SO NOT READY FOR O LEVELS!! ARGH!!`last week youth day went to dira's house..do dhe normal thing n mamisheen gave $20 n mak gave $20 too..so $40 in total..yeahh..`n ouh emm gee..danial contact me back dhe other day..n he's so fucking annoying sia..i try to be frens wif hym but he kip on saying dat he wan to be wif me..
D: i rindu u laa..
A: for wat u wanna miss me?
D: pasal i syg kan u jer.
A: fine. i miss u as a fren jer. not more dhen dat.
D: u..plss ahh..i syg u as my gf..
A: sorry urhh..im not ready..furthermore, i dun hv any feelings for u.
D: u, i akan tunggu u sampai u kasi i answer
A: wateva.
D: i love u.
A: eyh. ngah watper?
D: teringat kan time2 i dngan u dulu..u dah mam?
A: blom. u?
D: blom..tngah tunggu u suapkan i.
A: erm. so hows ur family? adek ok?
D: good. u, i miss u very much n i love u very much.
A: oi! i told u dat im not ready n i wan us to be frens oni ryte. tak faham ker?
D:syg, i sanggup tunggu u n sygkan u selamanye
A: wadeva eh u. jgn pandai2 buat janji.
D: i sad ah u.
A: nape?
D: i sad pasal u dun wan to have r/s wif me.
A: dah la danial. i malas nak layan u.
D: i still love u n i wan to have u as my girl!
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malas mau layan tu anark..its not dat i jual mahal or wat..but u all dunno wads hys true colours..haishh..wadeva la he..i ask pinkie for help oredi...hahs..tros dhe next day danial nvr msg me animore..woohoo..coz its super damn irritating.`next, school time table sux! there's block testing evry tuesday, thursday n friday for 3 periods..n on friday i oni got 1 period of maths n dhe other's free period..haiyoooo..boring liao..natasha these dayss kip on toking to me bout guys..n hairstyles..oni wifey n me noe how its feels..`i spend most of my tyme wif wifey..she will come to my house after skool..dhen we karaoke n stuff..haishh..gonna miss alll dat next year!! i gonna miss all those hatred, love, emo moments together..hurhurhur...I LOVE U WIFEY=]`next..now im chatting wif my doter n grandoter..planning for a picnic next week..kiter tiga 'anak beranak' jek..wif son-in-law..hee..maybe pinkie wanna come..he ask me to cook sia..dhen pimkie wanna go labrador park..grandoter n doter wan to go sembawang park..both jaoh siaaaaa..ajak gy changi dorng tanak..haiyoo..pikiran sia gue..`so yeahh..im tired.. wanna rest..fon gua dah *click-click* nie..hahassss..parkia is drunk n i got no mood to tok to hym..ive quit drinking.. i hope he could..hais..parkia! tot of miting hym tmrw but he's gonna werk..so yeah..maybe miting hym on tuesday..lyk lazy likedat..k ahhh.......gua mau blahh..chow chin chowwwwwwww~!*CLICK-CLICK*`"if i cud giv u one thing in lyfe, i would giv u dhe ability 2 see urslf thru my eyes. Only dhen u wud realize how special u r to me =]"
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
7:37 PM
WILL NOT BE UPDATING..
KINDA BUSY..
N DUN HAVE DHE MOOD.
SO YEAH.
TAKE CARE PPL.
TOODLES.
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
9:41 AM
i woke up late so i didnt go to skool.
GAAH~!! i was late today..early in dhe morning sheepie msg me lot of tymes but i didnt even eply hys msges..coz im damn sleepy..after awhile, sumone called me.. n i juz pick up wifout seeing dhe number..dhen it was sheepie..hahas..cheebai la he..lol..he force me to go to dhe toilet..so i put down dhe fon...n went to bathe..i get change n stuff..but dhen while i walking towards dhe bckgate, i saw ms adeline ng juz close dhe gate..hurhurhurrrr..dat means i cant go to skool today...gaah! but i want to go....my last racial harmony day wif them leyyy..i got no choice but went straight home wif a sad face..mummeh cant scold me coz she noe i really wan to go to skool today..i cant go by dhe front gate coz i wont get my testimonial at dhe end of the yr..fuck urhh..i cant afford to be late animore.. 
these r dhe picts during dhe picnic..there's more to upload..will upload it bit by bit evryday..cant upload in 1 shot..so yeah..
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