blank~ im seriously blank. too many to update. haiyaa.
niways yest, which is sunday, Din aka Daddy came over to my place to teach me BEV. thank alot daddy. do appreciate that lots. becoz of me u terlambat to meet mummy at PS. btw sorry mummy. =( ..dhennn i ask amie to tagg along. so yeahh..after dat chill wif lilsis n amie after daddy went off.
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now im in mr lim's class for CRM. beside my beloved lilsis Ermayushida ^_^. hehe. she's so cute (: love ya lots adeqkushh shayang (:
after this, will be having BEV mock test. if we fail this test today, we cant take dhe actually exam on wed. so we gotta wait till re-test. i dun wan sia. i already study. so wish me luck guys (: heeeeeeee~
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i seriously dunno wat happen to Aye. he sounds so diff today. he ask me to come over today but i cant. haish. im sorry Bff. you noe i would if i could. dhennnn danny..idk wassup wif hym now. nobody wanna bail hym out. i seriously dunno wat to do. just leave it to god coz ive tried my best to get ppl to bail hym out but they juz dun wan. so yeahh. gtg now.
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astala vista~
sayonara
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"can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars,
i could really use a wish right now"
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bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
1:08 PM
will update tmrw~ phewww~!
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
4:40 PM
firstly i wanna say,
HAPPY 3RD MONTHSARY to myself n danny mumuh (:
bbylurve, i lurve euu soooooooooooo much.
words cant explain...
how much i love u.
how much i need u.
how much i wanna be wif u.
how much i adore u.
dan 'how much'2 yg sewaktu dengannyer. (:
pls trust me back lyk how u used to.
ive admit my mistake.
n i promise u that it wont happen anymore.
u too, pls listen to me.
mummy is no longer in this world.
i noe that u r depressed n sad.
but no matter what u have to move on.
im sure she wanna see u succeed in lyfe.
i still remember wat u said when we were in dhe sea the other day.
insya'allah it will come true.
amin.
i'm missing you!
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this song is for u syg.
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(takkan pisah- eren)
sayang aku ingin berbicara kepadamu
tentang apa yang tengah aku rasakan
ada apa, ada apa katakanlah semuanya
ku kan dengarkan duhai cintaku
bila nanti orang tuamu tak meridhoi dengan
apa yang ku rasakan padamu
semua orang tua ingin yang terbaik untuk anaknya
begitu pun orang tuaku
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kau takkan tinggalkanku
takkan pernah, sayangku
janjimu janjiku untukmu
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reff:
takkan ada yang pisahkan kita
sekali pun kau telah tiada
akan ku pastikan
ku kan memeluk menciummu di surga
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jangan kau pergi tinggalkan aku
bawa aku ke mana kau mau
janji ku padamu
jiwa dan ragaku mati pun ku mau
Labels: 3rd mthsary (:
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
9:13 AM
on saturday, spent my day at home coz im super tired. at night, Acul's family n Meera's family came over to my house. Meera went off around 12 plus but Acul left around 3 am. hahas. by then i cannot tahan oredi. so i went off to sleep. n at the same tyme i cant wait for tomorrow (:
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SUNDAY!!! it has finally arrived! lol. woke up early in dhe morning to goreng fried rice, fishcakes, bergedil, boil sausages, pack some sambal goreng n serunding dhen go n bath. hehe. im going picnic wif bbylurve at changi beach. around 10 i meet hym at pasir ris. dhen we took 89. ive bought shades from cotton on for myslf (: heeeheeee. dhen we find a spot when we reach lorrrr..dhe sun was shining. it was super hot. dhennnn..i pack our things n put under dhe tree. dhen me n bbylurve go for a swim. suddenly it started to rain. we juz stay in dhe sea. coz i was super cold when we go to dhe shore. we wait n wait n wait. from drizzling to heavy rain dhen more heavy rain -_____-'' it was scary in dhe sea. serious. but bbylurve so degil. he say we shud juz stay in. so..listened o hym lor. its getting late oredi.so, wateva it is we've juz have to get our things which im suppose its already wet by now. haiya. dhen bbylurve felt very very sick. hys left side of hys body cramped. poor thing. dhen when i've changed my clothes. we went to visit bbylurve's fren, kechyk. dhen toktoktok. dhen around 8 plus we went off to take 89 to sengkang. dat is when bbylurve start to freeze in dhe bus. i dunno wat to do. hys hand turns white. lyk really really white. i hold his hand tight but it's not working. dhen finally we reached sengkang. he was supposed to take 88 back home after that. but i ask hym to wait for awhle. i ran back home to take my thick sweater n make hym hot nescafe dhen ran back to hym wif farhanna. dhen i let hym feel warm again first uhh..after 30 mins dhen he felt better but hys left side of dhe body is still cramp-ing. me n far pity hym but at dhe same tyme, we laugh. coz its super funny. he kept on knocking down things. lot of things happen. bbylurve, tanx for evrytink. sorry for laughing at u. i juz cant help it.
heeee (:
ilysm!
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today..i woke up late. suppose to reach skool by 8 but i only went to skool after break which is at 1pm. dhen otp wif bbylurve.dhen play fb games. n blablabla. i tought of deleting my fb account. dunno ahh. still considering. haiya. k laaaa... i've gotta go.
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toodles~!
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"pasir putih tepi pantai~
ombak saling berkejaran~"
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bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
1:08 PM
well..i didnt blog yesterdae coz i was very tired...so roughly on wed after skool, went lepak-ing wif my gyler ite peeps. it was hectic. hahas. haiya...dah la..bout yesterday uhh..
yesterday skool suppose to finish at 3pm but due to some reasons we ended our class at 11am. siang keper...so went lepak-ing wif dhem again...around 1.30pm went off to bbylurve's house. (: he was 'high'. so mcm biol sikit. hahas. but in a cute way. he make for me milo. dhen i was stirring it uhh...skali when i see dhe 'spoon', it was not a spoon. he was stirring wif a knife! lol. dhen i ak hym why he nvr use spoon. he say that is a spoon wat...dhen i show it infront of hym n he laugh out load. lol. aperrrrrr jerrrr... dhen at 6 we went off to city hall..in dhe bus we fought. but evrytink is fine after dat. he keep on saying, "yela..i can takde burger nak kasi u..i tkder duit nak topup kan fon u slalu mcm Zaki"
-___-"
afterdat,he send me to dhe mrt station dhen went off to meet hys frens.
today went to skool as per normal. Mr Lim was not here again so we had a very long break. so we went lepak-ing again. thanks Daddy (din) for blanja-ing me (: im broke la....haiyaaa...after eating.. dah start ah. they keep on disturbing me rabak2..i beat Wan lyk wat sia. i pity hym. but i cant do anitink. my melatah gets more terok everyday ;( by then, im very very very tired. serious. tak bedek. phewwww.. niways ive kissed 4 poles today. wth. n ya..bbylurve called me n say dat hys fon went missing. hys fren curik. wth. give hym bck hys fon la! see la i cannot text hym animore ;( get a new fon aites shayang (:
k laaaa...aiiaii tired. wanna go off..tc peeps.
Astala Vista (:
"how long can it be?"
Labels: tired~
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
2:15 PM
well..yesterday i meet bbylurve at novena. after dat he treat me KFC..dhen as usual..he will disturb dhe ppl around hym..funny but embarrassing at dhe same time. wateva it is, i still enjoy being beside me. dhen we walk to somewhere which i cant tell coz he got appointment wif someone which i cant tell too...after dat met his crazy fren. i dunno if he really crazy or not. haha. i was talking to hym uh. he's an indian guy..dhen he told me that he slept wif all kinds of woman before dhen shared some experience..lol..i noe..its juz not needed. andandand, he was using soccer top , bottom n even SOCCER SHOES! when he dun even have soccer. lol. n never joined soccer before. haiya..he old oredi la..53. lol. dhen bbylurve send me to dhe bustop dhen kissed gdbye (:
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dhenn..took 21 to eunos..dhen took mrt to bedok. had gamelan uh...blablabla...
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at night, bbylurve told me sumtink. i cried. dhen he scold me coz he was jealous coz i git lots of guy fren. lyk really angry. he was fucking jealous bout Zaki. damn it. i shouldnt told hym at all but, i still have to tell hym. argh! dhen i cried all night long. we talk till 5am. eh. wrong. he talk, i cried till 5 am. haishh...
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dhen tis morning, he called me. he told me dat he's sorry. he scold me coz he lurve me. he dun wanna loose me. he dun wan me to contact other guys. so yeah.
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my eyes r swollen now. nyai ask me if im ok. i juz nod my head n look away n ive burnt my mum's new ironboard.haiyo. confirm kena scolding later sia.
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so yeah..im gg off now. Mr lim let us go early. so yeah. till dhen.
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*no matter what, i still lurve eu bby*
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
2:38 PM
HEY DEAREST EARTHLINGS~!!!
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~!
IM SUPER HAPPY!
YES I AM!
VERY VERY HAPPY~!
MY SUPER DEAREST BBYLOVE IS BACK!
DANNY MUMUH~!
IMY LOADS~!
LOL~!
GILERS~
KK...IT HAPPEN LYK TIS......
12.54 am...
my fon rings~
on my screen : (danny's home calling.....)
i didnt pay much attention on it. coz i was sleepy so i juz ans dhe call.
me: hello.
him: hello.
me: hello.
him: hello.
me: hello. (irritating sia.)
him: erm, is dat aisha?
me: yeeeeeeeahhhhh...who is dat?
him: u dont noe hu am i??
me: erm..sory..i cant recognise ur voice.
him: u really really dunno me??? serious??
me: yup. so tell me who r u?
him: im ur uncle.
me: uncle who?
him :ur pakcik la. tkkn luper?
me: huh? u sure or not? btol2 la.
him: braper bnyk jantan nie u contact?
me: hmm..banyak jugak (slamber sia)
him: u really dunno hu am i?
me: YES! so tell me who r u?
him: nvm la. sory to bother u, lets juz put down the fon.
me: wait! tell me ur name!!
him: im danny.
me: wat???
him: danny.
me: danny?? ermm..ur full name please.
him: wahhh...bnyjk betol jantan u kenal sampai u lupe i eh. nvm ah. bye.
me: eh u wait. let me check my fon.
after i few seconds, i look on my screen again.
(danny's home...)
WTH????? WATS WRONG WIF ME???
me: gosh! r u sure u r danny? *started crying oredi* =(
him: yela...haishh..
sooooo..we went on talking. i missed hym badly. he was so disapointed after noeing me contacting many guys but wat do u expect? 2 months sia. wow. but i thank god u r safe. ive juz got to noe hys mother passed away last month. haish. smoga roh nya dicucuri rahmat. amin.
he was ego at first. he say he pray to god to help him to forget bout me. wth. coz he say dat he noe someone else can love me better. haiyo. blablabla..suddenly he say," actually aisha, ive got sometink to tell u. there's no point for me to kip it n kip on lying to myself n to u. actually...my love for u have nvr fade n its still dhe same lyk last time. i love u....but i love farhanna montela even more. pls send my regards, kiss hug, smooch , lick to her." lol. hahahahs.. farhanna montela is my younger sis (: but i now he was juz joking bout that part. he was crying but trying to make it lil bit funny. but wateva it is, i still cry. cry coz im happy. really really do. =)
sooooo.....now...im meeting hym soon. cant wait. meeting hym before gamelan. oh gosh. IM MEETING HYM!! yes i am! k aiiaii. shudup. but im really excited.
k la..i go off now. hehehe..
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~!
TATA~!
*I HEARTS EU(:*
Labels: finally (:
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
12:14 PM
*YAWN*
IM SLEEPY. luckily mr lim postpone dhe test to tmrw.weeeeeeeeee~ hehe. im bored liao. nowadays i got no mood to talk in class. my classmates kept on asking if im okay or not. haiya.. im fine la guys. ((:
next, im meeting ezad at woodlands later. (: hahas. wth. dhen after dat he gotta go for hys takraw training.
ouh yaaa...on last sat i went JB. lots of things happen. lazy to elaborate here. All i can say is dat, i have SUPER ANNOYING AUNTIES -___-" argh! spoil my holiday only. luckily i brought my lappy along. heh. didnt sleep at all sia. i was chatting n webcamming wif ezad n danielz. fun but sleepy at dhe same tyme. hahas. dhennn...go bath n get ready. luckily dhe hotel is juz behind Diep's hous. ouh ya. i went to JB coz my cuzzie, Diep is getting married. she's 21 tis yr. i guess.
so met so many ppl. too many to recall. dhe funny thing is dat, many ppl noe me but i dunno them..dhen i'll juz act as if i noe them. lol. i can be an actress i guess. hahs. dhen around 3pm, me, bik lin n her 2 children head back to s'pore wif a cab. coz we cant tahan dhe environment animore. irritating ppl. so mummeh, nyai n my 2 other siblings stay there till night i guess. reached home around 5pm dhen took a shower..talk to Zaki..dhen smsed Amie..dhen pooooooooooofffft~! SLEEP! lol. i didnt even realised dat i went to sleep lor. all i noe is dat i woke up tis morning dhen go n take a shower. i dun even noe wat tyme mummeh reached home. lol. Tido mati sia. seriously, im super tired. dhen i checked my fon uhh..skali got 8 msgs n 2oplus miss calls. sory ppl. serious..tak sengajer.
if i noe i was about to sleep,
i would have told u guys earlier -_-''
so yeahhhhh..got to go ppl.. (:
Astala Vista !
Sayonara~!
(:
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bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
9:05 AM
heyaaaa~
yest was absent from skool uhhh...sick n late at the same time.
aniways dhe day before that, ive went to meet amir at pioneer. lots of things happen.. dhen around 6 plus went to amie's house...talktalk dhen watch movie..had fun wif her..heeee..dhen around 10 plus, i went back home..
this few days zaki has been very worried bout me. haishh..im sory to make u worried but dun worry, i can take care of myslf..
dhen nownownow.....im suppose to get ready. lol. its already 3 plus..goin off to JB around 4 plus..n i still havent pack a single thing. argh!! im still sick! mummehhhh....can i not go?? but wateva it is, i still gotta go..coz it's my first cuzzie getting married. woohooo~! lol. will be back home tmrw, sunday. monday got CPA test oredi. haiyaaaa~!!!!! i still havent learn anitink! =(
alright peeps,ive gotta go. weeeeeeeeeeeee~
'we was dhe dynamic duo'
Labels: sick;sick;sick
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
3:11 PM
hey hey heyyyyyyyyy~!
its been sooooooooooooooo long since i last blog.lol. lazy uhhh..too many things to type n share. but but but..now i got dhe mood back oredi.so yeah.i'll juz start wif a simple one today.now im in ITE College West Clementi (:meet wonderful peeps. (:geee..serious. had C.A.R.E. Orientation camp last week for 2 day 1 night. it was A W E S O M E , awesome *clapclap* awesome *clapclap*lol.
im sick now! argh! cannot tahan liao. my nose very itchy. hee. goin to meet Amir later. i'll make sure he come n pick me up from skool. U better be! lol. im in skool now..its mr lim's lesson..so yeah..on monday there a test coming up. n i dun even understand hys lesson. gosh..wateva..will somehow study at home (:im missing my dearest wifey, eeda liao. hang in there babe..i noe u can achieve ur goals. juz keep on trying n give ur best. dun be so stress ok darling. ily♥daddy didnt go to skool today=( come la deyyy...i noe u r goin thru a hard time now. juz persevere k daddy (: i wan dhe best for u too (:k lurhhhhh...my mind is blank now..wanna go n sleep. =p i wan more teh peng -_-" tata....will update more later if there's more to update =p weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!Labels: new boyf ? lol, new frens, new skool, new year
bby,im in lurve wif eu♥
8:36 AM
